Blog : Musings of a solitary hucow

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6/30/2023 3:09 am

Musings of a solitary hucow

My decision to once again function as a hucow, even though I am currently without a Master may seem inexplicable to some..Indeed it often is to me. I am currently 33 years old and have been without a Master for almost 2 years. The problem with finding a new Master to serve has been 2 fold..my k ast Mastee died suddenly in 2021 and I grieved His loss for a long time. Secondarily, I have served full time twice in my life, both times for around 5 years. Both were to wonderfully supportive and firm Masters.

My first Master<b> collared </font></b>me at 18. When I was 19, he turned me into his hucow. I loved every minute of this intimate relationship. I served as his cow for the next 4 years. I originally thought this decision to lactate again was perhaps a longing or homage to that past relationship. I have thought a lot about this issue, since the time commitment to supporting my lactation is onerous at times.

However, as I waited to pump my udders dry tonight, I think I was just overcomplicating this decision. The feeling of my udders getting tighter and tighter as they fill with milk, the slow burn of pain as I prepare to pump them on the goat milker, I believe is the answer itself. It feels so natural to be a functioning milk producer, so wonderfully content when my udders are pumped empty...ready for the process to repeat itself in another 8 hours.Laughing..not to mention how incredibly horny it makes me feel as my udders empty.

So maybe being a solitary cow without a herd or Farmer is more understandable than I thought..it is just a return to a natural state of being for this needy slut.

Duramax67 58M

17 posts
6/30/2023 3:22 am

There is nothing wrong with knowing your place in this world. Be content knowing who and what your are.

slaveforyou365 63M

4528 posts
6/30/2023 3:39 am

Slave rick

Ds_seek_sub_slav 63M/26F

1881 posts
6/30/2023 4:00 am

Do what you're good at! Happy is the best state to be in!

likesmatures 55M

4863 posts
6/30/2023 4:35 am

I question though..is it the sensation you crave or is it the man willing to treat you in this manner..

Cause one will get you down the road..

The other...may get you back onto the bus/ the search/ the hunt..

likeithot19 62M

6112 posts
6/30/2023 4:57 am

Wouild enjoy sampling some of that milk.
Do what makes you happy !

bdsmDOMdaddy 61M

4222 posts
6/30/2023 11:08 am

you like what you like & nothings wrong w that
you’ve healed from your loss & are ready to live again
BTW...I luv titty milk


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