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Blogs > cuzisaid > Swine & Pearls exist even here

cuzisaid 53F  
5548 posts
1/30/2006 3:46 pm
I like talking to myself this way, at least I understand me.

Well, a few days have passed and while I'm still hurt and disappointed, acceptance has begun to set in and my wounded pride is knitting itself back up as the hours pass. I still don't understand the standing up or the sudden shutting out of people that you talk to regularly(with no explanation or warning), but talking with others who have had the same experiences or worse has really helped me to start moving past the anger (thanks Jim & Doc).

I don't see how being a bit (or a bunch) kinky or fetish inclined can make anyone forget all of the people skills and manners we were taught in Kindergarten. I've had people here start fights with me by email for no apparent reason...I'm still trying to figure that one out.

If you think I did something wrong, or that we have different goals/desires/interests then just tell me. I'd rather take my whipping like a woman than be neglected like a little girl. I won't cry and beg you to change your mind. I'd rather save my begging for better things!
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~

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