At long last, moving to the next step...
|
Posted:Dec 18, 2017 10:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2021 4:58 pm 18932 Views
|
Last week I was filling really frustrated and horny. While my sub has done a fantastic job of always pleasuring me with his mouth, fingers and toys I was really missing a good hard fuck. I have tried to use subs in the past for pleasure but for one reason or another they haven't worked out. With my knee still recuperating as well it makes getting out there and meeting others very difficult. This is one of my longer posts so bear with me as there is a lot going on and I didn't want to break it up.
While on IM last week I saw someone who I had chatted with a number of times over the years. Even though we live relatively close to each other, we had never seriously thought of meeting as he was a Dom to female subs and I of course was a Domme as well. However, with Christmas right around the corner I thought I would page him and see how he was doing as it had been a while since we chatted. During the chat I found we have both been in a drought playing wise. After a while, as I was very horny, I told him that part of the reason of chatting was that I was looking for a nice fuck and so far haven't found anyone. I asked him if he was interested and he said he was busy and I thought rejection again. But his next post was let me try and work something out for sometime this weekend and maybe we can get together. When asked how it will work with both of us tops, I told him titles will be left at the door and we would just be there for sex.
When my sub got home from work I told him to make sure he checks the emails as I was expecting one. As we were busy most of Friday and Saturday morning we didn't see the email until late Saturday morning that he was available Sunday morning through earlier afternoon which worked with our schedule as well. A few more emails over the afternoon to confirm things left us with only trying to find a place. At the time frames we had it would be difficult as who knows what you will get with an hourly hotel, eek. As he was at an engagement that night and unavailable to look for a location, I thought what better humiliation would it be to have my sub find a location for us to meet.
So Saturday night while i was relaxing watching TV he was on the computer and phone looking for a place for me to meet and have sex with someone else. In his search he found that there weren't any decent hotels that would rent a room for the hours we needed. He did find one place that would work; fits the timeframe, rents by the hour, private room, and even had a jacuzzi and sauna which I really liked. Some quick emails back and forth with my friend and he liked the place as well. My sub thought since it was for me I would make the final call to make the reservation, but once again I decided he needed the humiliation and had him call and reserve the time and also told him to make sure they knew it was for 3 people. Because it was the first time he called he was on the phone for over 20 minutes answering all the questions and listening to all the rules of the place. After he was done I had him type it all up in an email and send it to my friend so he knew the rules as well. I loved the act that my sub had to tell another guy what to expect/bring for a outing with me. Since my sub did such a great job with his task his reward was to go down on me before being placed in his sleepsack, but that story is for another time.
While we agreed the cost of the room would be split, i told my sub on the way over that he had to talk with the clerk and pay him while we watched, it was such a turn on seeing him do that as the clerk saw two guys with one female. Once inside the room my sub got things ready for us as we talked. As my sub was going be tied he went to the bathroom first which was not in the room. While he was gone, my friend walked up to me and said I seemed nervous. I told him that we had tried this twice before and it hadn't worked out, and I didn't want to be disappointed again. He put his arms on my shoulders, told me it would be fine, and started to kiss me.
When my sub came back, he found us kissing and as a good sub he got the rest of things ready, then undressed and waited until we were done.
I put his cuffs on clipped behind his back and led him into the sauna where I sat him down on the wooden bench and blindfolded him. I kissed him, then left him in there and closed the door.
My friend and I then started kissing and undressing each other, each of us taking one item off the other at time. We got each other pretty worked up, then moved over to the padded bed. I still had my panties on, but nothing else. I climbed onto the bed, and laid down on my back. My friend got on the bed, and began kissing down my body, and removed my panties. As it had been a while for both of us he rolled on a condom, and started to insert his cock inside me, no long foreplay this round. LOL.
Now, remember, it has been 21 months since I've had an actual cock inside me, and I was very tight. Also, the difference in thickness between him and my sub was quite significant. It took some time before he was able to get all the way in, but once he did, WOW, did it feel good! I hadn't realized just how much I had missed real, old-fashioned fucking. I don't usually have multiple orgasms, but I did orgasm twice before he came as he was able to hold off his orgasm for quite some time, another difference from my sub.
After we finished, I checked on my sub, gave him a kiss and whispered to him I was having a great time, then my friend and I went and relaxed in the spa for awhile. He got in first and sat in the corner and I climbed in and sat neext to him. You would think we had seen each other a number of times as he shifted his legs and I just slipped in and sat between his spread legs. While we talked he gave my sides and arms a nice rub down. It was very nice, although the water was a little cold for my liking. After a while it just got too chilly, so we got out, untied my sub, took him out of the sauna, (which hadn't been on this whole time) and tried to figure out how to turn the sauna on. Since there were no instructions another dose of humiliation for my sub was to call the desk and find out how it went on. Once we found out they turned it on remotely my sub checked that it was heating up for us and then he was re-tied in a chair. My friend and I went and sat in the sauna to warm up, we kept checking the time we had left and decided a repeat performance was in order. We tried to find a position that would work in the sauna, but it was just too narrow, and with my bad knee, it just wasn't going to happen in the nice hot sauna.
So we came back out to the bed, and laid back down on it. This time, my sub was right next to us, so he could hear everything but could not see as he was still blindfolded. We fucked for a long time and I was more vocal than the first time and in the same position there was a lot of body slapping as we were both still horny. I had another very strong orgasm, and as we were both exhausted, we laid on the bed to settle down.
I untied my sub and told him to get things packed and dressed ,while me and my friend dressed together and got ready to leave. My friend and I both agreed this wouldn't be a one-time event, and I am already looking forward to the next time.
Once we got into the car I gave my sub a detailed account of what he missed and how much excitement and fun I had and that I plan on doing this a lot more often. Later that evening as we got into bed I told him to go down on me with his mouth. As he did I reminded him that earlier today that someone elses cock was in me and told him to lick further down where he entered me and I jumped as I was still quite sore from my friends thick cock. While he was licking I told him that it will be quite a long time now before he will be allowed another orgam, let alone go inside me again. I can say that we have finally moved into a Femdom cuckhold relationship.
|
|
|
2
Comments
|
|
Playing
|
Posted:Nov 29, 2017 9:16 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2021 4:56 pm 18219 Views
|
My knee injury has really hampered any play with my sub, and has definitely derailed any plans to meet with others. So any chance we get lately we take it.
I knew we would have an empty house for a couple of hours last night. My sub was outside doing some chores before it got dark and when he came back inside I was dressed in a new corset tshirt dress we had bought a while ago. His reaction was just what I wanted and he had no complaints about a little play after a couple of pictures outside. Lol.
I wanted to have a little bondage with anal play scene to start and then end the session with a caning. I wanted to do an anal play with a smaller dildo as he had some issues over the weekend with a new plug we had recently purchased.
On our trip to New York we stopped at various adult shops and one of the items purchased was an anal plug which has two beads that vibrate while the wearer is walking around. I thought it would be fun to use on my sub when we were out. We finally used it over the weekend and he was able to hold it for about an hour inside of him. He was quite sore from it as he not had much inside of him lately.
I love tying him with his legs pulled up to a chest harness as it spreads him out so I can get to his ass and balls with ease. Not his cock as he's locked up right now. I added some rope that tied his ankles to his thighs so it limited his movement even more. In addition, his arms were tied spread out so I could get to his chest and nipples. All in all, he was in a nice package to play with.
I started out with the dildo, it wasn't very thick but was long, about 8" and has beads on it so his sore anal passage felt each one go in. I deliberately played slow as I wanted to work him open but not let him have too much sensation as I didn't want to let him have an anal orgasm. It's been about 15 months since he last had one and about 21 months since his last regular one. Everytime he started to get into a rythm and was getting into it, I would stop. As he was sore, the beads did a good number on him to keep him uncomfortable as well.
After about 10 minutes I left the dildo in him and move to playing with his balls, spread out by his cage, and his nipples. Every so often I would push into the dildo with my thigh. I climbed on the bed so I was more up near his head where I could lean in and bite his nipples and chest.
Something he really wasn't expecting was a little breath play. I had a large plastic bag set aside and slipped it over his head and slowly closed off air. As its something new, I only played with the bag for a few minutes but loved how it would suck to his face when he tried to breathe.
Before untying him I moved the dildo inside him again, just enough to get him worked up but no orgasm, which only got him even more frustrated. With all the play, he had leaked all over and out of his cage. Overall, it was a nice little session.
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
Dirty, wet panties
|
Posted:Nov 18, 2017 10:15 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2021 4:55 pm 17346 Views
|
Last night we had just a few minutes to play. I put a head harness on my sub and tied him spread eagle (my favorite position). I inserted a dental gag into his mouth and cranked it a few notches. I then took a pair of leopard print panties that I had worn for two days, then set out to 'ripen' for another two days. I folded them up so the crotch was facing out, and put them up to his face. I rubbed them over his nose and his mouth a little, then pushed them into his open mouth.
I let him enjoy the taste and smell for a little while, while I played with him a little, then I took the panties back out, and told him I had a special treat.
I dipped the panties into a bowel of my pee that I had put aside from earlier, squeezed them out a little so they weren't dripping, then stuffed them back into his mouth. I let him get used to the taste a little, then started plugging his nose, and making him breathe through the panties, to get the full smell and flavor. I played with him and teased him while I was doing this.
I think we both enjoyed it very much, and will be doing this again, but definitely with cotton panties next time as the pee did not quite soak in as much as I wanted, lol.
For those that are able to view videos on alt, the scene is posted in our profile. Enjoy!
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
GRRRRRR!!!!!!!
|
Posted:Nov 4, 2017 1:54 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:19 pm 16106 Views
|
So we went on vacation and during that time I hurt my knee. It slowly got worse during the next week or so to the point of not being able to walk. When we got home I went to the doctor and he scheduled me with an orthopedic to have it further evaluated.
In the meantime as a precaution as we didn't want to lose our deposit and have to pay for a hotel room, airlines, etc, we had to cancel our annual trip to attend Surrender in San Francisco. To say I'm bummed is a understatement. I get an MRI next week so from there it will be know if its surgery or physical therapy.
Just wanted to let every know that the next couple of posts may be more boring than normal. 
|
|
|
4
Comments
|
|
Locked up
|
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 10:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:18 pm 18479 Views
|
We're back from vacation so my sub's lil cock is finally locked backed up. I wanted it to easy for both of us and knew that breaks to clean and use the restroom would be difficult. He did very well in not asking to cum while he was free, though I came close to letting him go inside me while we played on the balcony But as you see, he's all locked up now and was hard while in my hand. I love this cage and I think he's happy to be locked up too!
|
|
|
4
Comments
|
|
Balcony fun time
|
Posted:Oct 14, 2017 12:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:15 pm 23066 Views
|
This past week we have been on a cruise with vanilla friends so very limited play. I was able to cane my sub a few times on board so was able to have a little fun.
Of course I made sure I was taken care of as he used his hands, tongue and toys on me daily. There were a few times I came 5 times or more during a session which is not normal for me. Must be the rocking of the ocean. Ha ha.
The photo is of me after coming back inside from the balcony. My sub had just finished using his fingers in me and I came so hard. It was very tough being quiet as there was someone else outside about 3 rooms down from us. 
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
Teasing
|
Posted:Sep 25, 2017 11:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:14 pm 34833 Views
|
Last Friday night we went to a baseball game, where we both had a great time. Not only was it a great game, but we had a wonderful time people watching. My sub was really enjoying watching the girls, most of whom were wearing tight tank tops and short-shorts. Knowing he wouldn't get anything at home, I pointed out a few to him that I knew would really get him hot and bothered and then would whisper in his ear that his cock was too small for them anyways. I, of course, was checking out the guys, and pointing them out to him, telling my sub how hot they were and that they probably had larger cock compared to him, and how much fun it would be to fuck them, which just seemed to turn him on even more.
When we got home, I had him worshiping my tennies and feet for about 20 minutes, before finally letting him go down on me. I had two very intense orgasms, relieving my horniness, but my poor sub went without anything to relieve him, and ended up even more horny than before.
When we were finished, I tied him spread-eagle, and went to sleep the way I like to sleep, cuddled up and pretty much on top of him. It was a good night and he wasn't released until 4:30 in the morning.
At 6AM he got up and when he came back in, I wasn't ready to get up so he was once again tied spread eagle. I knew he would moving around so this was the best move so I could go back to sleep. We slept, I did at least, until a little after 9. I started playing with his nipples and cock and he got hard very quickly.
Playing with him got me horny again so I climbed up and backed onto his mouth, laying on my stomach on his stomach, just inches away from his cock. As he was using his to tongue on me, I blew on his cock and rubbed his balls, but never stroked his cock which made him sooo horny. After about 5 mins I had a huge orgasm and once I was done I just laid on him as I recovered. I got up and dressed and left him tied for a few more minutes to enjoy his frustration a little more.
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
18 Months
|
Posted:Sep 18, 2017 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:12 pm 39020 Views
|
Since my little episode and winding up in the hospital, play has been limited. However, a couple of weeks ago it was the 18-month mark on my sub's denial, a little over 13 months of anal orgasms as well. I still find it hard to believe that we have lasted this long, and are still going strong.
I am using the numbing cream frequently now, which means I can play for extended periods of time without fear of an accidental ejaculation. He doesn't even get hard, which is great. He says he can feel pulling, but no pleasure.
I had not been using strapons or didlos on him as often as I like as he can orgasms from anal, but now the numbing cream has allowed me to use his ass more often. It's awesome to see him start enjoying the dildo inside him and as the cream takes effect the disappointment in his face when he knows he won't be able to cum.
I have been looking for a male sub that can serve and service me, but still haven't found the right person. They either just want SM or be the cuck which is not what I'm looking for. So in the meantime, he is doing a lot of oral and dildo use on me. I have been making him do a lot more foot worship as well as its such an enjoyment for me. For him too as he seems to just dive right in. Lol.
I still haven't set any kind of time frame for when he will be able to cum again. I keep telling him if I find the right person to service me, he may never be able to cum again. It is a daunting thought, and gives me a lot of power.
|
|
|
5
Comments
|
|
Not feeling good
|
Posted:Aug 19, 2017 9:28 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:11 pm 63784 Views
|
Last week we were supposed to have a two-night hotel stay where I was going play with my sub and a different male sub each night. It should have been a fun weekend but I had a huge scare a couple of days before and wound up going to ER, and then being admitted to the hospital for further tests. It was the quickest I have ever gone from check-in to being placed in a room. Needless to say that cancelled any hope for play for the weekend, if not longer.
Over the weekend we had another crisis at the house and normally where I would take care of it myself or help him, he was left to work on it alone for over two days. As I slowly gained my strength back over the week we started slowly getting back into mode and on Friday evening I decided to have a play with him for a while after he got home from work to thank him for all his hard work.
I was napping when he came into the bedroom to change, so I had him lie down with me. He was allowed to take off everything but his undies as I like the way they look on him and I had other plans for him. He doesn't like them as he says they are uncomfortable but they don't bother me in the least. 
After relaxing together it was time for me to start getting dinner ready. He started to get up as well but I told him lay back down as he is going rest a little longer. He complained a little but was told to shut up or there will be 10 canes (I was feeling much better). I tied him spread-eagle and told him I'll check up on him a few times while making dinner.
When I go out to the living room I see roses in a vase that he bought me for our anniversary that is this weekend. Once I got dinner started I went back to the bedroom with an ice cube hidden in my hand. I start to play with his nipple and then when he is getting into it, I placed the ice on it instead and boy did he jump.  I rolled it around one nipple then the other and it was melting pretty quick. I pulled down his undies and rolled the ice around his cock and balls until it was just about gone and then left it on his pelvic area to melt. I checked the bindings and saw he was ok before leaving, but before I left I put clover clamps on his nipples so I could play the next time I came in.
About 10 minutes later I came in to check up on him and started playing with the clover clamps, twisting and pulling them. He hasn't had them on in a long time so I knew his nipples would be very sensitive. I finally took one of them off and being the nice domme I am started tweaking his nipple to help the blood flow get back in it.  After he was done squirming I put it back on and started helping the other as well. When I was done playing I left it off and took the other off as well and played with both nipples for a short while.
His cock was rock hard and pulling at his undies when I was doing this and I had to be careful there were no accidents. It's been over 17 and half months since he came and I haven't milked him for about 3 and half weeks as I had something planned for when we played, but since that didn't happen and I got sick he never received a release. I wasn't able to tease him for too long as he was very, very horny and I had to get back to finishing dinner. So I told him I have other plans for later and he will need to go to the store after dinner, released him from the spread-eagle and told him to get dressed and left the room. Looking forward to later.
|
|
|
4
Comments
|
|
17 Months of denial
|
Posted:Aug 9, 2017 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2021 1:08 pm 70285 Views
|
August 5th was the mark of 17 months that my sub has been in denial. Unfortunately, due to a lot of vanilla things that were going on at the time, I totally dropped the ball, and let the day go by without any kind of acknowledgment on my part. Needless to say, my sub was disappointed, and a little put out, and I was mad at myself for my thoughtlessness as I love to tease him.
Not that I am required to do anything, but 17 months is quite an achievement, and to just ignore was a let down for both of us. However, we have big plans for this weekend, and hopefully I can make it up to both of us then. Maybe even a cam show or two depending on the hotel internet.
|
|
|
1
comment
|
|
