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Now that the posts are working again...grumble Back to business with the posts. When I first thought about posting my "watched posts" a couple of months back, I wavered about doing it becasue I wasn't sure that I wanted to share these posts with anyone else. There were a whole lot less of them at that point too. It's not that they were mine, or private....obviously they are blogs, they are open to any person who wishes to view them. What it was.....was that they are so expressive....passionate...revealing. Even the funny or sad as hell ones. I knew anyone that read them, because I said I liked them, would be learning about me as well when they weeded through them. Even though I didn't write them, they mean something to me. That is a fact that I can't or won't deny. I love how expressive people are. I wish I could be as open as some are here. Or as funny, or deep, or intelligent. I am not. Not like they are anyway, but in some ways....I am a little bit of each of them. And that is good. They shared, and now so will I. [post 192199] Abuse before Ds Life Mental Snapshot 1 [post 199625] Sex [post 200805] [post 200907] [post 201623] [post 202676] [post 203880] It's All About Maximum Empathy [post 204060] [post 204353] [post 204377] [post 204856] Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~ |
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It was interesting to me that you picked my "Abuse Before D/s Life" post. I thought that was probably too painful and perhaps real for many readers here. Note some of the tone in the comment that follows it.
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Yes, it was extremely thought provoking.....that is why I come back to it. I didn't comment on it at all when you posted it, even though I wanted to very badly. My reason for not doing so was twofold. 1. You posted it with an example that left me feeling extremely uncomfortable. As well it should have. Even though you asked for opinions, anything I might have said, would have detracted from the poignancy and that would have been a grave disservice to the things you wrote. 2. I am not sure how I feel about it. I know that many here, and at similar sites, are indeed fighting, reliving, or exorcising demons from their past in this manner. Far too many have chosen this lifestyle because of abuse in their past. Some in a healthy way and others.....not. I wouldn't want to voice an opinion and have it read by someone who is barely struggling along, only to have it push them further into a painful place where they feel trapped. Especially if they are trying to work things out. That is too much responsibility for me to accept with strangers. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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