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HetFlex_K 51M
159 posts
4/30/2022 8:43 pm
failed fornication

With my body slowly but consistently healing I have found myself feeling a bit randy recently. I’ve managed to film a few solo masturbation scenes but haven’t done much of anything else. I’m not randomly jerking off, and haven’t had sex of any kind despite the fact that I have a willing and eager friend and sex slave who is ready to do pretty much whatever I want living in the same house. The urge has come and gone but my body has made it clear that I’m not quite ready to resume getting deep throat blow jobs and stuff like that. Still, it’s hard to ignore that ache in my groin that comes with the desire to fornicate.

Yesterday I received a message from ChrisSwallows, stating that he was for my cock. The sentiment was well received but when I gave it some serious consideration I felt like I wasn’t quite ready yet. The injury and subsequent surgery happened to my hip and pelvis, so there’s still some swelling down there, and the pain never really quite goes away.



After basically rejecting his I took an Oxycodone, and admit that about an hour later it felt like maybe I could fool around a bit after all. The times I’d masturbated on camera had felt good, even if the orgasms themselves were a bit strange. The contractions and pulsating that came with them held a hint of discomfort but it was overall a pleasurable experience. In the end I was horny, and feeling confident, so I decided to go for it.

I waited until late in the evening and then invited my sex slave into my room. Dropping my pants and sitting back, I fed him my cock, and it felt pretty good for a moment. Then things started to tighten , and I began to feel slight twinges of pain right where the surgery scars are. It brought me out of the mood very quickly, and instead of dumping a load in his mouth I made him stop. It was clear the time was not quite right yet. More healing would be necessary before I could even handle the most basic blow job, let alone some aggressive, deep throat sex. Poor ChrisSwallows left disappointed, and I admit I wasn’t too thrilled with the situation myself. I want so badly for things to return to at least semi-normal, and when I can back and enjoy some oral sex that’ll be a good indication I am making the progress I desire. He and I have some lost time to make for and I hope to being doing just that in the near future. Going as long as I have without any stimulation is bizarre, and I don’t like it.


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