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Dramas
Posted:Dec 21, 2023 4:30 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Taking a review of where you have got to, whether you think you have made progress or not is useful. That 'step back' to consider developments is important. Drift is to be expected, the process is not only non- linear but highly dynamic and what starts off going in one direction will frequently broadens out in a multiplicity of potential directions. Unlike the Solar system there is not natural gravity to hold things in a set orbit, Indeed that is often part of the fun, the 'gravity' is created, maintained and enforced, at times it is necessary to accept something must leave your orbit of influence in order to maintain a meaningful balance and prevent unnecessary dramas from getting out of hand. The variation of desires and the variety of ways and means can in of itself distract and focus is lost. I am currently taking my own advice!
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Spurious Lover
Posted:Dec 20, 2023 12:17 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Sometimes we discover,
what is better left unknown,
for instance a spurious lover,
who leaves a heart cold as stone.
At first all seems genuine,
things move along quite nicely,
it feels like a golden time,
but truth hurts so precisely.
Ah; just a passing phase,
soon we will recover,
cold heart will surely rise,
No thanks to a spurious lover.
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Sub - Stance
Posted:Dec 20, 2023 11:19 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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As someone requiring discretion I recognise I am a potential target in some respects, without wishing to be paranoid! - Great song that, I will always be cautious and check out those who contact me, or respond to my own efforts, nothing is a given.
I consider it odd when a sub 'bites' back unless they ahve stated that's who they are.

Regarding - The Legend of Hockentepp - to be clear it is good to restate this is purely from my imagination, I have not seen, read or experienced any of the events portrayed, nor indeed do I have any particular desire to do so. My mind is my no limits play room where I can allow my imagination full rein.

As for today was inspired with some new ideas for poems, if it follows the usual line I might get one out of it, but I only post rough drafts on here, mostly of ideas I have set aside for one reason or another, occasionally I do try and craft them further but generally they stay undeveloped or at least under developed. One always hopes that anything shared is of course enjoyed at some level.
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Finding that connection
Posted:Dec 18, 2023 3:51 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Still working on it, it looked promising and then I asked a question, suddenly all faded into 'radio silence' so should I be glad or sad? Who knows, I certainly don't. A near miss or two I guess is not so bad, one in particular, continue to wait patiently for that demure and deferential woman who is actually the real thing, gets what is going on and wants to partake.
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Slow day
Posted:Dec 17, 2023 4:31 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Spent a lot of time on and off here today, bit of a slow one. Took advantage to review some of my attempts at poetry and sent a couple off to the editor. None fantasy or erotic ones that I'm attempting to put out in my vanilla life, A vanity project of course, which I'm enjoying immensely. I do love spell checker on here, really helps my dyslexia.
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Fakes and Flakes
Posted:Dec 17, 2023 9:09 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Funny how when you ask a simple question it is either ignored or evaded.

I'm sure there are real people on the other end at times, but they are not genuine, in other cases of course there is a simple mismatch of expectations over reality or opportunity. If your contact/connection is in a far away place and they start to ask for money so they can join you. I think I would be very wary of that, well I know I am, and simply would not contemplate it. What's more even in cases where it seems probable that the person is genuine, I must reflect on my own reality and ability to meet expectations and so on, as one recent profile, it is important to be honest with yourself, otherwise how can you be honest with others? My profile states clearly my situation, happy to respect that few genuine people will find it an acceptable match.
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The Legend of Hockentepp
Posted:Dec 15, 2023 6:28 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Now where were we?
Oh yes Elena was in a spot of bother.
We'll skip a bit of the story just to move on a little quicker.
Elena is now in some sort of spacious room, head covered and now completely naked.
Buzzing around her brain are the words whispered in her ear a while back, and she was determined not to give in. She now assumed that Hockentepp was her captor, she did not waste her breath with pointless shouting or demands that were not going to be met, or at least not with a positive result form her perspective. Testing her restraints, she realised she was going no where.

'You will do as I say' was spoken calmly with a well clipped accent that was difficult to distinguish in origin, could be from anywhere, but clearly well taught/ learned. The journalist in Elena was working overtime to rationalise her situation and try to keep calm. She shook her head in the negative, her gag would not allow any speech. The bag was removed from her head but she still couldn't see through the blindfold, but her hearing was now sharper and she thought she detected more than one person in the space.
'You WILL do as I say, the emphasis on 'Will' was gentle. assured and confident.
She shook her head in the negative.
'Very well'

Her hands were bound at the wrists and tied behind her back - not uncomfortably, but irresistibly so. He pulled on the bonds forcing her arms upwards and her body to angle downwards, the 'seat' if that's what it was had a well placed protrusion that slipped into her, she felt it's ribbed sides as it penetrated her anus, this was not going well. It got worse once forced into position the seat tipped forwards making her bend double, her body was supported by some form of strapping as she was hoisted off her feet.

''I'll leave you for a while, give you chance to reflect. there's is only one way out, and that is to submit. She became aware that there was another captive as he moved away, he spoke to someone else.
'You ready?' - she heard no response at first, guessing the captive was gagged, then came the question again.
'You ready?' she heard a girls panting, gasping response. ' Yes, yes' the voice tired resigned, indicating total submission.
The voices went low and she could not hear the rest of the conversation, but it was clear that the captive woman/girl was being released from the worst of the constraints, as the whispered thank you, thank you sir, thank you so much for your kindness sir. Elena wondered how long that had taken.

He spoke again, this time a little louder. ' See that wasn't so difficult was it now?'
No sir. Sorry sir, thank you sir.

Elena felt his presence again, he fondled her breasts and massaged her nipples . with a n idle indifference knowing she could do nothing to stop it. He bit seemingly playfully each nipple then clamped each in turn. The hoisted Elena a little higher, the body support taking her weight to ensure that the he anal spike stayed in place, she heard a soft whirr and felt it rotate very slowly, then it stopped.
'I'll leave you to think about that, as well'

And think she did, her journalistic instincts continued to work hard as she committed as much to memory as she could sense of her surroundings, yet ever few minutes she was reminded of her predicament as the the soft whirr kicked in and the ribbed spindle rotated slowly and began to push deeper and be withdrawn and then back deeper again.
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Delusions of granduer
Posted:Dec 14, 2023 6:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2024 11:11 am
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So, I was looking through the magazine. 'How to be a dictator' just the other day, being dyslexic words like dictator that often look a little different, and can take some working out. So quite slowly and I thought if there's a dyslexic female sub out there and she's practicing h - o w - t- o b-e a dic taker well that could work on some level don't you think? Anyway it said being delusional was only a marginal disadvantage. for anyone with plans of world domination but essential for anyone who wants to 'run' a country/territory, Who would have guessed that eh !?

So I'm off just now to practice my best delusional face.

Have a nice day

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Time - Time - Time
Posted:Dec 13, 2023 2:37 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 8:7 pm
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Having the head space to indulge in your fantasises and desires is interesting, I suppose you could put it under 'self discovery' but I have been self aware of my inclinations for a very long time. Having the time to try and find a way to explore these desires is great, it is a very patient process as I search for that one very special person, that very special female sub, who is most likely UK based already. Today maybe I will give some consideration to actually typing up the second extract, but do stories belong here? Can't write it down as discretion a 100% need, so it has to come out as I think it - or in this case re-re think it. In the meantime a walk in rain for supplies is the next on TTD list.
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