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stefanny2 61T
2 posts
10/11/2010 2:44 am
And This Is Me


Thought it's time I put the real me in here, more for me than anyone else really. Since entering the world of Alt I'm discovering a new me, the real me maybe. I've never been able to express my self before, trapped in a monogamous relationship. Maybe the real me's been hiding there all the time, just needing a means of escape, a chance to release my true feelings, fantasies if you like.
I can't describe the feeling I felt the first time I found like minded souls, others like me, willing to express themselves freely, without the limits of the real world. I felt warm inside, my mind finally free to express my true feelings, gone was the married man, mortgage, holding down a job, working long shifts, and I was free, free for the first time to explore my limits, my desires, me.
I don't know if I've totally found the real me yet, maybe there's another layer to me hiding beneath. I only know that I'm happy for the first time in years, maybe the first time ever. I relax in this world, my inerbitions melt away, free, free to explore my mind, the minds of others, to live, not just existing.
Sorry if you've found this boring but as I said it's more for me, but feel free to add any comments, advice, or just express yourself.
S

bbknyght99 61M

10/31/2010 11:26 am

Keep going along yourt journey - and keep us all up to date with progress!



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