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A... Can you take control? You asked me to visit 's', to excite her, to entice her, to test her.... You told be to 'take charge', to be in control... I didn't know if I could, if I could 'top' her, anyone... But You said 'do it for Me'..... The account..... after all my being unsure, i knew all day that the evening was going to be fine.. i decided what i was going to do and it was going to happen as i wanted... even getting ready i knew i was looking good, feeling calm, confident.... on the drive there i felt myself go into that same headspace i now recognise from the other drives You had prepared for me... i arrived, knocking softly, she was hiding behind the door, but her eyes were bright, excited.. she had really dressed up well, lingerie, make up, smooth cunt.. i kissed her on the cheek and turned her round to look at her, asked her about the outfit and whether she had others too.. then put my hands on her shoulders and said 'bedroom, we have things to do'.... i didn't give her much chance to talk, i started to tell her the things i knew she needed to hear... that i understood her need, i knew how strong these desires can be... while i was talking i was guiding her onto the bed, arranging her.. i gave her some white freesias and said they were for her to look at during the week and think of this evening, of us... I put a blindfold on her, more for my own confident than anything else, I felt liberated knowing she could t see me, see my uncertainties, my hesitations... I placed her lying propped up on pillows... I,spread her legs and sat on the bed between them... once she was settled, i took down her knickers, her mound freshly shaven, stroking her legs, still talking, about You now.. about now all the things she had shared with You online, through talk, could be reality, i asked her a few things about she might of mentioned, force, hoods, fisting, whoring, more than one cock, women... as i spoke i took her hand and placed it on her cunt, whispering .. 'show me..' I watched her pleasure herself as I talked, then i used my fingers in her while telling her about O.our first meeting 'Into the Woods'. at one point during this time she said she wanted to kiss me.. she took the blindfold off, but i was happy for that by then, in my stride, so to speak... i said she couldn't kiss me unless she asked You first.. she laughed and said yes i can... i just finger fucked her deeper, curling up to that spot... telling her it didn't work that way... Pushing her back against the pillows.. i didn't use her toys on her.... but did use my bullet... then You called.. and You kind of know what happened then... i got very aroused when You were talking to her, even though i couldn't hear what You were saying.. I smiled when I heard her say 'can A lick me,,please? Can she?' Followed with 'can I cum?' Looking at me, 'Ask Him' was my reply.... Then she passed the phone to me, W.we talked... used my nails hard when You said told me and bit her inner thighs... then let myself loose on her tits and cunt for a while... i enjoyed toying with her while talking to You, watching her arch and strain... then You said goodnight.... and i got ready to leave... i kissed her mouth, then her neck.. whispering how i like necks, she was almost clinging to me at this point.... i left, saying maybe we would meet again, she said she would like that.... The most arousing, exciting thing for me was hearing her tell You she wanted me to lick her, asking You if i could.. i loved that, presses my buttons of being desired, of hooking, yet still ultimately being controlled.... i know now that i could most definitely 'top' her... and enjoy that side of 'A'.. i felt in control, confident, calm and powerful.. i loved seeing how she got aroused... my words came easy, which i had been most anxious about, being the quiet woman that i am... thats what happened...... my pondering and processing to follow x |
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reading this a hard to answer question comes to my mind, and it often does from whom and to whom was powers shifted .. from him, from you .. or from s? .. to him, to you .. or to s? who really possessed the power?
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travel thoughts .. traveling thoughts what are those thoughts .. what are the difference between dominating and taking the lead, should as an example a sub topping from the bottom be considered dominant , or is it a part of the dynamic that both dom and sub make mistakes and both might want to correct the course, should both (or the sub) be allowed to do it, obvioulsy she should be in my opinion. you felt powerful and confident, did that make you a dominant, no it didn't. you were the more the greedy sub who wanted it both ways, to obey Him and to take from her what you wanted. All for your own pleasure. A lot of things could be said about dominance vs domineering but I won't do it here. Maybe I post something to you about it down the hall one day and you can read it there if you feel like doing so. The lack of understanding that difference is prominent with so many socalled doms and masters on here, it's just laughable. I hope I didnt offend you by writing all this to you.
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No offence at all.. It was what He wanted Our dynamic to be… He the Dom, me His sub and His sub only…. I served other Men but only at His request.. I guess We both enjoy the mind games… I didn’t know if I could take control of another sub, but I knew I would struggle giving control to one, So this was trying something new…. And yes, I felt confident and successful afterwards.. I don’t believe I was “a greedy slut wanting it for both ways* as my only drive was to complete the task…. not greedy in a sexual way anyway as I remained fully clothed and untouched throughout…
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Just a few words .. your mind and mentality intrigue me, your ability to serve is a proven fact. you’re real and genuine, my type of girl in so many ways.
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