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Meanderings on a Quiet Sunday Evening... There is a restlessness about. The summer winds down and we look to the new beginnings each September brings. And with that, the passing of the "summer romances" and adventures. As we return from the playful, fun-filled days of summer, we are reminded of the deep yearning within to have our lives, not ourselves, complete with the presence of a partner. I'm beginning to fear I'm being pulled into that strong desire for a partner, a special someone in my life. It is not often that I permit that desire to emerge, as I struggle with it and often find it a distraction. After all, one can use denial and suppression as good techniques for not wanting one's life to be disrupted. Perhaps it's all the couples I'm meeting recently and I see all that could be had sharing good times with them, in the company of someone. Life would be so much simpler if that part was over and one could get on with the real opportunities and possibilities of experiencing all life offers and then some, in the company of someone special who also shares the same desires. Don't get me wrong -- I'm a complete person in my own right -- the desire for a partner is to further enhance my already full life, and more importantly to fulfill the deep yearning for submission and control freely offerred up, that is so much a part of me. So yes -- I only think about the lifestyle some times, for despite its importance, my life is bigger than D/s. Be Well.. "like the seas, her depth and power will only be known by He who inspires her into submission” |
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