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I love it when a plan comes together... not... I dont do anything sex/kink online, except writing about it... So, when someone from say; Australië wants to chat with me, or mail with me i am open for that...it is chat, not sex! I am a free woman, can make my own desicion. But when that man begins to talk about totall controlling A sub... while he has a woman at home.... married ofcourse! i tend to laugh very hard, sure you will! How do you want to go about, DOMINERING !  that sub?You want sex fantasy play online! Sure, there must be enough women here who like that... and i dont judge that, if it makes you both happy? i am not such a woman, So, lets take this into reality, lets say i am in to that.... shudders... so he, in Australië, gives me commands, i have to put nipple clamps on what ever body part.. Who is doing the works then? Ist that a bit like online masturbation on some boobs? If i want clamps on my nipples i will do that in the privacy of my own bedroom. as a way to get some relieve... from that tension... Totall control long distance, i am laughing my tits off!! I can be Hoovering the place, while he thinks he "CONTROLS" me... who is fucking who? Make believe, porn play.... I need that man in the flesh, i want to see his eyes, his expression when HE puts the clamps on my nipples... i want to be able to smell him, feel his presence. not as a horndog play act, but out of commitment with each other... because i want to give him, what HE NEEDS, from mé. An other thing, i cant stand it when some bloke (married!) calls himself MASTER, while he is not even capable of introducing himself properly to me.... Or able to start some decent neutral conversation.... MASTER? my ass! Not even a dominant, more likely to be a kinkster, or player.. The other day i was having a conversation of some sort, with a dutch guy who also called himself a MASTER.. So, i totally innocent! ask him, what do you MASTER? He got furious with me, How i dare to ask, question his Master... dom! ...I asked him all kind of questions, because that is the duty of a sub, for her own security.... safety. To know, to check if that man is what he claims to be.... He did not answer one question, all he did was attack me, with very nasty hateful comments, on things i told him before.... A real piece of work, this one. Realy the attitude of a REAL MASTER.. that fuck up, did not even MASTER his own emotions...And wanted me to submit to him.....?  So, i granted him the honour to have the last word....  and that was also very nasty....delete and block. I dont mind when people say things they dont know anything about... ignorance is no bliss... let them ramble... I dont understand this behaviour of some men, if i want to be good at something, i read, i practice, i talk with people from wich i can learn a thing or two... I dont call my self all superiour over others at all.... I am learning, i am struggling, i can be very humble.. in the presence of the REAL THING.... I just cant stand bullshit, or social injustice...or ignorant vanilla men, who think they can bluff themselfs between my thigh.... virtual or otherwise.... I have had a lifetime to learn, read, think, discuss, ask, talk, explore my own mind about all parts of THE LIFESTYLE, and what it means to me. I am still learning, reading, developing, They? wont ever learn a thing about themself, let alone the protocol of BDSM, or the respect real genuine dominants will show submissive women..... Yes, i have a brain, and use it too. I am way too opinonated for most... i dont mind, thats a way to test their mental, inner strength.... If you are not able to hold your own opinion, without making me feel less about myself, cursing and become a emotional wreck, or other nasty stuff...? you will never be able to understand the strength of, and capture my submissiveness or my masochism, it is as simple as that. Some Dominant on FETLIFE said; it takes a strong man to capture a strong submissive/masochistic woman.... out of her free will..... But it is sooo much more rewarding, than all the doormats in the world, to be able to capture her, out of her free will.... She will stand by you, wont back down, wont let go... by the first hiccups and bumps on the road.... I submit to the man, who makes it possible for me, to let my guard down, who let me get to know him, as a person, a man, who knows that some submissives need time, to grow into that special kind of energy.. Who makes me feel safe, by his actions, by his emotional stability.... If i dont know that other person? How can i be safe then? What is there to trust? This is NOT Kinky sex... this is true and totall surrender.. for real, you need balls ánd a backbone too, for that, not some fake attitude... fake personality, fake... "dominering" equals bullying.... true sm is all about THE OTHER. not you and your needs, but focus totally on the other her/his needs.... emotionally, physical, daily life, caring, be there for her.. because she trust you with her life... No plan is coming together this night, i guess... 
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Well, thank you! MissAnn! Ooh, you little Cheeky one!  Thats right, i will never be a good Mistress... because i am not. I just have a strong character... willpower.... 
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