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primalseeker 36F
83 posts
7/2/2023 12:21 pm
Rabbit Holes


Finding over the last few months, my thoughts have been all over the place. In many instances they have drawn me down paths I never would have ventured.
In a few instantaneous, I have ended my dates with a blow job.

jyahld 63M
355 posts
7/2/2023 4:04 pm

How do you feel afterwards?
If you'd like to talk about it, leave a not on my blog 🙂
💋


primalseeker replies on 7/3/2023 7:25 am:
I had mixed feelings. Especially the first time.

Arkangel_Fire 57M
1089 posts
7/2/2023 9:14 pm

My first reaction would be to say good girl...
Now the issue here is how did you feel after those dates?
To know if you know what the next step will be and if you can overcome your contradictions...
You yearn for Domination, you know what you have to offer, seek your freedom, stop fighting with yourself...



primalseeker replies on 7/3/2023 7:53 am:
Being told I am a good girl as one date expressed, was humiliating, yet seemed appropriate at the time.
The first time, I felt like a slut afterwards, as I initiated it despite us seeing nothing further would develop.

NoNonsense_Dom 70M  
1538 posts
7/2/2023 9:35 pm

Why Primal have your thoughts been all over the place? I know from your blog posts you have met up with a few people from your past, so is it because of those meets and the memories they brought back or something else that has distracted you.


primalseeker replies on 7/3/2023 8:15 am:
I am not sure why my thoughts and feelings wander. It strange as I tried to understand, I find myself going deeper down some paths.
I know meeting my mom’s friend had an effect and some thoughts have been extreme and scared me in feeling excited.

NoNonsense_Dom 70M  
1538 posts
7/2/2023 9:36 pm

Oh Happy Canada Day by the way sexy girl.


primalseeker replies on 7/3/2023 8:19 am:
Thank you. I didn’t do much except went over to a friend’s for a bbq.
It was I think the quietest Canada Day I’ve had in awhile. The weather didn’t exactly cooperate.

Jbear90 63M

7/3/2023 4:54 am

I am sure you will find what your looking for as you seem to have a good thinking in life


primalseeker replies on 7/3/2023 8:20 am:
Thank you

Arkangel_Fire 57M
1089 posts
7/3/2023 8:39 am

Every man looks for a woman, a Lady for society, a Mother for his children and a Whore for his pleasure... Every woman has an inner whore, only prejudice, education, religion, inhibit her instincts... There's nothing wrong with enjoying giving a man a blowjob and it doesn't make you a whore... When you find the right one, you'll enjoy being his whore and make him happy and you'll feel fulfilled....


primalseeker replies on 7/5/2023 4:26 am:
I agree with you and I love having a man in my mouth. I feel it can be very erotic.
These men I hardly knew and had realized he was not the one I seek. A couple of times, I have tried rationalizing in my thoughts, I was thanking them.

Beestinger123 61M
26 posts
7/4/2023 1:56 am

When ever I'm blessed with a BJ from my student I always reward her however long it takes ...it just sets the scene for the next session .it may sound vanilla to most but pleasue pain then pleasure should be rewarded.....discuss


primalseeker replies on 7/5/2023 4:29 am:
I can relate in a way to your thought process.

bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4159 posts
7/5/2023 1:34 pm

into the rabbit hole is a journey of awakening & self discovery on numerous levels...obviously you have submissive slut tendencies now find the right DOMinate you can trust grow submit to unleash your inner demons w together!


primalseeker replies on 7/8/2023 9:15 am:
I am submissive and know I need a Dominant person in my life. You may be right in saying I am experiencing an awakening.

DancingDom 74M
22586 posts
7/7/2023 8:18 am

I have noticed that many women below the age of 50, seem to like giving BJ's not so much for the man's pleasure. It seems to be a way of controlling the situation for some, but for many it is also their pleasure becasue they simply like sucking cock.

In you case, from what I can tell from your writing, you seek such activity as part of a more fulfilling relationship.

Do what you wish t do. But do not give any of these guys a false hope for something more. That could be troublesome for you.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


primalseeker replies on 7/8/2023 9:19 am:
For me, I find in many instances when I am sucking, I feel like I am worshipping the man’s cock.

DancingDom 74M
22586 posts
7/9/2023 11:12 am

Is there a dis association for you between a man's cock and the man himself? You are not unique in that regard. Historically there are references in
ancient cultures even, for phallic worship.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


primalseeker replies on 7/10/2023 6:39 am:
I feel a man’s cock more as a symbol of his authority.

rydermantel 69M
25336 posts
7/24/2023 7:23 am

Happy endings!



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