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This is me, for those who care to know. Did you ever have one of those days when you aren't really sure what you wanna be when you grow up? Well I'm having one of those lives! I of course prefer to think of myself as a work in progress: always changing, ever evolving, growing, learning, being. I'm never the same me twice, even though some things do remain pretty constant. I've been a bad girl and a good girl. I've done the right things and the wrong things. I make decisions that effect only me and others that effect everyone around me. I'm honest and open about almost everything, so why is it so damn hard to find an honest and open person around here? Perhaps that is my naivete showing, that I think that a site like this would bring out honesty in people who don't feel comfortable honestly being themselves anywhere else. During my time here, I have talked with some really great people, but there are several people here who talked the talk but clenched when it came to walking the walk...(okay, so I love cliches....hate me for something worthwhile okay). What is the point in building up rapport with someone that you have no intention on getting together with? If you want "just email contact" that's fine, but at least say that. When someone winks at you or emails you, be courteous and reply even if you're not interested. I do, and it's usually appreciated! Don't start fights with someone because they didn't do exactly what you though they should/would. I've met some guys that I thought were really great. Most have turned out to be major disappointments on so many levels it's actually immeasurable. They are either cowards, liars, posers, or a combination of all 3. I'm still trying to figure out which they are, why I fell for it, and why I would actually care at this point. Unfortunately, I do care. It's a character flaw I guess! It is hard to find someone with similar interests, so laying it all out up front helps. Screw the roles, save that for when you know each other a bit better. If you really click, no words will need to be spoken anyway. Body language says it all, quite loudly at that! Don't waste my time if you can't play with the big boys (or girls). Don't talk to me about what WILL happen and then make excuses when I say okay great...when. Time is the one thing I can't control no matter how bad I want to, and I don't appreciate any lying, sneaky weasels who waste mine. If you understand all of this, maybe we should talk...if you feel guilty reading this, stay away or ask forgiveness. I'm aggressive, not heartless. I'll ask for(or tell you)what I want. If your wants are different, then so be it. We can either decide to try it anyway...or not. Just save the lies and bullshit for someone who'll appreciate or accept it. This girl is for real, and if you can't hang, then keep swingin elsewhere monkey-boys! I'm aggravated today. Aggravated and disappointed (you know who you are and you know why). Hopefully my next entry will be less preachy. To anyone that read down this far....thanks! I feel much better now. No less sad, but at least unburdened. Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~ |
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2/1/2006 11:49 am |
I like your blog title, cuzisaid! You're welcome to use unpatented favorite of mine if you wish: "Pearls Beef; Whores Whine." (Say it 10 times, accelerating speech as you go). Catchy, heh? Welcome to Blogs! A greeting gift for you: [post 70659] Enjoy!
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Thanks for the support secretlvr...I appreciate it. My head knows those things, but being an emotional girl, I sometimes forget! Thanks for reminding me. You're a prince! Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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