Broken sleep
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Posted:Jan 30, 2022 11:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2022 8:26 pm 3015 Views
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so for the last week, i haven't been sleeping properly. The reason, think is predominantly due to the emotional state i've been in.
I go to bed, sleep for a few hours then wake up, then go back to sleep and wake up on the hour, every hour till the alarm goes off.
So this weekend i focused on trying to exhaust my self, on the treadmill and exercising
( its going to kill me lol).
I went to bedreasonably early, the room pitch black and i had the sound of rain playing on a pod cast.
Well, the sleep wasn't perfect but i slept and only woke up twice.
Feeling much better and after all the "thinking" last week, feel alot better.
here's to another good night of sleep.
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Australia Day
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Posted:Jan 25, 2022 10:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2023 6:35 pm 3165 Views
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Happy Australia peeps,
Woke up to the sound of rain on my roof... sooo good after a good night of sleep.
Sleep has been over rated this year so far, so praying that February is much kinder to .
So todays task is to finish tidying as much of my garage as possible.
It was going well, with the incessant buzz between my legs..hahaa.... i'll let you figure it .
Moving boxes and crates, emptying others, filling the back of my car with cardboard, sweating away as the buzz gets closer and closer to the target of making .
Breathe deep CBL, count to and move, i say to my self.
Then friends pull up... " Abort, Abort"
Smiling through gritted teeth i hug them all and usher them inside while i go and discreetly remove said buzzer.
Sweating much........
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Demanding Week.
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Posted:Jan 25, 2022 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2022 7:21 pm 3070 Views
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So after a grueling demanding week of tasks and reprimands, more tasks and then be told "e; you didnt give it a go" , i made the decision to walk away from said person.
I wished him well, and hope that he finds someone, but that someone would not be me.
here to enjoy my journey, not be made a miserable emotional mess and be made feel guilty about it. So in my best Pauline Hanson voice ( for all those Aussies out there )... I don't like it.
Chin held high and moving forward
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Pushing boundries
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Posted:Jan 17, 2022 3:09 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2022 2:59 pm 3188 Views
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SO, just had an interesting conversation with a Dom that i been chatting for a while.
Tonight he has been asking me questions, which were quite hard to answer as the questions forced me to at myself and ask why do i these things.
Very confronting and felt weak at times for getting upset.. not with him but at myself for feeling stupid.
The answers were , i just had articulate them for him. was HARD and emotional.
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in the darkness
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Posted:Jan 13, 2022 10:51 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 1:3 am 3054 Views
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Working late at the office one night, busily preparing reports for my manager, I suddenly get the feeling I am being watched. I look around the office and see no-one. I can only hear the buzz of the air conditioner. I knew that if someone were here that is unauthorised, security would let me know. But I couldn’t shake that feeling, like when the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
I had almost finished my last report, and I needed to go to the file room to return the previous months report. I had just put the report back in it’s appropriate file when the lights flickered and went out. My heart in my mouth, I counted to ten and waited for the emergency lights to in. I am very wary of dark places ever since I a .
The emergency lights in and they emit and eerie red glow to the room. I carefully make my way to the door of the file room when I hear a noise. I stop and look around, but see nothing.
I make my way back to my desk, pick up my mobile phone and ring my husband to let him know I will be stuck for a while seeing as the lifts are not working either. I had just put my phone back in my handbag when someone grabs me from behind, puts a blindfold over my eyes, a gag in my mouth and ties my hands behind my bac
I am pulled to my feet and marched away from my desk, to god knows where. We didn’t walk far when I heard a door close behind me. I told to stand still and listen to everything around me.
I could sense someone standing behind me, I could hear them breathing close to my ear. The person then began whispering to me, telling me how he had watched me from a distance for quite while, always wondering that if the conservative clothes I wore, which mainly consisted of suits, hid the real side of me. The wild wanton slut and he sure that my husband would love to see me being fucked by someone other than him.
I have never considered my self wanton, although I enjoy sex, I had never had a night of wild abandonment. I shivered and my skin got goose bumps. This man couldn’t know that I like nice sexy underwear.
This man, went on to tell me that I going to prove to him how much of a slut I am. My mind reeling with fear, I had no idea at what this person going to do.
I sense movement in front of me and realise that there is someone else in the room. Now I am really worried.
The person in front of me is wearing aftershave, and moves towards me, the scent is very familiar, but I can’t think where I have smelt it before. I feel the buttons on my suit jacket being undone and the jacket is pushed off my shoulders. It doesn’t fall to the floor as my hands are still tied behind my bac The sheer white blouse I am wearing is being undone, revealing my 40D breasts encased in a lacy bra and because my hands are behind my back, my breasts are thrust forward. Both guys whisper that they look stunning and that they will be sucked and licked till I cum, and begging for more. My breath coming in short gasps now, their talk is exciting me. My heart is racing in anticipation of what is to come. My hands were untied long enough to get rid of my jacket and blouse, then retied behind my back again.
The man in front of me kneels down and slowly runs his hands up my stocking clad legs. I am wearing a matching lace thong, which so , it barely covered my landing strip at the top of my pussy and white suspenders.
The man in front of me with the aftershave tells his friend that I must be aroused as he can smell me. The man behind me, tells his friend to go ahead and help himself to the goods, while he reaches around me and rubs my breasts, my nipples getting harder and harder as he does so. Up and up the hand of the guy in front goes, till he reaches the side of my thong. He hooks his thumbs under neath and pulls it ever so slowly down my thighs, calves and finally to my ankles where he lifts each foot to discard the thong. The guy behind me then undoes the zipper on my skirt and lets it drop to the floor. Both men whistle through their teeth. The one in front says that he right about me being hot to trot. He did not realise that he said the other guy's name, Ben. So Ben behind me. Ben exclaimed that no ice maiden wears underwear like that. The guy in front of me then rubs his finger along my pussy and gently inserts a finger, feeling my wetness. My legs go all wobbly and Ben grabs my arms to hold me up. My heart is beating so fast, it feels like it is about to jump out of my chest.
I hear Ben undo his trousers and he pulls me against him so I can feel his hard on. It feels huge, I’m sure bigger than my husband's. He places it between my arse cheeks and starts to thrust in and out. It feels like it is a steel pole between my legs.
I hear the guy in front of me move forward and I feel his tongue at my pussy. He moves my feet further apart so he can get at my clit better. He sucks on my clit hard and I moan. They both stop what they are doing and I feel one slide between my legs on the floor. Ben then instructs me to squat down. I do as I’m told and I feel a cock probing at my opening, I stop. Ben tells me that he knows I it, I shake my head seeing as I still had the gag in my mouth. Ben says I don’t have an option and proceeds to push down on my shoulders. My legs collapsed and I impaled myself on this cock that feels not very long, but thick as I can feel it stretching my pussy. My pussy muscles twitching I hear Ben move to stand in front of me. He bends down to release my hands from their ties and remove the gag. He then orders me to suck his coc
As I cannot see, I run my hand up his legs which are now bare until I bump into his cock with my nose. The guy underneath me has yet to move except to hold my hips.
I bring my hand up to hold his cock and I can’t even hold it in one hand…it is that thick and long. Ben thrusts forward towards my mouth. I open my lips and using the tip of my tongue, I lick the head of his coc Circling around and down the underside then back to the top before putting the head in my mouth. I am barely able to get my mouth around him. I lower my head and swirl my tongue around his coc While I am doing this the other guy underneath me is thrusting into my very wet pussy. Gradually I am getting more cock into my mouth, but I cannot take it all.
Ben suddenly takes two steps forward and this forces me to lean backwards, thus exposing my clit to the guy on the floor. Ben tells his friend, who I now know is Craig to play with my clit and make me cum. My body has already betrayed me and is letting me enjoy this. Craig furiously rubs his thumb on my clit which instantly makes my body quiver and I can feel and orgasm building quickly. Faster and faster Craig thrusts. With a few final rubs on my clit, I cum hard , moaning as best I can with Ben’s cock in my mouth.
Suddenly Ben grabs me and throws me on the floor and pulls my legs up over his arms and probes my pussy with the head of his coc Just pushing the head in, then taking it out. In and out. He keeps this up for what seemed like ages, until I begging him to put his whole cock in my pussy. When he did, I screamed. It huge and did not get in very far. He definitely bigger than Craig. Bigger and longer. Ben told me that I will take it all, just like a good slut does, and with that he began pumping my pussy. Craig now at the side of my head waiting for me to suck his coc I opened my mouth take him in, while trying to concentrate on what I doing.
Ben pumping away at my pussy getting more and more of his cock in me, and I enjoying it, loving the feel actually. I told him I wanted him to fuck me from behind. He let out a whoop of joy and told Craig to let me get on my hands and knees. I had no sooner got into position when Ben slammed his cock back into me. The force of his thrust almost knocked me over, but he grabbed hold of my hips and pulled me back on to him. "I am going to fuck this slut silly, no more ice maiden for her", Ben growls.
Craig had positioned himself in front of me and he held his hands on my head while I sucked his cock with all that I could. Craig soon yelling that he going to cum, so I sucked harder, and when I did, he came in the back of my throat. Great big spurts filled my throat, so much, that it running out my mouth. He pulled out of my mouth and licked my chin.
Meanwhile, my pussy throbbing from the workout it getting from Ben, I started to wiggle my arse as Ben thrust into my pussy so to try and keep me still he thrust two fingers in my arse. I screamed once more at the painful intrusion, but then the pain went away and I began moving against his hand. Having his fingers in my arse turning me on so much that I thought that I would help my self to an orgasm, so I began rubbing my clit with my fingers. The orgasm building quickly again. I bucking and thrusting back on Ben so much that he soon yelled that he cumming. He fucked my pussy with his cock as hard as he could while fucking my arse with his hand. My hand busily working on my clit. My body started to shake uncontrollably, just as Ben let his load go. Filling my pussy to the brim. The sweat ran from my forehead, Ben slumped against my back and I collapsed on the floor with Ben still inside me.
Ben pulled out and said to Craig that he knew I would be a good fuc While they gathered their clothes, Craig mentioned that they had to get back to the security cameras before the boss got bac In my exhaustion it clicked that Ben and Craig were the security guys that looked after our office so they must have been watching me on the cameras. Ben pulled the blindfold off me and while my eyes adjusted, he said that he would look forward to the next time I worked back, cause he wanted to know"what other things a secret slut like me can do." Well, he’ll just have to wait and see.
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watching me
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Posted:Jan 13, 2022 9:26 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 1:3 am 3787 Views
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I walk through the doors of the club and instantly feel your eyes on me.
I quickly scan the club and in the dim light can’t see you. The hairs on my arms stand up and my pussy pulses.
Turning I head to the bar, find a seat and ease myself on to it. The zipper at the bottom front of my dress sliding up a tad further, revealing a bit more of my solid legs. Shiny black patent leather heels encase my feet. My DD cleavage is almost busting through the top part of the zipper on my dress. Haha two way zipper on this dress.. Comes in handy for nights like tonight.
I order a GIn, Soda and Lime, sit back and wait. I know you are close by, I feel you watching and subtly smell your cologne. This makes my nipples so hard.
Pulled out of my musings I hear a voice ask me “ can sit beside you and enjoy the beautiful smile on your face”. Sure I said. This very tall and well built dressed guy hops up on the stool next to me, turns so I'm kinda boxed in by his legs. Interesting, I thought.
He orders a bourbon on the rocks from the bartender and we chat about nonsensical stuff for about 30 mins laughing so much at the easy conversation.
He then leans forward and whispers in my ear “ I'd like to take that zipper higher” at the same time he places his hand on my crossed legs. His fingers crept slightly under the bottom of the zipper.
This close I can smell his cologne and it does things to my senses. Can't beat a good Pheromone created cologne, It incites all kinds of wicked ideas and my pussy becomes instantly wet, my pulse quickens and i lick my lips.
I hear him groan and see that he is watching my mouth but his fingers have slid up higher, till his tips have reached my smooth shaven pussy lips. My mouth opens and i suck in my bottom lip slightly.
I look back at him, he grabs my hand and growls “ come with me “, pulling me off the stool toward the upper level stairs to the VIP area.
Walking up the stairs, he leads me to the back of the area, where there are some alcoves built into the hallway that lead to the restrooms. He pushes me into one, then pulls me to him and kisses me forcefully. A man who knows what he wants.
His left hand holds me by the back of my neck to his lips as his tongue plunders my mouth. His right hand is on the bottom half of the zipper pulling upwards so he can feel my now very wet pussy.
Suddenly ,I smell YOU, feel you near. I briefly open my eyes and see you standing behind him in a dark alcove almost opposite smirking and rubbing yr cock through your suit pants.
You mouth “ Good ” to me and I think, yes, I have and am pleasing you. Julie dont fuck this up.
The guy finds my wet slit and runs his fingers between my lips before bringing them to his lips and sucking my wetness from them, which makes him roll his eyes and groan. He then pulls away and kneels in front of me. Hooking one leg over his shoulder he dives right in and lickts my pussy with gusto, like he hasn’t had a drink of water in months. My hand on his head, I let my head fall back against the wall, but not before I saw you standing behind him in the alcove, your suit pants undone and your hand stroking your cock, slowly, watching us. You win
I grind my pussy to his face, wanting his tongue all over my pussy, when he pushes two fingers into me, curls them and I all but collapse in a moaning puddle. He sucks my clit hard and starts pumping his fingers in and out of me fast. I can here my juices making squishy sounds and I try to hold off the impending orgasm that is fast approaching.
Panting hard I hold my hand over my mouth so as not to scream and the orgasm hits me hard and I flood his face with my cream. My leg falls off his shoulder as I try to stand up straight. He gets up and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, then pushes me to my knees and unzips his suit pants and pulls out his hard coc
It’s thick and veiny with a beautiful mushroom shaped head. 8 inches of perfection.
I rub it across my lips before opening my mouth and licking the head. Over the tip and around the top before sliding down the underside, then back up, opening wide before taking the entire tip in my mouth and sliding down until he hits the back of my mouth. I hold there a second or two before sliding his cock out and starting again.
I can hear him growl and his legs shake. He won't last long. With my other hand I cup his balls as I slide my mouth down his cock and suck gently. I do this a few times then I lower myself to suck his balls in my mouth one at a time while he groans loudly.
Moving back to his cock I began to suck it harder. He has one hand on the wall the other on my head, when i feel his legs quivering and him panting, so while i’m sucking i move my hand from his balls and push my index finger against his puckered star until it gives, when he gushes in my mouth with no warning. My finger gripped in his arse’s entrance while he pumped my mouth full of his cum, some even running down my chin.
He pulls away, zips up his fly, pulls me to my feet and hastily kisses me before saying he hopes to run into me again and leave.
Leaning against the wall, I look up and see you standing there with your cock in your hand. In the darkness you walk over to me, kiss me before licking up the leftover cum on my chin then spin me around to face the wall.
“You pleased me Julie with one exception, you were not to touch his arse. For that, i am about to take you home and fill your arse with my hard cock and all the cum you can handle and then some. BUT first i need to put this plug in your arse” Once you had done that and put yourself back in your pants we walked out to your car, where you proceeded to switch on the plug to vibrate mode via remote. It going to be a long trip home…..
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Ramblings
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Posted:Jan 9, 2022 1:01 pm
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2022 12:51 pm 3235 Views
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OK..... todays thoughts.
BDM hit the nail on the head about my thoughts on doing what i'm told on line.
For someone who had to fight to have an opinion ( long story there), in stead of being the obedient family member, who jumps when told and says " how high", i'll admit i do struggle with this, on top of being an Aussie and always having/wanting a laugh.
So yes in the chat room i have called BDM " Bossy britches", stamped my foot and walked off, but for the most part i do as i'm told.
Its a daily struggle.
Many times i sit there and say to my self " he wants me to do what " and i think... i'm sitting at my desk, this is not possible. But i make it work some how.
i'm happy to hear your thoughts.
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