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Painfully Lonely I just need to write this out. Its a little bit of a pity party, but I need it. Today just sucks. Yesterday was my birthday, and I celebrated it with my BFF who happens to be my birthday twin -- and that was nice, but awkward. We had a lovely day together, but I accepted having dinner with her parents and sister which was the weird part. Not bad, just weird. We had cake and ice cream after which was very nice. It just felt awkward since it was more like I was just the add-on. Here's the but. My dad -- the only living parent I have -- didn't call yesterday. So I called him this morning. He literally said 4 words: what? fine? nothing, bye. Yup, that was the conversation. I get that he is mad at me. I ended up having to leave early when I was visiting him since my house got broken into. And he is mad at me about it. I have one person related to me and that person can't even get over being slighted to be slightly kind and wish me happy birthday. I guess I feel like if I died nobody would really notice. |
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6/5/2012 12:35 pm |
Well.. Happy Birthday!! Ugghh.. I get the same conversation out of my dad. That was earily familiar. best wishes.. and don't forget to make a wish! Trust me, there are candles out there for you.
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There are people who always seem to have others -- no matter what. I've never been that person. I eat out alone most of the time; I do things alone most of the time. The "people" I spend the most amount of time with are my dogs. I do love my husband, but he is gone more than 250 days of the year. I understand this and talk to him multiple times every day, but every so often this isn't enough. I need human contact, human touch. Today ended up better. I went and had a massage -- fantastic. And then went and played poker. ended up getting 3rd place, decent for me. 
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Happy Birthday k, Really I wish you a happy birthday!! If I was your dad, I would not treat you like that! You can't stay mad at your daughter! I am sorry for fathers like yours! Do you need a Birthday spanking?? It would have to be on your bare butt, of course! lol lol lol Take care, and next year will be better! Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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