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Now is a splinter of her Miss Content Its fucked up. Usually I enjoy being grateful for all I have. I don't have to think about it or work to acknowledge it, it just usually...is. Not so the past few years. Not because Im happy or unhappy. I lack for nothing. I have most needs and many wants met in full. I like the month of November because it usually makes me focus on gratitude and thankfulness daily instead of as it comes to me situationally. Consciously anyway. Maybe I just feel guilty because I don't pay attention like I used to. Call it hormones or human nature or just a curve in the cyclical ride we call life, but honestly MEH isnt a good place to live. Im kicking my own ass to make me be more me. Not that Ive forgotten, but its so damn easy to just sink into discontented complacency. Can there be such a thing as silent gratitude? Sure but....not really. It isn't even lip service, it's slipshod service. I thought about how much I need to step up and put in actions not just words or even worse....thoughts. I considered facebook where my family and friends would join in, but honestly....Im not sure I can come up with a gratitude a day and then it struck me..... Why do FB when I can use ALT the place I also neglect on a daily(weekly, ok monthly) basis. If I'm gonna suck it up and step it up and prove to myself that I can stand up and embrace what I always took for granted before menopausapathy kicked in, it makes more sense to me to do it at a place that I also struggle to visit and appreciate. Its flawed, somewhat outdated and far from ideal, just like me but l have found care and hope and sexysilliality and friends and craziness and tears and heart and knowledge and laughter and for that I am truly grateful! In other(better) words As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. John F. Kennedy Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~ |
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It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again......
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Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya!
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11/2/2019 9:54 pm |
you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested
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11/2/2019 10:11 pm |
you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things
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cuzi Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it.
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Glad to see your blogging. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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11/3/2019 11:18 am |
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It's so good to see you ! Discontent with a side of contentment is a pretty common affliction and so hard to cure. Come back to visit more often and maybe we can bring back something that resembles Cuzi again...... It IS horribly common and seemingly resistant to everything. It's like soul flu. I wonder if Walgreens has a vaccine? I'm aiming for a visit a day through Thanksgiving, so we'll see what we shall see. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Yeahhhhhh. Welcome home babe, I missed ya! keep up the good work. I have far more faith in your alt faithfulness than I do my own Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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you ever been stuck or knotted let me know if you are interested Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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you looking to get dirty and looking to meet and try new things Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Hey! Im coming around to the robot way of life and not just because I still havent bought a roomba yet. Baby steps though. Im still patting myself on the back over getting a smart phone in 2018. years AFTER my mother. I like impracticality as well as far flung and fetched poolside convos. Especially if there are cabana boys that might be androids. Can there be star embroidered pointed hats. I do love Sorcerers Apprentice. Not really, I simply like Night on Bald Mountain and the pointy hat. Lol you really do like to give my dictionary a run for its money. You said turbid. I read turgid(shush it) and was confused for a moment there thinking wait....I LIKE turgid. You are much adored. I want my own pointy hat to go with the lighting bolts and dry dirty dusty old cranky fuckers Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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The stuck, sucks? lol That made me laugh. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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What a kind thing to say, Thank you. I do happen to agree that Im very blessed to have a long history of amazing family and friends who appreciate me as much as if not more than even i appreciate them. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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cuzi Welcome Back! I am delighted you have chosen here to express your feelings Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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sexysilliality has to be my new word of the month. At least until the alt arbitrary word censorship engine springs into action and starts deleting it. Darn word chopper filters are viciou on posts. I know not to try to edit a post once its up or it gets hacked ala alt and I cant stand how badly they butcher it. SO far, not hitting edit has kept me chop free. Lol all errors are my own. Im irritated with me cuz the title was supposed to be MissED Content Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Glad to see your blogging. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Heya there girly. How nice to see you around! I appreciate you stopping by to say HI. Im aiming for one a day but I dunno, girl. Kicking ones own buttocks isnt easy. Can you get carpal tunnel in your hip from back kicks? Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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cool Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a
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Kinda mushy, don't you think? And yes, it's always livelier when your around. Now give me a I'm turning over a new leaf in the spirit of fall. I'm mushless and topping myself into bottomy blogging. HA! Hows that for throwing a bit of faux alt into it. Damn I couldn't find that emoji the other day when I was looking for it. I'm copy & pasting it here and now, just for you!!!! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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November is gratitude month. Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.
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November is gratitude month. Nice to see you around. I hope you're doing swimmingly Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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hmmmmmm food for thought
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