4 more rings
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Posted:May 22, 2008 12:09 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2008 1:41 pm 9956 Views
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All went well yesterday and I am now the proud owner of four more piercings! ~laughs~
In fact it was much easier than having my first two done, for some reason I was much more relaxed this time and seemed to cope with it a lot better. Ok perhaps I do know the reason, if you have read my profile you will know that I class myself as a switch as opposed to a Dominant, that is becasue I was sub for many years and still don't want to kill off that part of myself even though I hadn't subbed for over 6 years. I can't say that in all honesty now as I did sub the other weekend! So I think that maybe becasue I had let my sub side out I could cope better with the piercing.
This However does not mean that I am no longer Domme, I am still now and will always be predominantly, Domme! That is who I am and it is not going to change, I have nothing to prove in any part of my life and personality and I am now able to increase my awareness as a Domme through my sub side to one and one only!
Ok back to the piercings - As susan drove me over to Reading I was getting more nervous every minute. I kept thinking to myself that I may not be able to go through with all four and end up only getting two done. We got there eventually and as soon as I arrived Adam (the piercer) relaxed me totally. Well to be honest I would get pierced just to see him, he is gorgeous, and so calm!
Susan sat with me and talked about what we were intending to do and Adam marked me out with pen, then he started. The first one I hardly felt, but by the time he did the fourth one I had left a lovely set of nail marks across susans hand, a wonderful added benenfit!
Today susan is going to do a mock up of the device I am going to have made so we can see how well it works and iron out any problems. I will let you know how it all goes.
Oh I will add a photo later.
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Piercing and chastity
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Posted:May 21, 2008 1:22 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2008 11:39 pm 9972 Views
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Well as you all should know I keep susan locked in a chastity belt, I am now hoping to try something myself.
I already have two piercings in my labia and I am hoping to get four more done today (if I dont pass out or slap the guy piercing me!)
I am then going to lock the rings with padlocks until I can find somewhere to make the design I have come up with in hypo allergenic metal. Unfortunately the company I was going to use no longer exists so it is a matter of finding someone else.
Off to get my piercings done now will let you know how it went later.
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e-stim try out
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Posted:Feb 19, 2008 1:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2008 8:01 am 10008 Views
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Well we got round to trying out the new e-stim today. I do love it, such fun to have susan tied down, she really wasnt expecting it as I was just playing with a butt plug and she didn't know that I was using the one attached to the e-stim.
I got her nicely tied and blindfolded, and I found it so wonderful as I could punish her for crying out in a not so feminine voice as I pressed the manual button on the e-stim.
took a few pics of her on my mobile and sent them to a couple of friends which ammused me somewhat as susan kept wanting to know who I was sending pics too! the more she asked the more pics I sent, she learnt!
I am still trying to get her to take a 70mm diametre butt plug but she is struggling, we will have to keep trying and work up to it as we did with the 50.
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Ponderings and desires
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Posted:Feb 16, 2008 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2008 12:06 am 9731 Views
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Well it has been a while since I last posted and several things have hapened, most on the non-exciting side unfortunatly!
I have managed to spend a fair amount of time with susan over the past couple of months although the more I am with her the harder it is to return to vanilla life afterwards.
susan has been buying and making new toys for us to try out and has also spent some time with a close friend of ours who makes Chastity belts her in the UK. I have to admit that I am not used to her being away from me and I do not like the fact that I cannot tell her to come over at any given moment, but I do know that spending time in Sheffield gives her the chance to learn new skills and techniques to make more interesting and exciting toys.
I have been for over a year now trying to find the right man for susan as I want her to know what it is like to fucked by a real man and not just by me with my strapon. I have spoken to and met a few men, none of which I have considored to be right. I think it is because all the people that I have played with have always been friends first and then play partners afterwards. The friendship was there before anything else and I was never looking for a play partner in them, I just find that if you can be friends it is so much easier and I do not like one-offs as I find that I need to have time to find out exactly what works with each person.
Right now I want to be with her so I can see her in her new red boots, dress her in stockings and a gorgeous thigh length skirt with a petticote or two, bend her over her kitchen table and strap her too it. She would of course be blindfolded and gagged with headphones on so she knew nothing of what was happening around her. Then I could just go and relax in a bath knowing that she was going nowhere. In truth I wish I had found the right man to fuck her then I could just sit back in front of her, having removed her blindfold so I could see her reaction in her eyes, and watch as she gets truely fucked for the first time. God she is so beautiful and I am so frustrated right now!
I have added a pic this time of some of one of the things that susan has made over the years. I hope that you will like it.
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Fate again! ~sigh~
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Posted:Dec 1, 2007 12:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2008 2:19 pm 9451 Views
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I always think to much about what I should write in this blog. Like I said I will not elaborate so you can understand what my life is really like, but then I wonder if anyone will actually want to read it as well, I am still a wife and mother and I still have the everyday things to do like housework and shopping. Having said that I still find myself walking round Asda thinking about how lovely it would be to have susan chained and bound and to fuck her like a woman ~grins~. I find that always makes the weekly shopping just a tad more bearable!
I have found myself thinking more about what it would be like to be a real man (not of course that I would ever want to be one) and for susan to be a genetic woman so we could both feel what it is like for the other one. Although I can use my harness and a dildo on her it still obviously does not give me the full sensation as it would to have my own cock. The thought of susan knowing what it feels like to be fucked as a genetic woman is something that I wish could happen but she does at least get some idea.
I was planning to arrive at susans house sometime this morning and make her pay for her friend being there the other day and ruining my plans, but yet again fate has got in my way. susan is unwell, I was suffering from a bad cold earlier this week and being a generous Domme I seem to have given it to her, so once again my plans are going to waste.
On the subject of a sick sub (and when I say sick I dont mean in the good sense of the word) how should a Domme deal with a sub who is ill? For my part I spent my time looking after her as she is of course one of the most important people in my life (second only to my and level with my hubby). It may appear that I am not being very 'Domme' by looking after her but even without the D/s I love her totally and never want to see her ill or upset.
Lets hope all the lemsip I gave her today will make her better for tomorrow.
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dissapointments
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Posted:Nov 29, 2007 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2007 2:33 pm 9285 Views
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I was really looking forward to today, I had the whole day from droping my off at school to collecting them this afternoon to spend with susan. I didn't have any particular plans but I did want to make use of my new strapon belt (see picture) that I got from the BBB the other week as I have been teasing susan with it for nearly two weeks now.
I took my time getting there as I knew that she would be waiting for me. When I arrived there was another car parked in the driveway, I couldn't beleive it. susans friend who sometimes stays with her had been in the area and decided to pop in and say hello ~sigh~. I made polite conversation with him for an hour or so discussing his g/f's ex hubby problems then tried to subtly make the point that we wanted time alone but to no avail.
So after four hours and no luck I went home, annoyed and feeling more than a little peeved.
susan will have to make it up to me big time this weekend.
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