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abletemptress 54F  
262 posts
4/15/2015 9:44 am

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4/15/2015 4:01 pm

New life mantra


Given my current health situation and what all I'm attempting to deal with... this quote is most suited for the new life I must forge

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Marilyn Monroe

I am far from perfect. I am not quite myself right now either. I have my priorities straight. My health comes first and foremost.. if not.. I will not be here on this Earth for much longer.
I may be extremely vulnerable in the mind set I'm in but I'm not stupid and sure as hell am not a .

another quote:
A strong man doesn't have to be dominant toward a woman. He doesn't match his strength against a woman weak with love for him. He matches it against the world.
Marilyn Monroe

That is the kind of man I am trying to find.

Yes, I'm angry. I have every right to be angry. Angry at myself, the world, or life. I will eventually calm down... but I'm human. Take me as I am and don't try to change me or.... well.. you know where the door is and don't let it bend you over and fuck you on your way out.

I have said these things to many people, especially over the last 2 years of my life.

Here is another important quote from ME:
I may submit to certain types of pleasures.. but that does not make me a submissive as I'm not submitting to the individual... but to my own dark twisted desires...

No One OWNS me unless I allow it to be so. This Alpha female bows to No One unless I choose to and they have to EARN that privilege out of respect.

I am in the fight of my life for my own life. So don't think I will cry and cower in the corner because you think I hurt your feelings. If I want to cuss my filthy black little fucking heart out... be damn sure you are aware that no matter what shit you throw.... I'm going to cuss because I can and it's a part of who I am. Take all of me or again I will refer you to : you know where the door is and don't let it bend you over and fuck you on your way out.

You want to know why I am single???? Because I have yet to find the man you who can really deal with me at my absolute worst and lowest points. You don't think I've seen hell.... you have no idea what I have or have not seen. You just blanketly assume.

So.. if you can NOT respect and respectfully communicate with me.... again... I refer you to the door. Oh and btw.. not even my subs or family have the right to whine about where MY priorities are... why?? Because MY priorities are EXACTLY WHERE THEY SHOULD BE!

abletemptress 54F  
106 posts
4/15/2015 2:50 pm

Thank you



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