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cuzisaid 53F  
5548 posts
8/28/2018 7:55 pm
Into the Wilde: Saints, Sinners, Demons & Drifters

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Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
8/28/2018 8:06 pm

After reading a few news stories this evening My normal sense of humor and positivity is sorely lacking.

While I try not to lose hope in people or the world around me sometimes it is just so damn hard to remember that though we are our own devils and WE MAKE our own hell.....only WE can unmake it one thought soul and hope one minute and heartbeat at a time.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


GOD_GOD_GOD 98M

8/29/2018 12:21 am

There's also beauty in inconsistency if you're lucky. To feel suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of peace. Us multipolared folk subside into "states". Not always a bad thing . I sewed up a cushion today for my new fancy cast iron bench seat I found on the dump, and feeling the need to descend into unearthly bliss I enjoyed the warming sun as I put on my headphones. It became plain after a short while how successful this architectural masterpiece of comfort would be. We suddenly became as one for now we were both free ! I not a care in the World and it not shilling to burden. Now night time rivalled the day as the moon waxed. Now the truth became known that reality was not an unbroken thing for it had chinks and voids that had no limits, and in these anomalies of time the unseen forces could be fathomed. Now my cast iron friend cradled me like the outstretched hand of God, and took me on a journey across the Universe. On the edges of Space I could see clouds of quantum particles bursting with activity. They would take on many kinds of shapes in their perpetual longevity. Life and death meant nothing to them. I watched them dance till I was in a trance and then something stirred me deep inside. Something so great it couldn't hide. That specks of that kind could be controlled by the power of mind. Yes Gods power was given to us ! To control energy without any fuss. Or so I thought anyway.


jenny14 75T  
90351 posts
8/29/2018 12:59 am

cuzi

As a long time fan, you are a wonderful person! #8 illustrates this to perfection - put yourself in danger to save others!!!!!

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
8/29/2018 10:38 am

    Quoting  :

It sure does seem pretty hellish at times, tis true.

And then the next thing happens and its a goodie so we carry on all the same.



Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
8/29/2018 11:18 am

    Quoting GOD_GOD_GOD:
    There's also beauty in inconsistency if you're lucky. To feel suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of peace. Us multipolared folk subside into "states". Not always a bad thing . I sewed up a cushion today for my new fancy cast iron bench seat I found on the dump, and feeling the need to descend into unearthly bliss I enjoyed the warming sun as I put on my headphones. It became plain after a short while how successful this architectural masterpiece of comfort would be. We suddenly became as one for now we were both free ! I not a care in the World and it not shilling to burden. Now night time rivalled the day as the moon waxed. Now the truth became known that reality was not an unbroken thing for it had chinks and voids that had no limits, and in these anomalies of time the unseen forces could be fathomed. Now my cast iron friend cradled me like the outstretched hand of God, and took me on a journey across the Universe. On the edges of Space I could see clouds of quantum particles bursting with activity. They would take on many kinds of shapes in their perpetual longevity. Life and death meant nothing to them. I watched them dance till I was in a trance and then something stirred me deep inside. Something so great it couldn't hide. That specks of that kind could be controlled by the power of mind. Yes Gods power was given to us ! To control energy without any fuss. Or so I thought anyway.
I've been trying to comment and I just get lost in it and just..........can't. Theres nothing at all to say except I Adore this

There's also beauty in inconsistency if you're lucky. To feel suddenly overwhelmed by a sense of peace. Us multipolared folk subside into "states". Not always a bad thing . I sewed up a cushion today for my new fancy cast iron bench seat I found on the dump, and feeling the need to descend into unearthly bliss I enjoyed the warming sun as I put on my headphones. It became plain after a short while how successful this architectural masterpiece of comfort would be. We suddenly became as one for now we were both free ! I not a care in the World and it not shilling to burden. Now night time rivalled the day as the moon waxed. Now the truth became known that reality was not an unbroken thing for it had chinks and voids that had no limits, and in these anomalies of time the unseen forces could be fathomed. Now my cast iron friend cradled me like the outstretched hand of God, and took me on a journey across the Universe. On the edges of Space I could see clouds of quantum particles bursting with activity. They would take on many kinds of shapes in their perpetual longevity. Life and death meant nothing to them. I watched them dance till I was in a trance and then something stirred me deep inside. Something so great it couldn't hide. That specks of that kind could be controlled by the power of mind. Yes Gods power was given to us ! To control energy without any fuss. Or so I thought anyway.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
8/29/2018 11:21 am

    Quoting jenny14:
    cuzi

    As a long time fan, you are a wonderful person! #8 illustrates this to perfection - put yourself in danger to save others!!!!!
Ah thank you Jen. I do try to do the right thing bit it was really foolish in hindsight. I couldnt have done any different though because I heard some guy yelling and it sounded like my son. I didnt think, I just had to GO. I was very lucky

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


tahimikbayani 53M
8008 posts
9/1/2018 7:24 am

Well, I suggested you write more and you did not disappoint.

"I tend to pick as friends the women who are most authentic and the men who are not. "

I've been outed!

Lots of good stuff here "Toots", a reference to Edward Bass.


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
9/4/2018 10:18 am

    Quoting tahimikbayani:
    Well, I suggested you write more and you did not disappoint.

    "I tend to pick as friends the women who are most authentic and the men who are not. "

    I've been outed!

    Lots of good stuff here "Toots", a reference to Edward Bass.
Outed? Nooooooooooooo. More.......They cant getcha if they cant catcha.

Anyone who bothered to read this deserves a gold metal for fortitude.

I wrote it and even I cant read it without my eyes crossing!

Lol at Mr Bass....you are a wealth of old time dude-age info of the hollywood kind.

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
9/7/2018 11:06 pm

    Quoting  :

LOL

Is that right?

You didnt say why that is.

I amm thinking .... hmmmm Smart man!

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


SylviaSoulier 58F
8209 posts
10/30/2018 7:49 am



I'm going to put it squarely out there - my sense is that you have a very strong intuition about people and you can tell the fakes off the bat.

What you do with that information is different from one sex to the other but maybe that's an example of them swimming through the holes in the the shark cage?

I met Ocean on here nearly 9 years ago. That gives me hope for the men on here. However the most recent two lovers I found on Oh Kay x


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
12/1/2018 10:00 pm

    Quoting SylviaSoulier:


    I'm going to put it squarely out there - my sense is that you have a very strong intuition about people and you can tell the fakes off the bat.

    What you do with that information is different from one sex to the other but maybe that's an example of them swimming through the holes in the the shark cage?

    I met Ocean on here nearly 9 years ago. That gives me hope for the men on here. However the most recent two lovers I found on Oh Kay x
Well thank you for thinking that my intuition is as spot on as my gut tells me it is.

Now if only I'd listen to it when I dont want to, lol

Naaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

There is always hope I do truly believe, evrn if its only at times, in and for ourselves. You me my sister, we are pretty marvelously hopeful places to be! xo

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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