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Posted:Dec 12, 2023 4:24 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Useful to think about those, the obvious one is actually money in some form, depending on your aims and intentions, perhaps a car and ideally a space/place, but if you don't have some of those it's not all bad. Time and opportunity are the most valuable resources. The lack of those have been the cause of my waiting until I retired before looking to pursue my latent and suppressed desires.
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Scammers and so forth 2
Posted:Dec 11, 2023 11:57 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Been to busy to post, got a 'fish' on the line. Proper little scammer, happy to say gone now. Must be something in my personality traits. get a lot of invitations to be dominated. I guess they didn't read the profile, flattering in one way, but not my desire or style. I maybe should message one or two and let them know, especially those who look more than once.
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Scammers and so forth
Posted:Dec 2, 2023 3:00 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Yeah, I know I haven't put the next extract up on Hockentepp, later maybe.

There are clearly some scammers, hackers and possibly blackmailers on here, not to mention those seeking the 'Golden Sponge'. Also there are the created accounts for entertainment that you agree to in the small print, designed for their amusement and to keep you paying. Somewhere on here there are some real people, genuinely looking for someone they can play with, be with or just hang out with. I mentioned the 'Golden Spongers' those who disguise their disingenuousness really well, they are of course practising their craft, to some degree they are meeting a need, so for those who are happy to engage, no judgement here. As long as you know and it;s consensual. all are getting what they want, then all can be happy.

I have worked out that what I want is a Muse, a plaything, someone who needs to be trusted and can be trusted, whose discretion is a way of life, and accepts what is, is, happy in their own space and equally happy to share that with the right person.
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The Legend of Hockentepp
Posted:Nov 28, 2023 3:27 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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This is pure imagination, never happened ( as far as I know) new allegory or truth to it all. just for amusement. Everything is fictional. I'll add as I can over time, but it's not intended to be a long tale. Slow typist.

Elena Karpinski sat at her desk, a very serious investigative journalist she had been tipped off a while back about a man known only as Hockentepp . The file on her desk was very thin, comprising of one page of A4 paper with not much more than the name a suspected major player in money laundering and perhaps drug trafficking.
A series of suggestions as to nationality. based it seemed on complete guess work. No picture, a very limited description of a man probably around 6ft. Caucasian, brown hair to greying aged at least 60. Not a lot to go on except at tip from her source that he was in this town or nearby, involved in some sort of deal, it gave a time and place as possible. Elena emailed her colleagues to let them know she intended to try and spy out the location before alleged meet in a few days time. That was her first mistake.
She drove out towards the spot, parked the car far enough away so as not to be seen from the area, neatly placed beneath a small group of trees, far enough off the road not to been seen unless you really cam looking, and began to walk the rest of the way.
She never saw him, his burly arms were around her and a hand over her mouth before she could react.
When she woke she had no idea where she was. she knew she was in trouble as she was shackled to the end of a bed, sat on the floor, thankfully still fully clothed.

A while passed and then she heard someone coming towards the door. Shouting to be let out, not expecting a positive result, just wanting to get attention and maybe a drink of water, her mouth was dry and tasted a little of chloroform.

The man who walked in was big, tall, burly, she assumed it was him who had kidnapped her. He was dressed in Khakis and wore a balaclava with only slits for his eyes. He was carrying some cuffs, chains and padlocks. This is not good she thought.
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Control
Posted:Nov 28, 2023 2:52 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Analysing responses and my own perception of replies and profiles is informative.

I seek control, but not through fear. No judgement here, if fear is what works for you then crack on. For me it's about that special person wanting to surrender control, not needing to have it wrested or be forced. Just sweet surrender to the joys of being totally under another's control. That can start at any time. meets can come later.

That's all for now.

Just waiting.

Message me if you can. I not fill out your profile in detail, including your kinks etc.

UK probably best, message with anyone who wants though.

N4ONO
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Dreams' Oases
Posted:Nov 27, 2023 4:29 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2023 2:31 am
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And while I'm being patient for the right sub I can amuse myself.

Dreams’ Oases.
She lay in darkness, mind alert, attuned,
Excited by possibilities.
Any thought of rest or sleep evading her,
Waking dreams claiming her their own.
Bound by spells of deeper understanding,
Her heart sharing the rhythmic paces,
To the beat sounding in her ears.
Wriggling and writhing in the mind’s eye,
It played out her feelings expertly,
Towards darker skies and opportunities.
What boundaries might she cross to her goals,
Breaking down what remained unknown.
Relinquishing the state of control,
Immersing herself in dark dreams’ oases.

N4ONO
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Finding the fit 16
Posted:Nov 27, 2023 2:42 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2023 2:33 am
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Interesting I do get a lot of Dommes viewing my profile, despite the fact I am looking for a submissive woman. Must be something in my personality profile that aligns with that. It's cool, but I have no inner desires in that direction. I do however have a darker side for sure, while I don't lay this out in full, as I am kinky not cruel, I do have the capacity to enjoy experimenting on a willing subject in a consensual and safe manor.
Definitely enjoy the squeals when administering an appropriate 'punishment'

Cannot hide my situation, or feel the need to justify it, either you can live with it or not.
Not my problem. Finding that right connection will take time, that special person is most likely UK based, but doesn't have to be if they have freedom of movement.
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Finding the fit 15
Posted:Nov 27, 2023 11:06 am
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2023 2:33 am
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Some days you have to get those 'little jobs' out of the way before you can do what you want, today, no chance cold. wet, windy and horrible. Not as horrible as else where and it's always good to note how fortunate one is. I had hoped for an idea I had to develop into an interesting story to share, the walk was good, but the idea never took any real shape. Maybe another day. For now have to remain patient. Have had a couple of messages, get the impression they are not genuine. I generally reply to messages, it is courteous to do so, but as I've no further response to my very reasonable requests I take that as an indication they would like my email address for all the wrong reasons. Do have a great day, and if you are in your favourite place, play room, position. letting it all hang about I wish you great joy or at least release.
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Enjoying the day
Posted:Nov 25, 2023 2:16 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Today the weather is lovely, cold but dry not to windy here. Off for a nice long walk while I work on a short story, pure imagination not allegorical and just to let the creative juices, such as they are, flow.

Setting will be a fictional place and time etc. One of the main characters will be a Dom beset with trials and tribulations around his Kingdom. I might not share. Haha
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Finding the fit P13
Posted:Nov 24, 2023 11:18 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 7:43 pm
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Done the heavy lifting in creating most of the profile, refinements are always possible, especially as I look inside myself at who I really am. Where my particular 'power' lays and how it should be exercised. The match between greed and selfishness and the other aspects of my character.
Not a picture collector, but do like some of the photo's do keep posting.

N4ONO
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