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Blogs > Tiger5549 > Tiger's Tale

Tiger5549 65M
8 posts
11/2/2013 2:45 pm
Is the lifestyle accepting?

I've been kinky in my personal life all my life, but only in the last few years have a known about, and sought out, company from the local "community". I guess I thought the community would be accepting of those not like them, and I'm discovering that isn't the case.

I have friends and can play any time I want to. I've lived alone all my life, so I don't need sex or a girlfriend, so those are not my goals in reaching out to the community. I've reached out needing acceptance and understanding. I've reached out to simply find a friend or friends who I can talk to on a level greater than physical, emotional, or even loving attraction.

I'm nearing the end of my life, and having been alone since I was a , I've never share my struggles or triumpts with anyone.

I see friends with loved ones. I see how much they'd be missed, and how much their families would miss others family members.

Among other things I hope to come to peace with before I die is that I'm a Vietnam veteran, who lives with the knowledge that 14 families suffered because of me, in ways that I would give my own life to prevent such happening to others. I never shot at anyone who wasn't shooting at me, but still, I look around and wonder how much pain those around me would suffer had similar losses been inflicted upon them.

There's also the love of my life, killed in a car wreck while I was in Vietnam. I want to tell the world about her, and have someone help me recover from the loss.

Fact is, however, to this point that no one wants to make friends with the new guy, the weird guy, who won't play or have sex. My life continutes.

cuzisaid 53F  
14987 posts
11/2/2013 7:35 pm

 Ok, Im confused, hon.

You want/need someone to talk and share your life with but you dont want it to be

KInk related people who listen to you but not ones w/ a

physical, emotional, or even loving attraction

or related to

sex or a girlfriend

Soooooooooooo what or who does that leave that you ARE open too?
Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black.
~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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