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11/24/2022 1:43 pm

College Begins

Somewhere in the back of my mind i was really hoping that going away for college would make all of my submissive confusion go away. i thought i would find exactly what i was looking for even though i didn’t know what it was; or where to look.
While i had learned a lot in high school about submission, more than i realized at the time, i still felt completely lost. i knew that i was “happiest” when i was being told what to do by a Woman. i both enjoyed and yet hated being teased and denied orgasm. But even without being told i would do it to myself from time to time.
Where i went to college a lot of , especially freshman in my dorm, would go home for the weekends. i did as well but not nearly as often as others. There would be times when i felt as though i was the only person around in our wing of the building. That was OK. i would spend the time thumbing through Playboy and Penthouse and jerking off, getting as close as i could to cumming without actually doing it. i didn’t know it but i was enjoying edging.
i met a girl and though it wasn’t really dating, we kind of hung out a lot that first semester. She was somewhat dominant in that she would be the one to initiate anything we did. If i asked her if she wanted to eat lunch together or to to a movie or study or anything, she would blow me off. But if she wanted to do something it was as though she expected me to jump at the opportunity. i usually did.
One night she came over to my dorm room without calling. It was late and i was already in bed. i figured i was one of the few guys who hadn’t gone home that weekend so i didn’t bother putting on anything over the boxers i was sleeping in. i was a bit surprised and embarrassed to see her there.
She let herself in and commented on my shorts, then threw her arms around my neck and started kissing me. We quickly made it to bed where the kissing turned into touching. my boxers came off before any of her clothes, including her shoes. Being naked while she was fully clothed was both embarrassing and exciting. i remember being as hard as a rock.
Just as i got her shirt and bra off she asked if i would help with her shoes. i did, getting down at the foot of the bed and untying and sliding them off of her. i then pulled off her socks and i have no idea why other than some crazy internal wiring, i kissed each of her toes.
This made her giggle. i apologized, thinking i had tickled her but she said she kind of liked it and i did it again. She then had me slide down her panties. i began kissing my way up her legs and when i got to her pussy i kissed it. With a moan of encouragement i began licking her, finding her clit and working it with my lips and tongue until she came.
She told me that she had never had a guy eat her before and i felt proud to be the first. We talked about some of our experiences, sexual experiences as we lay together. She would touch my cock and balls and played with them a little but i never once asked her to do anything, to give me a hand job or to put it in her. i just laid there, allowing her to do whatever she wanted.
Eventually she dozed off holding my cock in her hand. i managed to pull the blanket over us and lay there beside her, relishing my erection in her hand. She woke a few hours later, jarring me awake, surprised that she had fallen asleep. She looked at the clock and said she had to get back to her dorm. i begged her not to go, pointing out that while it was past curfew she would have to sneak out of my dorm. If she waited until morning she wouldn’t have to sneak at all.
When she still insisted that she had to leave i told her i’d eat her pussy again. This was tempting but she insisted on leaving but we made a “date” to meet the next day.
We hung out and watched some TV. She didn’t say a thing about what had happened the previous night. But after we ate supper together she said she wanted to head back to my room.
There we got naked and i ate her to two orgasms. Since i didn’t have a condom (and neither, she said, did she) all i got was a hand job. But that was OK. It felt amazing.
She put on my robe and i stayed naked. We sat and talked and listened to some music. i asked if she wanted me to kiss her toes again. She did and so i not only kissed them but sucked on them as well. As i was working on her left foot, having started with her right, she began using that right foot to play with my cock.
i kissed my way back up her legs and ate her pussy. She jerked me off again and then got dressed and left.
We repeated similar scenes through that first semester. After the Christmas break i went looking for her in her dorm only to learn that she had not returned.


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