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When did my submissive life begin? Great email. I had a fellow kinkster ask me when did my submissive life begin? 's a fair question because i was not born a submissive. I have been asked if i had a bad childhood. If i had a sexual trauma caused me to be submissive. If i had someone force this lifestyle on to me. None of these are true. I grew up in a normal middle class family with mom, dad and 2 brothers. My childhood was happy. My parents were involved in my life. I did have a sexual trauma in School i was assaulted sexually. As bad as experience and the entire experience afterward, was not why i choose submission. And finally, I did not have anyone force anything on to me. I decided this on my own. The first time i submitted was playful. My wrist were pinned above my head while he was me hard. grew into some bondage sex. From there, i meet my first real Master. He slowly took me into the world of submission. We worked from one milestone to the next. We went from simple bondage in a dimly lit bedroom to sex parties. It didn't happen overnight. He was patient with me. He always protected me. I was so in love with him. I lived in his Chicago apartment for a year. I would come home from school or work and would bath get pretty and put my collar on. I would wait his door waiting for him to come home. So i am sure this the long answer, I have chosen the life of sub slave. I love it and I am the perfect fit for my Master. Stay kinky my friends. Jenna |
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Are you all packed up for the move? Or have you had a mover do all the work? Best to you with all of that. Moving is a pain. I do not look forward to many more moves in my life? I have to start getting rid of stuff. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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I wish I wasn't busy right now so I could post a more appropriate reply, but I'd like to tell folks how my own BDSM yearnings. Maybe later?
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8/5/2019 12:59 pm |
A great answer. I'm sure there are lots of different reasons for different people. You and your Master both sound very lucky.
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8/5/2019 4:43 pm |
With most things, no one goes from 0 to 60 in an instant. It is all gradual.
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8/5/2019 7:18 pm |
Nice to hear your story. Well laid out.
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Your start in the lifestyle is definitely a better road than most every other sub on here has had. But almost every female in any walk of life seems to have encountered sexual abuse at some point, which is disturbing. Thank you for sharing your experience.
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Great answer! Why did the relationship end? I am always sad when relationships end! I know sometimes things just run their course, but there is usually emotional pain, which is harder for me to take. Hate to see people in emotional pain! Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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