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Can vanilla and lifestyle co-exist? Gosh, I'm aving the awefulest time fitting into the local community. I'm afraid I have vanilla needs inside the kinky environment, and that dooms me. I have not need for sex or play. It's fun, and if it happens, wonderfu. Many subs I met within the lifestyle are willing to have sex or play, but want something much, much more. I'm an orphan, and have been alone all my life. I'm nearing the end of my life, ad really feel a need to have someone miss me, someone to carry on, etc. Someone to convince me that so many events in my life, from Vietnam to the death of the love of my life, make sense. Well, are vanilla lifestyle events, or at the dungeon, I can find people willing to play or have sex. What I can't find is a friend willing to talk to me, get to know me, care about who I am. I sit alone or stand against the wall. I am lonely in a crowd. So I have decided I'll attend only if I have an occupation, as in helping at the event, or if I take my own friend so as to have someone to sit with and talk to. Wish me luck. I'm beginning to believe there's no chance. |
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Can any LS flavor exist without a vanilla base? nope. There is always a chance, as long as you dont try to force fates hand into doing something it has no intention on. Best of luck to you and us all. More than anything else, even acceptance, all us humans need a place where know we belong.  Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character. At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached. May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black. ~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~
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