January 2023
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Posted:Feb 5, 2023 7:07 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2023 4:50 am 9004 Views
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My hunger and needs are rampant, uncontrollable and now totally dominate my focus. Business has fallen to second place, this alarms me. The risks are illogical, problematic, but the addictions prevail. In some ways I wish the inner cravings would subside, recede and vanish…there are no signs of it.
The NYE gb in Nola was my largest number in one continuous event. The absence of continuous cock upon its completion starved me quickly, and prompted my 2023 resolutions to renew my bare back commitment, seek more exposure, be more accessible, and never go a day without taking the sperm from a strange cock. I have adhered to the resolution pledges so far.
I agreed to a 3 day ownership on my trip to Nashville. It was rough, perpetual and animalistic. The combination of fear, loss of control, and degradation made my adrenaline rush, breath short, and pussy moist and dilated. My obvious arousal was exploited without concern of retribution, serving continuously for 72 hours. In an odd paradox, the complete domination, depravity and dehumanization was empowering. A single woman serving and satisfying multiple partners, multiple times over multiple days. .. their cocks, spent, flaccid and useless by use of my body…what a power trip 😊.
My business focus in DC was non negotiable…3 weeks, large investments, time pressures; failure was not an option. But my dark side was quenched by early mornings, late evening, random encounters, online hookups and multiple ads. The usual litany of phonies, pic collectors…and “prove who you are” a reminder of trite and boring reality of online connections. However, the ratios are predictable, a tolerable nuisance of the lifestyle.
The menu of my dates varied, the scenarios each unique…the outcomes each in their own way perfection, so satisfying, and the antidote for the pressures of work. The convulsions, the jerking, the pulses…strange cock, the warmth of semen deep inside,…my drug…their sperm my only measure of success.
In many ways my inner self had hoped for …”you have done it, you are sated, complete, satisfied and at peace…but it not where I end the month.
My hunger, needs, and lust untethered and needing more.
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BlackCumSlutJenn’s 2023 Resolutions
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Posted:Jan 2, 2023 7:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2024 4:22 am 10529 Views
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I will abide by the bare back pledge. My pledge has been unbroken for 7 years.
While first initiated in the gay community, the tenants of the pledge continue to be my road map.
“I commit my mouth, (pussy) and ass to the pleasuring of all cocks who desire to use me. I commit to being flooded with as much Seed as is possible, by as many men as possible”
“I pledge myself to sluttery, wonton sexual abandon, anonymous hookups, gloryholes, gangbangs, orgies, and fuck fests”
“I pledge to strive towards completely indiscriminate sex, accepting Bareback encounters from any and all men, with no consideration of “status.”
“I pledge myself to making Bareback sex more than a fetish, but a way of life.
I will strive to be more available, more open, more accessible to all who want me.
I will always acknowledge my slut commitment through dress, actions, and exposure...openly without shame.
I will Increase my ads, postings, and profiles so that more can find me and have me.
I will focus on the honor of serving black men, fulfilling their needs and desires without hesitation, question or caveat.
I will offer myself for breeding knowing there is no higher purpose for a slut.
I will commit to breach all past personal records knowing that past experiences mean nothing, and that growth in reputation, desirability and sexuality can only be achieved by my actions today.
I pledge that a day will never pass without a strangers sperm deep inside me.
I will respect and honor all those that desire me, knowing I’m nothing other than a servant of their pleasure.
I will be honest, communicate, and know that personal integrity is paramount regardless of the context, activity or situation.
I will endeavor each day to earn the title of slut, and cunt.
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Dec 3: 2021
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Posted:Dec 5, 2021 1:48 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2022 9:02 am 11729 Views
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Stood up this date...not totally unusual but just the irritating, rude and shows the lack of civility that seems define us in 2021....a pre arranged date at a local hotel...no show. Guys, you can do better. Jenn
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Monday Nov 15th
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Posted:Nov 19, 2021 6:25 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2021 2:17 pm 10469 Views
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I’ve had the luxury of a few days off her at the beach. The weather has been magical and I’ve really enjoyed the runs, biking and a certain introspection and private time. But my hunger never ceases, is never satiated, and haunts me constantly.
On Monday I had finished my normal 10 mile run and was cooling down by a beach pavilion a couple of blocks from home. Nearby there was a young surfer loading his wind surfer. Dressed in shorts, tanned and fit, I felt the tingles on my skin and the moistness in my pussy. I knew I had to have him.
I walked over and started a conversation, sweating in a sports bra, spandex running shorts and OCs,...querying him on his board, interests, how often he goes. He showed me his board, and his sailing rig setup.
My eyes focused on him, and I knew I wanted him.. My hand brushed his crouch as I looked him in the eyes and told him I wanted him. I felt his semi hard cock in his shorts as I grabbed his hand and headed to my guest house. His manner was nervous and awkward.
Once inside the house I removed my top & shorts...becoming the aggressor and taking charge of my young friend. Pulling his shorts to his ankles, I was gratified at his rock hard condition. Although small, his cock and balls were beautifully shaven...smooth, hairless. He was beautiful.
I took him in my mouth, his tip warm, with his shaft veins full and pulsing.
As I slid him deeper...it was like the sensation of the first sip of a stiff drink after a hard day. My hands rested on his ripped tanned torso as I looked up at him...his cock buried to his balls in my mouth. I worked his cock for several minutes until he moaned he was close. I ceased my sucking and clamped his rising semen at the base, denying him his release.
Knowing that the sweetness would be short, I laid back and opened my legs...my pussy wet with anticipation, swollen, open and ready to receive him. I guided him into me, my arms around his backed, our mouths locked in a wet sloppy animalistic kiss. He fully penetrated me immediately and I crossed my legs behind his back, locking our bodies tight against each other.
Our coupling was simple, even elementary but somehow so sensual and fulfilling this day. Our varied pace and rhythm was natural and communicative. So good.
His pace grew more erratic, the intensity of his thrusts now controlled solely by hunger & lust. I contemplated interrupting him to prolong our time, but elected to let him proceed without intervention. Our bodies now dripping in sweat from our brief sprint....I craved what he did to me...simple, pure, uncontrived.
I encouraged him as I new his ribbons were close...”fill me totally with your sperm” ... pushing him over., his cock and body jerking and convulsing as his balls emptied and sprayed his sperm deep into me. He pumped his cock hard and deep as the streams of cum filled me...his load amazing in amount. We lay motionless in silence for what seemed like minutes.
He withdrew, his still erect cock bathed and dripping in the mutual fluids of our orgasms. I instinctually took him in my mouth; one last cleaning of the delicious cocktail. I wrapped my hand around his cock and squeezed the last drop of his sperm from the tip of his dick...taking the final drop into my mouth....he was delicious.
The single purpose of our meet now satisfied, our commonality now gone, our intimacy concluded, our goodbyes conveyed, he left.
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24 Hours in Chattanooga
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Posted:Nov 4, 2021 10:34 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2021 5:45 pm 8212 Views
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Philip had sought my service as his submissive slut for almost 6 months prior to our meeting two weeks ago. While many men seek my use, few offer much interest or deliver much of the degrading and depravity I covet and require. However Philip and his thick 9 inch black cock convinced me it was a good gamble for a day. He did not disappoint but effectively reduced me to a sexual service animal.
Upon meeting he quickly striped me and redressed me in a pair of jersey white shorts and matching cropped top, collar and ankle stilettos. “This is your uniform during stay” “ You are to take every cock offered without question or limits, no protection, and excuse.
I had no idea of his plans for the next 24 hours, as he drove me across town to an adult club in an industrial area. We entered the store and spent 15 minutes loitering in the front...displaying me as an object for use....then disappeared into the booths. “Get on your knees slut and suck any clock...any cum not swallowed lick it up. ” he commanded....””
For over two hours i sucked off an almost non stop supply of cock...at times my cheeks ballooned with multiple loads of warm semen before swallowing...the cadence was zen like, time pasted quickly, and my lust increased with each load swallowed...this is my heaven...I just wanted another cock to serve. I began to tremble, my desires increasing exponentially...pure animal cravings. “Finish him off slut...and lick the walls and floor clean” . His cock pulsed and sprayed 6 thick ribbons into my throat...I swallowed the coveted semen like the proud unashamed cum addict I am....I tongued around the glory hole licking the residual drips and clumps of cum, and then licked the floor sucking the puddles of sperm from past donors...feeling very slutty as I cleaned the booth.
Philip moved me to a larger booth...a couch and two chairs across. “On the couch”....he pulled my shorts off and commanded “open your legs ”. ...within several minutes a line of men had formed...I could see six before the line disappeared into the darkness of the hall.... my hands found two cocks and I instinctively stroked them as the first cock entered my embarrassingly open and dripping pussy. ...now nothing more than a human glory hole...a wet warm orifice existing only to drain the cum from nameless cocks. The men waited in line silently for their turn...each different in their release hunger...athletic, impassioned, meek, bold, but all there only to fuck my slut cunt and relish in a few fleeting moments of bliss as their cock sprayed uncontrollably deep inside .To them I was just another anonymous at an adult cinema...quickly forgotten once their cocks were emptied....I was totally ok with that.
As per Philip’s demands I continued until everyone had had me. After 4 hours of sucking and fucking, the store was empty. Philip escorted my sperm drenched body back to the car and drove me to a small apartment in a sketchy neighborhood....a mattress, a small stall shower, toilet and not much else...a prostitutes “office” . “Get on the street” slut...let’s she how good you are on your own”. “When you have brought me $1000 you can rake a break”
I was in a conflicted sense of shame, arousal, hunger and fear...his challenge I knew I could not deny. I walked from the apartment to the street and began my 2 block x 2 block stroll....a common street , available to any one. ...the honks and yells assured me I was being noticed.
Within 10 minutes I had my first inquiry. ..a 40ish black man in a pickup. ...”are you dating”...yes baby ...what are you looking for... “bare back anal, piss play” mmm love it... I have a room around the corner. “How much” ...can you spend $100 babe...”$50”...$75...”$60” ...follow me back to my room.
His cock was thick, 9 inches and so beautifully black...I would have paid him to take his cock and cum....he was semi hard as my fingers rubbed his balls and I took his cock into my mouth ...relaxing my throat as I slowly took more of him...his thickness filled me as i gagged to take another inch... continuing until my lips were at his ball sack...I held him fully into my throat..... I held him until my breath was gone then reflexively ejected his now rigid cock...leaving a slick coating of throat mucus and spit on his shaft...his cock veins pulsed as I guided him to my ass... his mushroom tip opened me...as I moaned to take him all. ...soon his 9 inches were fully inside my ass ...the seamless edge of pain and pleasure engulfed me from my toes to my neck...I felt my orgasm building as he began to fuck my ass...my eyes rolled as I begged for him to never stop....fuck me harder I cried...heaven. He pounded me until my ass loosened and his intense thrusts caused a series of orgasmic crescendos...I then felt him swell and moan...the sperm I had begged for now pulsing from his cock tip and filling my ass....I loved it...!! We rested momentarily and then he withdrew his semi flaccid dick....covered in semen, spit and my ass juice....
I again took him into my mouth and cleaned his shaft, swallowing the delicious and exotic cocktail of our blended fluids...his cock rested on my cheek as we paused. It was an exceptional fuck...perhaps the situation, the money, my needs...or ????
I looked him in the eyes and begged for his piss...I wanted more of his fluids...the first drips of his urine fell into my wanting mouth....as his stream intensified, I clasped my lips around his cock as I rubbed his balls...as I swallowed the first mouthful of his piss...I had a small orgasm... I swallowed everything he had. ...he dressed and left...
I handed Philip the money and returned to the street. I had 6 additional dates over the next 4 hours....but failed in meeting his monetary demands...my first 12 hours had pasted.
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Bermuda Part 1
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Posted:Nov 1, 2021 5:15 am
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 4:08 am 8926 Views
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I was in Bermuda 10 days ago. Hired as “hostess” for a board meeting of financial services company. Six men from different parts of the world...29 to 71 years of age. My arrangement was to be available from 4pm until 9:am as well as noon to 2pm. I was free otherwise. My accommodations lovely; an executive suite at the Fairmont Princess in Hamilton. I was well used by 5 of the six, one man was loyal to his wife (who was with him), but well paid.
The oldest man (who retained me ) I didn’t fuck but sucked him off each of the three days at about 6am. He said it was difficult for him to get hard and he was pleased at my skills....a combination of mouth, hands, prostate stimulation, and eye contact resulted in him being rock hard each day. It took about 20 minutes of continuous sucking for him to cum. The first day his cum was very watery, but an amazing amount...his cock pulsed 9 ribbons of warm sperm...I swallowed him and thanked him for the honor.
On the second day his semen was considerably thicker and he came faster. On the final day I was able to drain him twice. I sucked him off and he came quickly. He had trouble getting hard a second time so I asked if he wanted a prostate milking... he was really unfamiliar, but wanted it.
I rimmed him deeply then inserted my middle finger massaging his prostate...my finger was just a bit short, so I used a prostate toy I had brought. He straddled by face so I could lick his balls as well as continually keep the toy against his “walnut” . Within about 10 minutes he started to tremble and I knew the stimulation was working. I repositioned my self and placed a glass under his cock...soon his cum began to flow from his limp cock...continually as massaged and as he moaned in an ongoing orgasm..sperm continued to flow from his cock...about a 1/2 inch in the glass when I had fully drained him. I withdrew the probe and he said he was amazed. I sucked the last drops from his cock, than drank his sperm from the glass as I looked him in the eyes. He was in bliss. I used a warm cloth to wipe his cock, balls and gapped hole. He feel asleep, then thanked me profusely, gave me a $100 tip and left.
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Birthday Celebration
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Posted:Oct 25, 2021 6:16 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2021 5:50 am 8300 Views
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Well is the dreaded milestone...50. Life is fast. I’m celebrating it rather than grieving 😊.help me celebrate with 50 bare back black cocks this wee I’ve done it more, but times are different. I’ll be hosting in Chattanooga, but can travel for a party. No one denied. Come see me!
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Musings of a Dedicated Slut
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Posted:Oct 22, 2021 12:30 pm
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2022 4:38 am 7777 Views
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An off day of commitments and a slow day of cock have allowed me a period of thought and reflections...it’s a rare day and a gift with a snippet of solitude.
Of course life is a series of conflicts, success and failures, pains and pleasures, bliss and agony...it’s a fact of human existence. The key is to have more successes than failures, more pleasure than pain and more bliss than agony...so how have I done ?
By election is a dominate element in my life, I have chosen it, it has become an addiction, a driving force and an aspect impossible to control...I’m also a business owner and wife.
I’m posted all over the net...some by me, others by strangers or past dates. My inbox receives about 400 emails each day...some derogatory, some curious, some seeking a fleeting fantasy moment, some lonely seeking an anonymous friend, and some wanting to meet. With a masters in statistics, numbers, ratios and past history become valid predictors of future outcomes. Only I would collect this stuff...but that’s what I do in “real” life.
I have been a member of Alt for 23 months and have received about 80 emails a day, right behind Fetlife. ...so about 55000 emails over 23 months. I have met and served 70 (Bad closing percentage😊). Of course many of the initial meets have lead to on going meets..groups, gang bangs, short term ownerships... about 980 different men....certainly no record, but a decent amount of cock just the same. From pre mature ejaculators to extreme multiple day poundings...I loved every second.
Of course in any portal jungle the phony’s, fakes, minions, morons and malcontents are always lurking....expected, anticipated and part of jungle survival .
Here are my 7 favorite recurring types which surface daily.
1. The picture less profile, with no friends, on a free membership who immediately asserts you are a fake because you don’t respond instantly.
2. The middle aged 30-45 self centered member who is indignant about you “wasting his time” (as if his time had any value)
3. The member who must meet, but wants you to drive across the country at your expense.
4. The “wyd” “hey slut” verbally challenged with not a clue in the world.
5. The Master/Dom whose concept is putting you in a cage, and beating you with a stick as his sign of dominate mastery.
6. Members who identify and disrespect all sexually promiscuous women as trailer trash, teeth less, meth smoking, flip flop wearing, beer drinking, dirt bags....sorry stereotypes don’t work here
7. Finally the ego laden member who offers such an incredible opportunity that you must be a fool to pass it up. Typically he works at Walmart, drives a Camaro and enjoys gourmet dining at “Golden Corral”.
Yet within the jungle fantastic connections can be made...mentally bonded, financially comparable, similar educational backgrounds, erotic synergies, ....But the search is not easy...and so it continues.
It is easy to find cock and as I state in my Acknowledgement, I refuse no one,...but access to the higher plains is illusive...but I’m continue my quest daily. Love Jenn
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Pampered and Used
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Posted:Oct 16, 2021 5:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2021 7:23 pm 6065 Views
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Thanks Enrico for seeking out my brief Atlanta visit and planning a special cole of days for , our Chateau Elan suite is beautiful, so much improved since my last visit several years ago. The blend of luxury and sophisticati counter-balanced by depraved degradati worthless sexual object is inxicati for .... the mix of Krug Grande Cuvée Brut and the piss from his cock perhaps is the unique cocktail I crave... a good shot of my life...I’m in my place.
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Atlanta Oct 15-16
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Posted:Oct 13, 2021 5:03 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2021 5:29 am 5153 Views
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Will be returning from Bermuda on the 15th and plan to be in Atlanta a couple of nights. Love to be productive while there 😊 .
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