Happy Birthday 🎉🎈 To Me
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Posted:Aug 15, 2023 10:56 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2023 7:52 pm 14184 Views
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Happy Birthday to me! I’m.a Double Leo!!!!!!!
Today I’m 62 And in my heart And mind I feel 30 yrs old
I don’t mind aging I just hate what it does To our bodies
The wisdom we gain Year after year Is priceless
Things don’t matter As much I’m able to choose Who I have in my life
Can recognize toxicity In others That’s a big One haha
I’ve lived my 62 years Good and bad And I’m still here
Happy Birthday to me! Debra
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Every day’s a lesson
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Posted:Aug 13, 2023 10:33 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2023 5:53 pm 13750 Views
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The winds of change Have provided So many lessons
The kinds of lessons That only real living Can bring
Real experiencing Real feeling Real joy And real pain To name a few
Putting self out there Taking the risks Hoping for strength Grateful for another day Of learning
Sometimes Feeling exhausted Feeling drained Feeling like the one Looking inside Of self
And other times Storms shifting Into bright Sun And calm ocean
It exists All of it Because I’m living It
Good Bad All of it As long as I can Grow I will learn………peace Debra
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Keep seeing triple 111 everywhere!!!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 8, 2023 10:46 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2023 4:11 am 14050 Views
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Lately, I keep seeing the number 111. I believe someone has been trying to tell me something.
This is what it means when you keep seeing that number:
Trust that everything fits together and everything is perfectly working together as a whole in the master plan.
Use your created amount of energy by serving something or someone greater than yourself. With your specific talents, you were meant to impact the world--or even someone special in a positive way.
When seeing the triple digits of 111 repetitively, It means we are being reminded that being true to yourself is the greatest gift you can give to the world.
When we understand our true self with awakened eyes, this is when you realize you have complete freedom. Freedom to live in your own light. Freedom to make your own choices, and the freedom to be uniquely you!
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Enigma.........................................
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Posted:Aug 7, 2023 3:18 pm
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2023 10:32 am 14349 Views
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Oh The wonder of it all The quiet voice still lingers inside me
The ever watchful eyes I feel bare down on me Even in the silence of His absence
I have tried to run a few times In my heart and in my head and yes, right down to my soul
But He doesn't let me run far reeling me back home into His arms
My fears He embraces My emotions He comes head on A gentleness And tenderness A stern direction I want to follow
The walls coming down More vulnerabilities More openness More wonder Why He is with me
I strayed far from the slave in me And now, she is called out again
The beast that roars inside of me I can not quiet on my own
The beast inside Him needs the beast inside of me too..........................debra
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Struggling…………
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Posted:Aug 3, 2023 4:51 pm
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2023 6:42 am 15016 Views
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As I take A strong hold Of His hand I’m also pulling Away at times
I feel like I Take two steps Forward Then three steps Backward
At times I Long to run toward Him And times I run away
Hiding in my Mental cage Safe From my vulnerability And yet Longing to give All of me to Him
I had forgotten The physicality is Easy and fun But the mental Part of submission Can be gutwrenching At times
The opening of the layers The surrendering of things I long to hold onto But He requires me to change To His likes Right down to the colors Of my clothes And how He wants things Done
Slavery means surrendering My mind, body, and soul The war is with my ego How much it took over Those years I cared for another
It had too Now, how do I get Back to where I should be Miss ya’ll! debra
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Who we are meant to be.................................
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Posted:Jul 12, 2023 4:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2023 10:25 pm 16440 Views
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May we all know The fire that burns deep within us
May we express it with divinity And raise our heads to the Universe
May we stretch out our arms And reach for the stars
May we not limit ourselves But allow each fiber of our beings To be Who and What we are
Knowing It is truly Who we are meant to be............................debra
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Here we are………….
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Posted:Jul 10, 2023 3:42 pm
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2023 10:59 am 17055 Views
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Here we are Master and I In one state And one home Living as our True selves
I cried today I knew it hurt Him He punished me More intense Than ever before I knew I had hurt us
Sometimes I open my mouth When I shouldn’t But I’m learning When and how To speak to Him
I cleaned the house With a sore bottom Tears in my eyes Shame in my soul
Today I learned That’s what matters And I thanked Him When He had finished
Today I grew………..debra
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At His Feet
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Posted:Jun 11, 2023 3:31 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2023 7:37 am 22674 Views
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At the Master's feet A very important place For me to be
It is in this action That total and unquestioned Trust has occurred Between Sir and I
Silently waiting for His instructions As He admires my place
Mentally and physically At His feet Knowing that at any time He has the power I give Him To destroy me But He doesn't
He has the same respect admiration For His slave And I know Though He may punish He will never harm me
Though He may discipline He will always tell me why first
I crave it Another seeing me this way Feeling me as I move Hearing me as I plead Capturing me when I least expect it
Where is my place At the Masters feet Debra
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The Ego Self And The Slave Self
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Posted:Jun 10, 2023 9:10 pm
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2023 7:50 am 23236 Views
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I am becoming evermore aware How much the Ego self Helps me in "Public Life"
It does not However, Have a place in my slave self
The ego self Handles business Life responsibilties And protects me from harm
The slave self Depends on the Master For all of that and more And yes, I have a voice And am asked for my opinion
Slowly peeling away the layers of my ego self Allowing the slave self to rise
It Is something I can't put into words You have to go through it To comprehend it
Lets just say It doesn't happen overnight And it is deep It is scarey it is euphoric
Been in training Been away But I feel more humble today Debra
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Learning
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Posted:May 26, 2023 6:52 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2023 9:16 pm 23581 Views
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Loving the thigh highs Heels too Loving the ecstasy That is You Learning so much In a very short time You always Blowing my mind Patience is key In Your reprotoire Sometimes You take me So very far I want to kneel And bow my head In gracious thanks As I’m led Debra
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