Castration...yes I'm interested!
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Posted:May 14, 2017 2:30 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2018 3:33 pm 2988 Views
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One tranny's experience...
Mentally & Physically - The testosterone blocker made it very difficult to achieve an erection. Despite what I have read other places, I never had a lower sexual drive or desire. I just wasn't able to do anything about it. My sexual drive was still strong but I rarely felt fulfilled. It was difficult to become erect but it was sometimes possible. The orgasm becomes much weaker and mildly refreshing yet extremely un-fulfilling.
A man's orgasm weakens to level's that re-enforce their ideas of inferiority. The chemicals have great impact on the orgasm. An orgasm which was once a 'rocket shot of sperm' will slowly turn into a somewhat hard/somewhat limp cock that has only a drizzle of pre-cum.
Using hormones and testosterone blockers for prolonged periods creates some permanent changes. Oddly the drive still exists though.
I can also tell you it created a deeper somewhat spiritual connection as it will for you and your slave. Chem/Cas is not bdsm 101 stuff. It's a little deeper and a touch more extreme. It brings a taboo feeling that really enhances the connection between Domme and slave. Not sure about the Domme but the slave feels this constantly. It is very rare and nobody in the outside/vanilla world is aware. It allows you to share a secret with your Domme that nobody else in the world knows. It's hard to explain, It secludes you from the rest of society. (somewhat similar to those wearing chastity in public) but that awkward feeling feels great. It's a secret that nobody will ever understand so you keep it to yourself and Mistress. It helps create a very deep bond and greatly helps in advancing one's true slavery.
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Another Thought About Service
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Posted:Apr 15, 2017 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2018 3:35 pm 2902 Views
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The deeper a FemDom delves, the greater the depth of a relationship. If it doesn't start from a relationship, the roots will be too shallow to grow. Talk about things, other than sexual things. Your skills, arts, loves etc. A true Domme will desire to develop all of you... there is true Power in that.
"He's a really fine artist, let's Me show you his studio" becomes even more a source of pride when in Her mind She is saying," and its because I own him heart and soul." ImpressHer friends with your wit or cooking skills? Say he is a skilled gardener. Create an arrangement for Her so She immediately tell her friends and you can always envision how you both felt by Her reaction.
Service...it's not always sexual.
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Fodder
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Posted:Apr 26, 2016 4:04 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2017 2:31 pm 16268 Views
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I am sure I already know the answer, but why do some people, Dom and sub, visit My profile almost daily, but never email, comment... nothing? Is what they see or read here just fodder for wanking?
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The Age of Internet Domming
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Posted:Mar 3, 2008 12:36 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2017 2:32 pm 34634 Views
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The beauty of the internet....a wealth of knowledge at the touch of a key. In regard to this lifestyle, what it teaches you is that dominating and submitting is easy and almost always fun. All you need to know are the buzz words, the key phrases, and when to say them. Anyone can assume a false online persona, simply by knowing the right words to say. Submissives who have only recently discovered or decided to pursue their sexuality are, as a rule, so sexually and emotionally needy for control, any kind of control, that they fall right over if you assume a stern, forceful demeanor in their cyber-presence and issue the sort of orders that you read about in S/M magazines.
It's incredibly easy to dominate someone from a distance. It's so easy, in fact, that many Dom/mes who are not genuinely dominant have discovered that if they put on their stern and pony show, they can have as many no-strings-attached online slaves as they like. The problem comes when such "dominants" begin, as they often do, to believe their own propaganda, even though they've never had any experience in controlling anyone in real life. Eventually, they think that dominating someone in real life is identical to the virtually effortless fantasy play that is conducted online or over the phone.
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Adjusting the sense of self
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Posted:Nov 9, 2007 5:11 pm
Last Updated:Jun 10, 2019 2:26 am 29988 Views
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The submissive should realize that initially, in early stages, he is serving himself. Fulfilling his images, fantasy and desire... which too often seem to be needs. When he is considered by a Dominant, he must be willing to set aside and control that old sense of self and not delude himself into thinking he is prepared to serve Her, by continuing to serve himself.
This is not easy. The mind does not quickly change. A conscious forty days to change a habit, but it is necessary and can be accomplished by concentrating on the pleasure of the Dominant, and even more so by witnessing the growth of Her confidence and power while feeling the diminishing of your own sense of anxiety to be this or that, do this or that.
It is a slow and subtle dance. A deep beauty and underscores the futility of thinking/desire to meet "Someone" and immediately be Her submissive. It is a slow, sometimes frustrating, but sensual and true feeling of growth of Her power as She sees the him sinking to his place, and the submissive sees Her flourishing in Her dominance.
The old submissive serving himself is barely remembered as the slave finally surrenders to his true Mistress.
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Enjoy...
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Posted:Oct 25, 2007 4:31 am
Last Updated:May 18, 2016 12:50 pm 29647 Views
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To Enjoy is not always to take. Often with a submisive, it means to sit back, empty of the little judgements and evaluations of our day to day life and rejoice in the pleasure and wonder of a nude boy on his knees before his altar. Lost in the revelry of his place. It is a journey of two, to some far away escape. A place that is neither an expensive nor rare nor tedious voyage. It is reached simply by remembering how to Enjoy.
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Service.....
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Posted:Oct 21, 2007 8:00 am
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2018 3:36 pm 30883 Views
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A little something about SERVICE. I never fail to be 'tickled pink' when I see how satisfying routine daily chores can be when performed to give pleasure to another. Making dinner, scrubbing a floor, running an errand, raking a yard can take on an almost "Zen-like" concentration and loss of time when done with the eyes of one's Domme in mind.
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