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Friends815 62F
961 posts
6/10/2023 9:10 pm
The Ego Self And The Slave Self



I am becoming
evermore aware
How much the Ego self
Helps me in "Public Life"

It does not
However,
Have a place
in my slave self

The ego self
Handles business
Life responsibilties
And protects me
from harm

The slave self
Depends on the Master
For all of that and more
And yes, I have a voice
And am asked for my opinion

Slowly peeling away
the layers of my ego self
Allowing the slave self
to rise

It Is something I can't
put into words
You have to go through it
To comprehend it

Lets just say
It doesn't happen overnight
And it is deep
It is scarey
it is euphoric

Been in training
Been away
But I feel more humble
today
Debra

yourahiddengem 44M

6/19/2023 11:14 pm

ego no good


Friends815 replies on 7/3/2023 6:17 am:
Yes

Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/13/2023 4:42 am

    Quoting lovingcaring44:
    It takes great strength, patience for and from both partners.
    I am soo happy for you, both!!!
Yes it does! Thank you!


lovingcaring44 64F

6/12/2023 2:05 pm

It takes great strength, patience for and from both partners.
I am soo happy for you, both!!!


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 3:06 pm

    Quoting lovingcaring44:
    Oh, absolutely!
    I, so recognise this.
    That inner struggle, from the inside ego, who helps you/ me to survive in daily life, and the inner urge to fully surrender, to the leadership of my master..

    It only can be a slowly proces.....
    You/i survived for years, with our outward 'ego'.....
    peeling bit by bit away....
    to find your deep inner self,
It take great strength. Hugs


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 3:03 pm

    Quoting RobertBishop:
    Sounds like progress. I am happy for you, young lady.
Thank You!


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 2:48 pm

    Quoting bdsmDOMdaddy:
    we all have many sides faces masks we wear but we only unveil ourselves to chosen few!
Yes! So nice to see you!


RobertBishop 66M  
2157 posts
6/11/2023 10:47 am

Sounds like progress. I am happy for you, young lady.


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 6:53 am

    Quoting boh99:
    yes, they can conflict.
Absolutely!


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 6:53 am

    Quoting lovingcaring44:
    Oh, absolutely!
    I, so recognise this.
    That inner struggle, from the inside ego, who helps you/ me to survive in daily life, and the inner urge to fully surrender, to the leadership of my master..

    It only can be a slowly proces.....
    You/i survived for years, with our outward 'ego'.....
    peeling bit by bit away....
    to find your deep inner self,
I’m so glad you relate! Ty


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 6:51 am

    Quoting Tckg12:
    well said. i understand completely. it's really hard to be the same in both environments and sometimes even harder to juggle both parts of your life. Whats the expression? your alternate life is usually opposite of what your "ego" or shall i say vanilla life is. I have fond that to be true often.
Yes. Thank you


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/11/2023 6:50 am

    Quoting ExNameForUse:
    It is a process. It takes time. It takes patience. A strong will and desire on both ends of the leash. Commitment. Consistency. You are very lucky to have all that
Thank You 🙏 I am blessed


bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4228 posts
6/11/2023 5:50 am

we all have many sides faces masks we wear but we only unveil ourselves to chosen few!


ExNameForUse 54F
5767 posts
6/11/2023 4:42 am

It is a process. It takes time. It takes patience. A strong will and desire on both ends of the leash. Commitment. Consistency. You are very lucky to have all that


Tckg12 69M
2550 posts
6/11/2023 4:27 am

well said. i understand completely. it's really hard to be the same in both environments and sometimes even harder to juggle both parts of your life. Whats the expression? your alternate life is usually opposite of what your "ego" or shall i say vanilla life is. I have fond that to be true often.


lovingcaring44 64F

6/11/2023 1:23 am

Oh, absolutely!
I, so recognise this.
That inner struggle, from the inside ego, who helps you/ me to survive in daily life, and the inner urge to fully surrender, to the leadership of my master..

It only can be a slowly proces.....
You/i survived for years, with our outward 'ego'.....
peeling bit by bit away....
to find your deep inner self,


boh99 68M
3172 posts
6/11/2023 12:36 am

yes, they can conflict.


Friends815 62F
620 posts
6/10/2023 9:15 pm

Thank You Sir!



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