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Blogs > cuzisaid > Swine & Pearls exist even here

cuzisaid 53F  
5551 posts
6/9/2011 11:54 am
Sometimes she cries.......
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Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
6/10/2011 2:17 pm

 Ah, hon.....Thank you my sweetheart. You are beyond adored for a reason.
I WAS really sad, but I'll be okay. Its no one else's doing per se, only my own fears, failings and jealousies.

You know how it can be sometimes.

Wanna trade for a week? Walk a mile in each others shoes?
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
6/13/2011 2:44 pm

 *choke*

YOU? As in...YOU, you?

YOU

are NOT hardworking or MOTIVATED???????

Bahahahahahaha. I wish I had your pinkie toes worth of either one!

You are very sensitive to all kinds of things, including your friends, you just dont act on them the same way or prioritize them the same way. What drives us is each so very different though, Id be shocked if you didn't act the way you do.

I'd still switch with you for a day if I could, especially if I could keep MY own consciousness as an observer. I think Id learn alot in that short time.

LMAO ooooorrrr I'd never leave the house as Id be too busy molesting you as me. Either one is good! lololol
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


DOM30CATLICKS 52M

6/28/2011 11:35 pm

 How can we be any one thing when we are all of this...

I make an honest effort not to let fear rule me, and sometimes can transcend it so that it actually helps me focus.

But I don't like to be controlled. I rebel and do the opposite even if it is something I'd like or want when people try... I'm working that.

Can't believe I just revealed that, how very unlike me, undisiplined.


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
6/29/2011 12:11 pm
    Quoting DOM30CATLICKS:
    How can we be any one thing when we are all of this...

    I make an honest effort not to let fear rule me, and sometimes can transcend it so that it actually helps me focus.

    But I don't like to be controlled. I rebel and do the opposite even if it is something I'd like or want when people try... I'm working that.

    Can't believe I just revealed that, how very unlike me, undisiplined.
You are too cute. Undisciplined? lol I dont think so! Thoughtfully guarded......maybe..... and rightly so.

Someone who needs control I can handle. Maybe becasue I understand that need and desire. ANYone who tries to manipulate me though..... yeah, that sets a battle line that can rarely be crossed. Im not sure I can explain why they are so different to me even though I know the dictionary differences. I guess it all comes down to intent and past experience. I dont try to change others and I certainly dont want others to try to change me.

Can I adapt to another and expect the same in return.........certainly. Adapt, not change who they are. That would make the WHO that they were (that drew me in the first place) no longer them.

Lol you're right. lol how can we possibly be any one thing when we are so uniquely complex and yet........we are arent we? We are all....just....ourself.
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~


DOM30CATLICKS 52M

6/30/2011 10:35 pm

 To be honest, if I like the person and the way they do it and feel they have my best interests at heart, I do let them manipulate me... good manual dexterity can be fun LoL.


cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
7/6/2011 4:09 am
    Quoting DOM30CATLICKS:
    To be honest, if I like the person and the way they do it and feel they have my best interests at heart, I do let them manipulate me... good manual dexterity can be fun LoL.
Ya got that right baby!
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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