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shykyttn51 51F
51 posts
10/6/2023 12:58 am
Just some words i put together


Beautifully Broken

I see you in all your pieces
I see the large chunks that make the wall you protect yourself behind
I see the smaller pieces that, like your thoughts, are scattered about
I see the shards, the tiny slices of your heart that have been cut
I see the debris so powdered that was once your confidence
I see the haunted look in those beautiful eyes where once a fire raged and burned so bright
I see the spark of your soul
The spark that, even surrounded by all the broken pieces, refused to go out
Let that spark meld those pieces back together
Never the same alignment as before tho
Now, you are beautifully broken

The Sadness Within

A heart that bleeds ever so silently while being passed by
The person who must stay silent when their hearts desire is to speak
The lost soul who wishes they were found
The half who thinks never to be whole
The unwanted who prays for acceptance
Watching, waiting, crying, dying with none being the wiser
The one who is always happy for others yet always alone
The one who has so much sadness within

Questions.....

Can you be?
Do you really think you are able to do this?
Even though deep down I have so many insecurities and uncertainties about and within myself, this is the one thing i am very sure about.
My questions to you are no out of disrespect but concern.
Concern for my safety and that of others and yourself.
i don't only speak of physical safety but also that of emotional and mental.
Do you see that edge?
That fine line that can cross boundaries between worlds and hearts.
That fine line that holds both pain and pleasure.
How close can you come to that edge?
How close do you want or need to get to that edge?
Can you take me to that edge?
Can you keep me there and protect me?
How do you feel about fire?
Flames that dance, entice, engulf, and then create anew.
Are you the one who can feed the fire to forge and form, to give the strength of purpose to what springs forth?
While you ponder these questions, please give them the deepest thought and consideration.
Ponder greatly for the one who asks is more fragile than the thinnest of glass.
The one who asks has more hidden scars than the greatest of hillsides.
Are you willing to travel?
Life is a journey that is ever evolving.
I am no longer the creature that came before.
I am yet moving forward, ever changing and fluid, needing and striving.
How strong are your hands?
Can you? Do you? Would you?
Every structure has a foundation.
That foundation always starts with one tool....hands.
Will you be able to use that tool to create the perfection that you wish for in your own sight?
Are you willing to take the time to build a solid foundation to which you may stand upon while resting your gaze upon it with satisfaction and pleasure?
How are you with rulers?
Will you be able to take the measure of a thing to see past the surface into its core?
Do you like storms?
Will you be able to withstand the storm that a thing has become?
As with everything, there is a beginning, a middle, and an end.
This storm is simple, yet, complex.
Would you find joy and pride in mastering this storm?
Would you be able to revel in the havoc that you would control once you controlled the storm?

alwaysassertive 64M

10/7/2023 10:35 am

We should really talk. I think it would be quite advantageous and beneficial to both of us. I enjoy someone that thinks deeply and looks to the core of something rather than its superficial exterior. come look for me over on gmail. I won't bite you unless it's consensual. you can find me under greenvilledom there. come say hello to me. I know just what you're lacking.


alwaysassertive 64M

10/6/2023 11:15 am

Someone on your mind perhaps? I never ask myself if I think im able to do something. If I undertake a project and Im not satisfied with the results. It's not a failure. It's a learning experience. I've only found a way that doesn't work and I try another way. I always ask how many ways are there to achieve the desired results? How many have I tried? Edison said it took him a thousand tried to get the lightbulb right. I can at least try twenty times.

Life is full of insecurities and uncertainty. You're only going to have one life. There are a lot of great minds that are gone forever. Just read some history and you will see the wisdom of the ancient romans and greeks, all gone never to return, Some questions will never be answered. Some doors are never to be opened.

Don't focus on what you cant do and the limitations that you have. Focus on using what you have to achieve your objectives. If you fail then you've learned one way that doesn't work, and you can try another.

You should take into account there are somethings you can be changed and somethings that can't be changed, and you should try and recognize the difference between the two.

Some people think intelligence is measured by the answers you can provide, but that's wrong. It's measured by the questions you ask. All the great minds like Copernicus, Newton, Socrates, they observed life and asked questions.

I would like to answer your question about how good I am with a ruler, but if you were close. Your breast and ass would know that answer.


shykyttn51 replies on 10/7/2023 12:12 am:
As for is someone on my mind. That is a yes and no answer. There is no one and has not been for a very long time. Hence the fact that i am quite lost. Even understanding that, the words from my past help to drive me to become better today.
I find that thru my mistakes, i discover more imaginative ways to accomplish anything.
Change only works within myself, to be frank, that is all that i can change. I am always digging deeper to better myself in hopes to come closer to happy.
As for the ruler part....TEASE!

I have this awful tendency to think quite deep at times. Normally i try to see it as a type of self reflection. Try to find areas where i am able to see a flaw and try to overcome and or correct said flaw. As i have not had any direction for many years, i do feel adrift and can only hope that i aim myself toward the right path.

NoNonsenseFromU 74M  
175 posts
10/6/2023 6:30 am

Terrific writing - and profound and provocative sentiments - thanks for sharing.


shykyttn51 replies on 10/6/2023 6:48 am:
Thank you
Glad you enjoyed them


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