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NoNonsenseFromU 74M  
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5/3/2023 4:50 am

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3/13/2024 4:46 am

Talking to Oneself - Updated 3/13/24


I write. I think it is as much to clear bring clarity to my thoughts as it is to share ideas and ruminations about D/s, etc. with others. And that's okay. It is always useful to sharpen one's thinking. But it is better if there is some friction to hone those thoughts. That's what conversation is. And I miss that. Here - on the blog - on the stories where I post them - and from Alt members I write to.

3/13/24 -- I had forgotten I wrote this but when I came across it today it resonated strongly with me. In some ways, I don't mind the silence. I write for me - to satisfy a need to express a part of myself that I keep deeply hidden - and because I am the dictator of my stories - there is no question of control - I am in control of everything. (And, yes, time with a psychologist might be helpful.)

Still, there are people who have joined a room of mine that is specifically devoted to my writing and who are encouraged to contribute, comment, participate. Occasionally, very occasionally, someone does. But for the most part - not so much. And I wonder why. The stories are being<b> viewed </font></b>- at least according to Alt they are. Perhaps I should assume (bad idea) that they do not merit comment? I know. Negative waves.

Better idea. Keep writing, because I derive pleasure from it, and if people participate, great, and if not, also great. Yes, positive waves. That's a better way to start the day.

Note to self -- When you visit a room, contribute in some way - don't sit quietly on the sidelines.


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