Blog : What I envision as a Submissive

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5/15/2011 3:50 am

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What I envision as a Submissive

My mistress is a beautiful little woman (5'1”) that happens to be submissive, most of the time. When she isn't being her submissive baby girl self, then she is MommyDom or as she likes to be known “Little Miss Meanie” !

I have a submissive streak that rears its head from time to time. The Episode that we are now in came about due to me wanting to give up cigarettes. We are three days into it and as soon as I finish a project that I'm working on with a friend, then I'm grounded to the house, I won't be allowed to go anywhere unsupervised. She says that I'm giving up cigarettes and that's that!

Little Miss has also recently learned that she truly enjoys enforcing Male chastity upon me. She gets an evil little grin on her pretty face when she's teases and threatens me, she says things like “If you don't cum in 10 minutes then I'll put you back into chastity without any release until tomorrow”. And she does it too. Being locked up keeps me well behaved and very attentive, it's a constant reminder that someone else is in charge.

At night time when she doesn't have me locked up in my chastity belt, she has my doodle kept prisoner under very thick cloth nappies, plastic baby style pants and one piece jammies. It makes me feel very little and very submissive when she snaps the last snap on my Pooh Bear pajamas. I can barely feel “him” in there and there is no way to gain access. She just loves to torment me.....

There are many routines that are now common place when Little Miss decides that it's time for her to take charge. She requires me to keep my face cleanly shaven as well as down below, It's just one of many tasks my Little Miss has me do. Little Miss makes me keep my doodle area shaved since she says that it makes me remember that I'm her little boy.

I asked if I could have a snack just now, but she said it was too close to dinner time but Little Miss did get me some chocolate milk and brought it to me in a spider man sippy cup. She had an evil little smile as she handed it to me and said “ little boys get sippy cups when they aren't sitting at the table.” Made me feel very little.....

Maybe, with no notice, she might come through the door and take my hand, tell me to follow her and lead me to the bedroom, start to unsnap my jammies and ask with her evil little grin “ You know what happens to naughty little boys if they ever try to get out of their jammies on their own don't you?” She sternly looks at me while waiting for a reply.

I'll look at her with a cheeky grin of excitement and softly say “They get a spanking”

“Maybe I should sew a few rings on here to lock you into your jammies!” She proceeds to pull the pajamas down to my knees and pushes me back on to the bed. she reaches down to grab the wrist cuffs that are fastened to the bedpost and continues to fasten my wrists. She undoes a nappy pin and reaches in with cream in her hand....she roughly grabs my doodle and says “Time to play with my little boy's toy!”.

Little Miss loves to see me writhe in agony, pain and excitement all at the control of a simple touch. “Tell me what number you're at naughty boy!!” she says softly. She makes me tell her how close I am to coming, on a scale from 5 to 10. She usually stops between eight and ten unless she is going to let me release. She always throws off her rhythm or stops all together when my excitement level gets too high. After two or three times denying my orgasm, and with no notice...she just stops and stuffs him back into the diaper. Quickly re-pins the nappy and tells me to stand up to get dressed again. My balls ache with every snap as I know it will probably not be until morning before she lets me cum. I might get very lucky and she will be in the mood for sex.

My fate is soon to be sealed as we are awaiting the delivery of the CB 3000 Chastity device.

….”It's now nearly 1:00pm little boy and you have until 3pm to finish your work and smoke your nasty little cigarettes, because it will be for the last time. When you wake up, I will march you by the hand to crush up what cigarettes you have left and dump your stink weed in the toilet.” ...Little Miss kept lecturing as she stood over me at the desk I was working in our office.

...She continued, “ Be careful what you wish for little boy. I know what you want, I've seen what you look at on the computer.”

…. Sitting at the computer diligently doing my Ebay work as ordered by my Little Miss. I've been dressed in a nappy for the past three days and today is no exception. I've been soaked for quite some time and it makes me feel very submissive to be kept in a wet diaper. I think it's a bit embarrassing to know that she knows I'm wet and being made to wear it like a little baby, not knowing when I might get a change and not being allowed to ask for one. The thoughts that fill my head while I'm doing Ebay, it can be very difficult to concentrate. I often find myself thinking of being over her knee and feeling the hairbrush and those thoughts generally get me back on track and back to work.

…...Little Miss just walked in......... she says to stop writing and that she will let me get back to it when she's finished with me. …....

…....I'm back. My bottom is sore from the few swats she gave me with the hairbrush. She said they were just little reminders of the spanking that I have coming tomorrow night. She has decided that it's a good idea to smoke the replacement while we ween me off of cigarettes, but it's still naughty and that I'll be quitting that shortly after She decides it's not needed. It's not up to me at all as she has firmly told me. She lectured me about being a naughty boy and that even though she would let me smoke it, it's still naughty and there will be punishment. A spanking before bed at the very least until I quit that nasty habit.

She had me standing in the corner while she lectured me in just my nappy and my new superman tshirt. She swatted me while I was in the corner to make certain emphasis on points she was discussing. Little Miss also informed me about how she was going to start getting pleasured on a regular basis, whether or not I was in chastity. My main mission in the bedroom should be to bring her Pleasures that she can only dream of. She grabbed some of the recent toys that we purchased as she discussed them and what she was planning on doing with them. How life would be a little different now that she was going to have an opportunity to express her Dominant side.

She made it quite clear that I shouldn't think of her as losing her submissive side, but that she is pushing her own boundaries to make our relationship that much stronger. She realizes my needs because she has some of her own that are very close in nature. My fantasies and dreams tend to be a lot more strict and humiliating while she just enjoys being regressed. On a side note, I've decided that she no longer is allowed to have sex while she is being the baby. I've learned a lot about my Little Miss over the past week. Watching how she does things, listening to her tone, I'm looking forward to learning more and more as time goes by.

She said... “I know you will have times when you need to be submissive and I know that your submissive side of a mix: Naughty boy, Naughty husband forced to be a baby, Husband of a Maternal in Charge Wife, WLM, FMDD.

She softly said, “When you feel those needs come up, you just tell me or leave a baby bottle in the fridge for me to find that isn't one of my own, perhaps your spiderman sippy cup. When I find it, I'll know what to do. There is NO Backing OUT once I take charge....You will be in my charge until I decide it's time for you to be a Big Boy again....maybe give you a chance to be the Man with Big Boy Undies” I could feel my face redden as the words came out of her mouth. She continued, “You want a strict, demanding, hairbrush swinging mommy, then you will get it and then some. I can't get away from being the nurturing Mommy that I am, but I can certainly give you what you need.

I've decided that since I'm going to do it, then I'm going to do it all the way. The harder I make it, then the less often you will ask for it. Your little bottom is going to be blistered the first time you misbehave. I may save them up all day and just remind you of how many spankings you have coming before bed. She reminded me that it was her decision whether or not to announce how many spanks I had coming while we were out in public. It can be very embarrassing to hear her say “ That's 27 spanks Little Man.”.... you slowly look around and hope nobody heard other then the smirking register lady.

Little Miss said, “I might make it a week or longer depending on my mood. If you really honestly think you need something Longer then a week, then we will discuss it but your little bottom is going to be very very sore!!! She said that I might know when she has started her period because I'll come home to find a diaper and the hairbrush on the bed. Little Miss thinks a red bottom keeps me well behaved.

She took me out of the corner after what seemed like an hour. I was already quite excited as she was wearing her new black corset and ruffled undies.... the corset hugged her little curves in all the right places and I knew her little kitty would be getting wet the minute she spanked me and ordered me to suckle her breasts. She reminds me about my soon to be arriving chastity cage as I suckle her breasts, reminding me that I'm here to bring her pleasure. In between swatting my bottom, she reminds me to be a good boy and to be obedient......she tells me that I need to get used to suckling her breasts on command and that I will soon be drinking her milk on a regular basis.

After getting her aroused, she stood me up and put the strap-on harness on me over my diapers. She laid back and told me to gently play around the outside and just on the inside but NOT to put it into her. She said that If I didn't listen and Put it in TOO FAR....then she would be putting it int me!!! So, I was Very very gentle and she enjoyed the buzzing sensations.....she ordered me to keep the buzzing vibrator on while I used the other vibrators to play with her Kitty. She ordered me to make her cum........I worked feverishly but with two balls and a Doodle that ached to be released. Little Miss suddenly said “SUCKLE MOMMA”S Booby Baby”..... as I latched my hot warm lips around her nipple and started to suckle, she shuddered and let out a long little moan.... …. she layed back in a relaxed state.... she made me stand up as she took the dildo harness off and said , “Go make my tea before I decide to put this in your bottom after all.”

When I brought the tea back, mistress had the paddle, the brush and the cream all laid out. She said,” You will not be cumming tonight... you will instead stay up and concentrate on your Ebay like a good little boy! You will make momma very happy with your work progress by morning or you will be sent to bed with that Butt plug harness up your bum!!” she continued, “ So, You can have a Good over the Knee spanking and then into Chastity, or 15 Swats and then Chastity, or I can tease and torment you and then Stick you into your chastity.” … she waited about 3 seconds and then said, “ Too Late, you took too long to answer... you are going to get showered, shave that little boy doodle of yours, shave your face and then report back to me for an inspection. You will then get 5 swats with the Paddle for smoking that stuff.. (yes, this will happen every night until you stop on top of whatever else you earned that day) I will then tie you down, play with my little boy's doodle and his balls until my hearts delite.... gotta get them used to being touched ya know...your cock cage is coming soon!!!”

I was both excited and fretful of what she was saying and a little afraid of what I've gotten myself into. I fantasized about it, I asked for it and now I got it... so shut my mouth and enjoy what My Little Miss decides to do.

After bringing me to near orgasm two or three times, Little Miss Iced down my Doodle and balls with ice cubes kept by the bedside... she then put me into the leather chastity device and clicked the lock.

I was given a list of chores she expects done by morning, a number of items that I'm to have listed on ebay, and her breakfast order and what time it should be ready for her.

She kissed me on the lips, handed me a note with Her rules of Chastity written out, and a promise of corner-time, spanking and another day locked up with constant TEASING and no cumming!


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