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Confession? Every time I get on this site I always think nothing can surprise me anymore or nothing can disappoint me anymore but you know what? Somehow I am always wrong, so very wrong. I do not know what I expect to find by coming on here but I know it is far from what I have seen and who I have met on here. All I see are countless usernames, faces, blogs, comments, videos, and pictures. Do you know what I feel every time? Pity. I feel pity because they are souls looking around just like me. We are all looking for someone we long for and somehow cannot seem to find. I have searched and searched yet I still cannot find it. To be honest I am not looking for someone, no, I am looking for something. Something so raw...so passionate...so desirable...so rare that it almost seems like a dream. When I think about it I cry because I feel overwhelmed with how bright that flame burns. Oh my body fills with this burning warmth that lasts lifetimes from here to the never ending universe. There is this desire...no wait...this longing for such a relationship but not just any kind. A relationship with my master, with my mistress, whomever they shall be but oh how I long for such an intimate connection. I have been asked many times what do I want from this lifestyle and each time I go into this blank place where there is nothing except longing and an overwhelming feeling that as it grows feels like my chest will collapse on me. I never realize the tears that slide down my cheeks until they blur my vision. Am I crazy? Haha I must be...I mean how could I long for something I have never had, never experienced? All I can ever do is dream about a time where I am wanted by someone and I don't mean just the lustful kind. I mean wanted in a way that if you did not have me then the fire in your soul would burn out. Have you ever wanted someone so badly that you felt so uncomplete no matter what you ever did to fill that missing piece? Everyday I feel that way. There is a big piece of me missing that does not let me live in peace. Now, what do I want from this lifestyle? I have come to the conclusion that I cannot say it in actions. What I want is to feel from the small nerves on my skin to the deepest parts of my heart. What I want is for someone to come in and show me what it means to be alive. I want to feel your command penetrate my ears and go into my brain then give the signal to the rest of my body and act as you wish. I want to feel your delicate touch and your roughness. I want to hear the authority in your voice when you speak down to me and the softness when you praise me. I want to feel you in me. That is all that I crave and no one seems to understand this. |
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mhmmm I get that, sometimes it take some time
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This is what a Daddy does. At least our version of a Daddy! My little girls are use to what you long for. We all want one last little girl to join us and complete our family. We feel you would fit very well. Let's keep talking!
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Baby girl there are many that recognise that fact but unfortunately, they are scattered far and wide, and usually at a great distance, so they bypass you because of the toughness of running a long distance relationship working towards a usually costly meeting. Up until that meeting, all that we can assume is that there may be a connection, but afterwards, we would have a better idea, THEN if things do work out, there is relocation which has costs and processes involved. So the majority of those that may be a fit for you, relationship wise, have a lot of hoops to jump through. It is very frustrating.
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Beautiful writtin The subtility of it all, is lost on most on here, alas... Thank you, for this most beautiful blog post 
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lol!…life is ever surprising you it I’ll always throw you a new way for something! D/s is most intense intimate relationship you can have w a person & when you have it w the right person it is everything & more you ever hoped it would be why it’s soo hard finding somebody to replace when they’re gone or it’s over…not everybody is a good fit together! good luck be safe be sane be consensual
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