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Blogs > HetFlexK > True Hetero-Flexible Tales

HetFlexK 51M
157 posts
5/30/2022 3:29 pm
ugly on the outside

Although I’ve never considered myself a particularly good looking or handsome guy I’ve rarely suffered from low self esteem. I’ve always had a decent physique and beautiful cock so it wasn’t difficult to feel confident on some level. There have been times when my body was maybe extra slim or muscular, or when my hair was just the right length that it framed and accentuated my facial features just right, but for the most part I know I’ve never been considered “hot”, or anything close to that. Thankfully I have personality and intellect to make up for that deficiency.

I think the lowest my self esteem has ever been was probably while I was in Junior High School. You know; bad teeth, acne, no muscle definition, no personality, no confidence at all. Right now I feel about as attractive and desirable as I did back then. No, my teeth aren’t rotting or getting crooked, and my face is still free from blemishes but there are some things I don’t feel good about. The loss of muscle definition was to be expected, and I am working to gain that back, but inactivity and a different diet wound up changing the way my stomach and abs look as well. For now. I know I can, and will make changes, but at this moment I feel very unattractive, very undesirable, very ugly.

Thankfully I am not a vain person or I’d probably be dipping into a deep<b> depression </font></b>over this. My self worth is not dependent on my abdominal muscles or my cock - or any other physical feature you might name. I long ago settled into the idea that I’ll never be in another romantic relationship so the only people I have to worry about judging my looks are those who watch and purchase my videos. For them I will fret about my abs, or the scars near my cock, but in my day-to-day life it’s not likely to matter one bit. If I manage to miraculously meet someone special in my near-isolation I doubt they’ll be repulsed by me or anything like that. I am just not at my finest, feel like I’m at one of my lowest, but probably hovering somewhere in the middle.


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