Stillness of Heart
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Posted:Oct 13, 2020 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2020 10:00 pm 7016 Views
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The winding wilderness of our daily lives are a constant. A constant bombardment of deciding what we are wanting for our realities in each moment. With craziness and absurdities that this life brings, is there time for stillness? The quiet, slight dullness and emptiness that reflection needs. Do we even care about our needs? Or will the stillness eventually overcome all there is?
~Ameena
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Fire
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Posted:Oct 12, 2020 7:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2020 9:53 pm 7407 Views
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Can we ever dance into the fire? Why must always run from it? Maybe, there is some happy medium? Finding out what fuels our desires, and being able act on them. Pressure of the unknown and our own demanding time lines. Where do we go from here?
~Ameena
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Potential
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Posted:Oct 8, 2020 9:01 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2020 9:01 pm 7603 Views
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You here this talk of potential.. Potential energy, reaching your own full potential. Or, not date someone’s potential but date who they are. Yet, who’s say it’s only potential. What about motivation? What about feeling alive? Feeling loved? Being a good human being? What about making a difference on this earth and doing the best you can with the time you have??
~Ameena💕
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When?
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Posted:Sep 29, 2020 7:29 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 9:50 am 7088 Views
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Is there ever a convenient time to change? A time to start over? To close a chapter and start anew? Is convenience just a concept? No matter what it is you decide to change, you will still go through the discomfort and the uncertainty of this process. So when..... When will you decide to make the change that you so desperately need to make? When will you make your choice?
~Ameena
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Alternates
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Posted:Sep 28, 2020 8:10 pm
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2020 7:24 pm 7293 Views
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What if? What if your life was a lie? What if your dreams were not yours? How do you really now what you want is what YOU truly want? Why does emotion have to cut so deeply? Especially during the pivotal times of growth? Why must we always ask questions?
~Ameena
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Do You Ever Leave?
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Posted:Sep 27, 2020 9:59 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2023 3:22 pm 7250 Views
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Going round and round in this constant cycle. When does this torture end? Every year when my birthday passes I wonder, will it ever stop? This evolution of trials and errors and supposed lessons to be had...to be learned? To make my life better? What if my life was better before everything happened? Or, was it just an illusion? Was it being naïve think that there is still goodness left in this world? That there is still a great love be had? Great places be? actually make a difference? Or is it just damaged people that have survived the the constant carousel that is this life just trying get by with the minimalist amount of effort hoping just not fall of? When do you ever leave?
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Loud Silence
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Posted:Sep 26, 2020 9:16 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2020 11:51 am 7581 Views
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Thoughts enter and exit my mind. Randomly drifting from one extreme to the other, as if being on a constantly swinging pendulum. There is a bleak silence that fills the cracks of time in between. Are thoughts the enemy? Or is the culprit the time spent on those thoughts? For each passing thought, the silence gets stronger.... Louder still. Till there are no thoughts left. Emptiness and silence.
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Lying Down
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Posted:Sep 24, 2020 8:25 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2020 5:36 pm 8507 Views
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Lying Down
As I lay here the ground... Unable move. They dry air hurts my throat. I feel the uncomfortable straps that are hurting my sides. I am forced ponder my existence, my life's journey, my ever evolving vision of self. My sanity, where did it go? Being constantly bombarded by questions...Is this it? I mean, is this how I am suppose leave this world? Tears are falling down my face as my lips quiver with sadness and fear. Why did I not see the signs? They were plain as the sun burning brightly down hot sand in this dry, dusty and parched earth that is beneath my sleeping bag. As sweat and blood drip from my face I ask myself why, why does it matter? Why does it matter that I live? Will it truly make a difference? The sun will always rise and fall. Humanity will always continue on with our without . If I don't make it, who will notice? Who will care? Shouldn't I be at least the tiniest bit concerned? I'm soo tired though. Tired of fighting. It's hard fight when you feel you have nothing fight for.
By AMeena
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Monday
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Posted:Sep 21, 2020 10:00 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2020 6:55 pm 2517 Views
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In the past I have always enjoyed blogging here. And later I have got the blogging bug again.
So why blog? Because I can put thoughts on a post...
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I missed a whole decade here
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Posted:Sep 20, 2020 7:58 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 9:50 am 2763 Views
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But it is good be back.
Should I begin with a story of how my creation on here changed my life in so many ways? Or should I just begin where I left off in 2009.
I think I will just start from September 2020.
Well it started as a life style then it I started to draw and it finally went Hollywood.
GasmaskGirl seems so relevant now in 2020 since we all need to where masks.
In 2007 it was a fantasy. However; much has been a reality. And, it all started here while traveling the world.
Well let us hope we can have a future that is minus an airborne virus.
GasmaskGirl
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