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Another first..... I experienced my very first spanking the other night. The entire experience was very special to me, so i'm not going to go into all the dirty, filthy, yummy details, but i do want to blog about the spanking itself. First, he knew it was my first time and i'm more than sure he went very easy on me. That doesn't mean it didn't hurt, just that i know it will be much more painful in the future. He undressed me, another first for me, and bent me over the bed. He then proceeded to take turns spanking me very hard with his bare hand and touching me in the most loving way i could ever imagine. Kisses, caresses and hard, loud smacks. It was painful and pleasureable all at once. I enjoyed it immensely, but i do believe it had a great deal to do with connection rather than the act in and of itself. I was very conscious during the experience of a few things and other things came to me after. During, i made certain that i focused on the exact second i was in. Every breath, every touch, every kiss, every blow, i lived completely in that moment. I was trying to feel rather than think, which i've never done on purpose before, ever. I was able to shut my brain off for those moments and simply feel. I didn't want to anticipate and brace for the next blow, i would have missed all the wonderful sensations that happened in between! After, i realized that i thought of nothing else. Nothing other than him, and the feeling of him. It was the one time i can remember my mind being completely blank other than what was happening in a moment. Being in that frame of mind, i thought of nothing but him the entire night. I was completely present and my mind was uncluttered. It was completely freeing to me and not at all frightening. Even now, knowing that he has the power to affect me that way is not frightening to me. It's a comfort. It was a surrender in it's most pure form. I enjoyed it. |
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Glad to hear you enjoyed the session Sarabeth. I'm sure that this is just the beginning...
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Congratulations. It sounds like you had a perfect first and understood exactly how to best experience it. Complete surrender is an indescribable sort of euphoric bliss.
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