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rosaenaluin 65F
10167 posts
11/30/2019 2:25 pm
A friend of mine,


She is very sick, in the last phase of acute leukimia.
She did not want chemo.
So she got bloodtransfusion.

This went rather well, for some weeks.
I could see her getting more powerfull, after the bloodtransfusion...

Last time, in the hospital, she did not want any new bloodtransfusion, anymore...
She also told the doctor, she did not want to go home anymore....

So, now she is in a carehome, on high dosis of morfine....

I think she wont make it till Christmas.

I am so lost....and sad, we had a real good contact, very nasty humor.
Talked about everything....

And now? I cant get contact with her, she is already so far gone....

The diagnose of acute leukemia was at the end of september...
It all went soo fast....

It is like a shelter from the storm.... waiting for that last messsage....

in no womens land, emotional numb....

I am not that mobile myself, at the moment, so, to visit her i have to depend on others to go to her....

So sad......

So strange, to think, she wont be here, anymore.
Cant go visit her, drink some tea together, talk about her mad family or mine...
So strange....

rosaenaluin 65F
11075 posts
11/30/2019 2:28 pm

We know eachother for more then 8 years.

I could always go to her, when i was feeling sad.....
She was a very warm caring person... or still is.... although there is not much left of her personallity....

Her name is Simone.


jenny14 75T  
90441 posts
11/30/2019 5:31 pm

rosa

A warm hug!

I am so sorry to hear about Simone! I hope she does not suffer...

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


Daddyslilpunkin 47F
3470 posts
12/1/2019 3:57 am

I am so sorry to read this. I am hoping you find the strength, and hope to continue on the rest of the journey with your friend. May you find the solace you need in memories once she is gone.

xxxx

You found parts of me I didn’t know existed and in you I found a love I no longer believed was real.


drmgirl622 68F  
26169 posts
12/1/2019 6:49 am

so sorry, Rosa........a dear friend passed away 12 years ago this past week but she is never gone from my heart. May your friend always live on with you....


rosaenaluin 65F
11075 posts
12/1/2019 7:01 am

Aah, i am very much touched by all your warm words en strength…..

Thank you, Daddyslilpunkin,

looking4slave, I do the best i can...

jenny14, Thank you! she is getting morfine, so she is having hallucinations…. I just hope they are not the bad kind....

CapeCoralAnnie, thank you for your kind words, i think i am going to do the same, finding my own tribe of women friends.

mture4rotty,
Thank you, it is hard....



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