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NOvember diary MON 1.11. My last referendum locked me up safely till november 1st. It would have runoff around 10am at work.. to protect me from the enticement to unlock and cum in the office my keyholder Miss Sophie added another 12 hrs timer. Now my lockup timer will run off around 10 pm at home. I may unlock, clean and release myself.. i even allowed to sleep uncaged.. but tomorrow moring i have to lockup myself again. Welcome to NOvember.... i hope that wont escalate to „dont open until christmas!“ I will try to make a short video of my milking. You will find a hint in the comments where to look for it when i succeed in filming myself TUE 2.11. After LOCKtober there were a few hours of unlocking planned for me. Surprisingly my generous keyholder Miss Sophie didn’t insist of a chastity lockup this morning.. she give my bruised skin some time to heal and i could enjoy some unlocked freedom. It is planned that i meet a dom guy here in Berlin. For that meeting i will be locked up again. THU 04.11. I was allowed to remove me chastity cage at monday night. But even the nicest uncaged time has come to an end. Today on thursday I had a meeting with that guy.. and I had to go there locked. So I put the cage on and clicked it close. No self opening possible.. my key permission is blocked by Miss Sophie. Lets see how it is going this time! FRI 05.11. My first locked night after some days without cage and with daily orgasms was horrible... many painful wakups, many erections. Is it just the usual chastity struggle? Denied erections are so painful in the beginning.. but after a few weeks the cumfilled<b> blue balls </font></b>hurt most? Or is it that the idea of my RL exposure to this dom guy excites me more than i want to admit? SAT 06.11. It was a slightly better night this time.. but i got the feeling that my balls are filling up so fast. I am feeling horny again. The self pleasure during my free and unlocked days seem so far away already. The meeting with that dom guy went well.. we chatted a bit and he was friendly and showed interest in my caged situation. For my next meeting i got the task from Miss Sophie to drop my pants and show my cage. I hope there is some incentive when i got the task done. An uncaged night? A locked milking? Later that day Miss Sophie catched me on ALT cam. For a short play she made me strip on cam.. let me put the remote controlled buttplug in and the magic wand pressed to my cage.. She started an intense buzzing: I came so fast! On public cam! With people watching! After some more minutes of buzzing I was allowed to unlock.. clean up myself and put the cage on again. Now a new lockup timer is running. SUN 07.11. Just a short entry because i am at work. There was a lockup referendum running for me. I collected votes for three more days on my lockup clock. MON 08.11. Today is my recovery day after a long night shift. I try to find some sleep.. but my balls are swollen, the cage is so tight, the skin unter the ring is bruised. I was milked on cam just 2 days ago. Gave that some release? Yes… but it also spiked my horniness.. my locked cock wants to have that again and again. In the beginning of locktober i thought that the restricted erections are worst.. during the next weeks i had this urgent need to cum.. and i begun to feel that orgasm denial is worst. Now i am locked since 5days again.. and i suffer both torments.. the balls are always swollen, the cage is always too tight, my erections have no room and the pulling on my balls hurt the skin. The lockup timer is good for another two locked nights.. and i am pretty sure that my lockup proceed after the timer runs off TUE 09.11. The night was a good night.. few wakeups, good sleep.. I am thankful for that after a painful chasity day before. Chastity has is ups and downs. There are still 15hrs on my timer – enough for another locked night. It really goes easier when I get some encouragement from Miss Sophie. I miss that we didn’t chat yesterday. May it will work this evening? WED 10.11. What should I say.. the timer should run off this morning.. without that an unlocking is not possible. I asked for an unlocking.. and I got an additional timer. Again! Now the timer runs off around 10pm. Will I able to unlock myself then? Maybe. All I can do is sit and wait (music: sydney youngblood) and accept what Miss Sophie has planned for me… cool down Ooccasional hardons.. and put skin lotion on my swollen balls THU 11.11. Yesterday evening my lockup timer of more than 3days finally run off. Anyway my key permissions were still blocked. I couldn’t unlock my chastity cage and I got to go sleep in locked condition again. This morning I found a nice surprise.. still no new timer.. and my key permission were granted! I could finally unlock myself from the chastity cage. Miss Sophie sended the keys late in the evening.. when I was sleepig already. So now I am unlocked… but am I allowed to cum? I don’t want to stretch my luck so I better stay chaste until I got explicit permission. Is already nice to have room to grow.. to have unrestricted hardons again s  |
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11/1/2021 2:19 pm |
dann hoffe ich mal dass du es geniessen konntest 
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Das hoffe ich auch für dich, dass du deinen Freigang und das Leeren der über vollen Hoden, genießen könntest.
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Dann auf zu einer neuen Runde. Ich freue mich schon regelmäßig deinen Fortschrittsbericht zu lesen...
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Am 4.11. ist das Treffen geplant. ich bin also heute Nachmittag wieder verschlossen
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11/5/2021 4:52 am |
Hmmm... viel Spaß
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