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Rose 🌹 and Sword ⚔️

My submissive mind

Preparations
Posted:Mar 23, 2023 6:43 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2023 7:55 am
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As I begin
Preparations
Hands and feet
Painted in His color
Heels the height
He desires
Shopping for lingerie
He admires
Lacy items
In colors of black
White or red
Thigh highs
To grace the legs
He so adores
No naked pictures shared
Taking it slow
Taking care of the basics
Helping me come out
A little more each day.

Mental surrender
Not being forced
Or pushed
Simply
Answering His questions
And He answering mine.

Already shown
He understands my grieving
And that would mean
My surrendering
And also letting go
Of my previous Owner
Not to be forgotten
Still doing what He required
After His death
Saying, “Do not let the slave die with me”. Debra
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Experiencing Each Other
Posted:Mar 22, 2023 10:10 pm
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2023 7:55 am
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His voice
Carries me
From one shore
To another

Crashing waves of warmth
Between my legs
When He speaks to me
He the flame
That sets me to flame
And melt into Him

What kindness
He has shown
That in my grief
He has flown
With me

And lifts me in His arms
And takes me away
Away from the storm

How I long to be taken
By Him
In every way He can
This special man
Who took my hand
And lifted me above the shaken sand
Debra
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Facing Your Demons
Posted:Mar 22, 2023 6:15 am
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2023 4:41 pm
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I miss the way
I was accountable
I miss the way
I could atone my sins
Repent what I had done
Or failed to do

There is something precious
In this manner of living.
A lot of it much like a
Monastic lifestyle
Except for remaining
A virgin lol

As I finally grew to understand
that I could tell Him
Anything
And He would listen
Hear me
Help me
With whatever demons
I was trying to deal with

I miss the ways
The ways that only a Master
Could understand. Debra
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twin flame
Posted:Mar 21, 2023 6:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2023 7:31 am
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Reaching out for something strong
Wondering will I get along
Will I sing my submission
making sure not to miss a note

Will I dance the dance of seduction
And will He be hypnotized and
mesmerized

In His eyes
Will I see the heat
The Predator
Coming after His prey

The rawness of it all
Going down to the core
to the core of all of us
That which is more animal
than human
More primal than civilized

Will my river come crashing down
Because He touched me without a sound
And I, could not contain myself

And will He be pleased at what
He does to me
The responses I give
Each moan, more real than
the last
Each scream a little louder
But always real. Always from deep
inside of me.
Will all this come to pass? Debra
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The Cure
Posted:Mar 21, 2023 9:00 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2023 6:50 pm
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Tantalizing thoughts
The Surrender of my body parts
Sets the flames inside of me
In motion

But if that were all I needed
It would be so easy
to cure the aching
Desires growing as
That part of me awakens. Debra
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My Puppy
Posted:Mar 20, 2023 8:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2023 8:41 am
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Even though I am unowned at present
There are many ways I still serve
Before Master died
I had purchased a Long Hair Miniature Dachie
We had lost 2 a year apart
And He was lost without His dogs
Her name is Rayna
And she brought Him
So much joy the last month
He lived
His eyes sparkled
And she breathed new life
Into Him
Now it’s just Us
And serving her
Is almost like serving Him
I myself have had Labs
But I knew He needed her
As much as He needed me
The bonds of love
Are not only human bonds
Their vastness
Is open for all of Us. Debra
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Digging........................................
Posted:Mar 20, 2023 7:00 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2023 8:42 am
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I sat on my back porch today
Gathering my thoughts and tasks
for the day
And I saw my neighbor 2 houses down
digging very diligently
I thought, what could he be digging for
And so deep
I then saw him carry something
and he placed it in the hole
It was his beloved dog
As sweat pored off him
He wept and filled in the grave
And I wept for him
As I know that grief well

For that entire moment
watching him
but he not knowing
I was watching him

For that moment in time
I left my own thoughts
and feelings, and felt
for someone else.

I went over and hugged
my neighbor......Debra
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Enigma
Posted:Mar 19, 2023 6:45 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2023 8:44 am
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When I bow down and kneel
What am I saying
Without words
Or eye contact

Time doesn’t change things
Like manners and reverence
For me, if I surrender my being
Into the hands of my Master
There is no higher position
He can place me

So whose really the slave?

They say don’t own too much
Or you’ll become a slave to your possessions
As He craves my intensities
And I crave them up to Him
Both equally receiving then, from the other. Debra
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My submissive Heart
Posted:Mar 18, 2023 2:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2023 8:45 am
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May I be precise
In the commands made of me
May I never assume anything
May I always remember
It is by His design
That I please Him
And in return
This pleases me

May I pay attention
To His wisdom
And not waste the lessons
Taught to me
By Him

But rather
Gather His words
As if Gold
Treasure Him

May I please Him
Sexually and sensually
For, that is why He chose me
It is an honor to bring such
Peace and love
To all that He desires…………Debra
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The early days……………..
Posted:Mar 18, 2023 7:24 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2023 8:56 pm
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She had never trusted
A living soul
She kept her secret thoughts
Within her mind
Which became The Vault
She wondered
Would it ever be opened
And what would One do
That found the key

It was blind faith
When he found her
He was lead by One Higher
And I knew His King well
No harm would come to me
And I wore the welts of His training
Very well

He told me all I have to do is follow
Without a blindfold
But still unable to know
His next move
Blind faith that would lead me
Into the unknown
And what a beautiful world it is

He opened from inside
Preparing me for what He would do
On the outside of His newly Owned slave
Debra
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