Blog : as i get older i wonder

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10/12/2023 6:10 am

as i get older i wonder

been a closet cd for decades. yes. been out a few times. till cost stopped me. but the urge is still there. i often wonder. how other cd/ts/sissys/? got started. i have talked with many. some were self taught. others had wifes/gf help them. the others found a domme and went all the way. some say they had a choice or no choice. some said they were forced as into it. disturbing. it for some of us older girls. once we turned 60yrs old. it seems to want out more. maybe because work and family came first. i love the idea of a woman deciding on my look and then some when in female mood. yes i may have to do other things while dressed. for her. my fashion tastes suck. yes i have dreamed of being taken. by a guy or cd/ts. not sure if i would or not. but my curiosity has me asking. how did it start with you? i am not into the lifestyle. but i can play with it. only 3 times at Halloween did i go out dressed in front of friends. many trips to events in chicago. the urge is still here. hoping to find a lady to play with . without all the drama involved. I first encountered a domme while shopping for a corset. she was on the phone with her sissy. i couldn't help but listen. she caught me. she asked if i found it interesting. i said. yes. then we went upstairs for a fitting. i was ordered to strip. standing there i was scared but excited. she tried different corsets on my til she found the right one. i could see her smile as she said suck it in sissy. then pulled the cords. each pull i loved it. my male side slowly sliding away. my female side wanting more of it. i left the store wearing it. could breathe. i still wish to be cprsetted. the tug of my stockings on the garters. i missed out long ago. hoping still to try it again


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