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breaking the (sexual) fast With almost no gas left in the proverbial tank at the end of my work day, it has not been difficult to abstain from sexual activity. Add the fact that I’m still unable to shower as frequently as I’d like, then multiply that by hours of vigorous, sweaty exertion and you can imagine how un-sexual I felt this week. Not completely bereft of lusty thoughts and feelings mind you, just not eager to join with another person and expose them to my filth and stink. The truth, I suppose, is that it’s not as bad as I make it sound, but I still feel gross. Being tired doesn’t mean I don’t get horny, it just means I don’t do much about it. I have 3 / three days off though, and during that time there are ample opportunities to hook up with someone if it pleases me. When I am making an effort to abstain, those are the days it might be a bit tough, but once I get into the swing of my schedule and everything feels relatively normal I probably won’t care about abstaining on my days off - or any days at all for that matter. The only reason I was really doing it in the first place was just to see if I could. I stopped keeping track, but I think I made it more than a week before I broke this last sexual fast. Starting the new job meant no time or energy, but by my 2nd day off I was no longer tired, and had all the time in the world to find someone to fool around with, if I wanted. Yes, the whole shower thing was still an issue, and I definitely felt icky enough that getting naked with someone was not as appealing as it normally would be. I admit I spent some random moments on the gay hookup site I belong to, hoping to find a person who either had a hole AND a shower to offer, or claimed to be the lover of a musky man. Alas, I found no such person, or magic combination of traits I desired, so I simply decided to pleasure myself.  After edging for a while I decided to pull out a fake vagina I’ve had in my possession since the beginning of the year. I’ve only used it 3 / three times, and found it to be exquisitely, unbelievably<b> tight </font></b>and pleasurable. I don’t last long when trying to fuck it, and never have an orgasm inside of it. It’s not a sex toy I plan on keeping with me in the van or anything, but I thought I’d have a bit of fun with it before permanently placing it in storage. The experience was pleasurable, and as before I pulled out when it was time to have an orgasm, which sort of ruined it a bit. Overall I felt very gratified, and recall lounging for a while after and just letting the good feelings soak in a bit. Later that same day I would visit a friend who would allow me to use his shower, smoke some marijuana with me, and suck my cock until I had another orgasm. What a day! There’s no way I could have planned to break my sexual fast in such a grand manner, but that’s how it randomly happened, and I’ll happily admit going without during the week made that single day of activity that much richer and more intense as a result. I think abstaining during my work week is going to be the new norm for me, until further notice. |
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