You are irritating me!!
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Posted:Oct 9, 2014 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2016 9:17 pm 142808 Views
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Another evil torment.
Heard about on this on the internet, and always looking for more ideas 
It is no secret that I dream about devious anal torments being performed on me. The ones that 'scare' me the most are the ones that don't hurt... They are the ones that will itch or irritate. *shiver*
So imagine. Captured of course. Bound on my back on a love seat. My legs are bound spread and brought to each of the high corners of the seat. My knees are also secured. My arms around bound under my back and I have a very clear view of my spread and glistening cunny. I have a huge gag in my mouth, so not much noise is escaping.
The little puckered star between my ass cheeks is on display and at this very moment my Captor is gently painting all over my asshole with hydrogen peroxide. He dips the artists brush over and over. The tickle is torture enough, but it is what happens after that makes me put on a show.
It starts to bubble!!!!! Oh my gawd... And fizzzz!!! And then all that bubbling and fizzings turns to an itch.
An insane itch.
On my asshole. I can't even close my cheeks. So it feels like a hundred ants crawling all over my anus.
I wiggle, and I squirm, to no avail. I scream in frustration, but no relief. My asshole clenches and twitches.
My Captor watches me struggle. It is so itchy. My whole body twitches is despair.
Occasionally, when my sweaty struggles relax, he redips the brush and tickles my anus again.
I cry. Worse? The irritation cuses my glaring pussy to engorge with wetness. It dribbles, and sucks at the air. What a mess.
Mmmmm.
Gonna throw myself on a fence post now. Does anyone have any experience with this, or safe irritants to use on an anus, or pussy for that matter!?
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Ivory soap butt plug!
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Posted:Oct 8, 2014 3:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2016 1:19 pm 154924 Views
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Okay, I just read about this one!! Please tell me it is true!
Apparently if you carve a bar of ivory soap into a plug, dip in water and apply to the anus of a naughty girl, she will wiggle in stinging discomfort even more than figging!
How deviously simple.
And with the right person applying it, it could be very effective. Fucked with a soap plug, the irritated anal flesh getting more irritated as more suds are built up. The poor stinging anus trying desperately to pinch off the offending cleanser, but only causing more irritation with each anal spasm.
The longer it is in there, the more devious it becomes. Unlike others that wear off.
Yep, I can feel it now. I already know I would become more frantic with each removal and reinsertion. Dipped in water again, more soapy suds. Or multiple bars in different shapes. A dedicated and entertained Captor spending a leisurely time with this simple but irritating punishment.
The result? A red and swollen anal ring. Irritated and stinging. A congested little hole ready to massage a Captors rampant cock meat. Oh, and a clean little hole
I am dribbling.
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Why the name?
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Posted:Oct 6, 2014 2:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2016 9:40 pm 142332 Views
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I often get 'told' I have written my name wrong. A sub would write it 'sadistscloudnine'. Lower case. I on the other hand write it SadistsCloudNine!!! All those nasty capitols in there that suggest I am a Dom.
The truth is I am neither.
I do not prescribe to the master/slave/sub because I don't identify with any of those titles. Not that I don't repect them in their right, it is just not for me.
I am, simply put, a role player. My title if any would be Masochist. With a capitol M. As is my right to chose to have some control over my situation, my fantasies, and the outcome of those fantasies.
I know there are people out thir who prescribe to the Sadist side of these fantasies, and it is those people (men or women) I would love to communicate with.
I get accused, by none who have played with me, of topping from the bottom
*Sigh*
How incredibly annoying and frustrating to be told your fantasies are wrong, that you are asking for too much, or controlling too much. So does that mean the men that message me with versions of fantasies that just happen to fit perfectly with my own are actully submissives?! Odd.
Enough of the negative. Rant over.
Sadists! They are out there and they are not all Masters. Just as not all Masters are Sadists. I will take the Master who is a Sadist if he enjoys the activities that are in my fantasies
You will get the Cloud Nine aspect when you are able to explore your part of your sadistic fantasies with a true masochist. I may not call you Sir, and you may need to restrain me for most if not all activities, but you will get what I represent. Barring my hard limits, the rest is up for you to push.
I have met some wonderful Sadists. And they have added to the lists in my fantasies. I have also had some fantasies that were taken off the list after a real life experience. Not by any means the fault of the doer, just sometimes imagination and reality just don't jive.
I have met some Master, of which I have never uttered 'Sir' to unless my bits were in jeopardy. They too have added to my list of fantasies.
I love hearing about good Master/sub/slave relations. And I have many such friends. I hope to someday find a long term Sadist who will regularly tie up his captive for a workover
In the meantime, this is why my name is the way it is, and will remain. A 'dominant Masochist'. Yes, I suppose it fits. Me.
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Scientific Exploration
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Posted:Oct 5, 2014 9:14 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2016 9:40 pm 142868 Views
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He was ready. His subject prepared.
The girl was bound, her clitoris was isolated via a clip ring which held the labia and clitoral hood out of the way.
The object? To determine how long it would take him to become fully hard while vigorously scrubbing the exposed clitoris. In this experiment the subject would be gagged.
He began. His instrument was a hard bristled electric toothbrush. He sat comfortably, in light clothing, between the legs of his subject. He set the timer for 20 minutes. CLICK, and the toothbrush began to vibrate.
He applied it directly to the exposed clit and began to scrub. He noted that the subject strained immediately. And it didn't take long for the clitoris to swell and redden. His cock twitched mildly, but only to a mild thickness.
He continued, five minutes, and then he noticed a mild noise from the subject as the clit cntinued to swell. At this point the clit was very red, and twitched constantly. 10 minutes, and his meat began to tingle.
At 15 minutes he was surprised as the clit expanded to a large state and then the vagina squirted!! His cock hardened. He continued. For the last five minutes he noted a high keening, and a constant strain in his subject. The clit was shiny and raw, but remained full and protruding. His cock began to throb as he could hear the distress of his subject.
The vagina clenched and dribbled. The body twitched and shook.
At last the timer went off. His cock was rampant. Great experiment.
Tomorrow he would repeat the experiment, this time with the subject ungagged...
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Puckered hole torments...
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Posted:Oct 14, 2012 7:50 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2016 9:44 pm 160579 Views
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I spend copious amounts of time trolling the 'tubes' for videos of anal torments. It seems that the ones that get me all feeling like jello inside are very hard to come by.
The one thing that really turns me on is the one thing I seem to never find. Anal spankings, cropping, whipping, even caning. And when I do finally find something after hours of searching, it will be performed on a man, not a tied and helpless female...
I would love to see extended torment of that tender private hole. Hot wax dribbled, odd objects inserted, but most of all, just a good ole spanking right on that tight ring so it clenches and twitches from the stinging torment.
I can't even describe how slippery I get when I do come across a gem, a morsel, a tidbit of a video that focuses directly on that crinkly little hole and the cruel torment it is about to endure.
Please, if you have any suggestions, please forward!
Your very very anally fixated little corn thief,
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Velcro?
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Posted:Aug 27, 2012 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Feb 23, 2017 8:28 pm 161785 Views
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How I found myself in this situation is another story all together, but right now I am at a loss...
Right now I am tied up face down to a bench of sorts. My arms are down in front of me, my hands clenched hard into curled cramping fists. The bonds that hold me are too solid to budge.
My tits are bulging like balloons, a little purple I imagine, as they are each bound with elastic bands at their base. Each one swollen and hard and resting each on one side of my perch. My nipples are adorned with weights that seem to move on their own, adding to the agony of my milk jugs.
My legs are spread... far apart. Bound from the knee to the ankle in solid leather with no give for any form of movement.
Then comes the worst part. The bench is V'd where my crotch is. My angle is such that my crotch is resting on the V. And on that V is about 4 inches of hook velcro. The hooks are positioned perfectly under my now swollen clitoris. No matter how small a movement I make, my clit is scraped or poked or otherwise tormented by hundreds of hard plastic hooks.
My asshole has been filled with a large metal plug, and the girth is so large that my bottom feels in a constant state of spasm.
All this wouldn't be bad, except that in order to save my asshole from being cruelly zapped by the cattle prod which is position mere millimeters from my metal ass plug, I must mash my poor clit into the velcro hooks.
Any lapse in concentration will cause the cattle prod to release a jolt against the plug and into my full anus and send me twitching painfully down and scraping along the velcro. Believe me, I know. My poor clit is now swollen and even more surface area is being tormented by the plastic torture below me.
I am not sure how long I have been here, but my clit is feeling very swollen, very raw, and there is just no relief. I can feel my muscles trying to relax again, but the jolt from that prod makes me scream and cruelly hump my clit into the Velcro torture. I don't know how much more I can take...
I can hear him. Snapping pictures and taking video. Clicking away on his computer, surely uploading the photos of my predicament. Occasionally he comes over and spreads my cunt folds to check on the status of his sexual captive. Once or twice now he has used my ring gagged mouth as a means of release.
I am pretty sure he held that cattle prod against my anal plug just as he forced his cock into my throat. It sure didn't take him long to spurt jet after jet of cum into my belly as I screamed, twitched, and humped uncontrollably as he my throat. My belly feels queasy with the amount of cum he has forced me to swallow, and my throat aches.
He told me that though I have a pretty little cunt, his main interest is my tender anal passage. But waste not want not, so he has a couple of friends coming over later to help themselves to my vaginal tunnel.
Looks like it is going to be a long night for me.
My Mom always told me to never do door to door sales on my own. I should have listened...
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Rude, gaping and full of cum
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Posted:Aug 23, 2012 9:44 am
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2014 9:16 pm 160835 Views
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There is one thing that seems to make me really squirmy... the thought of finding myself bottom up, tied solid, and a bum full of cum. The thought that my poor violated hole is full of sticky cum and I can't even clean myself seems to make me shiver.
I imagine my captor back there, watching as my freshly violated bum twitches, clenches, and quivers even as it stays open in a rude gape with hints of his thick cock juice dribbling down my slit.
Left there, my sphincter muscles shooting spears of pain as they try and return to there previously tight state, wondering what will happen next. Feeling the cum dry in itchy streams on my anal and vaginal flesh, unable to regain any sense of humility.
At this point my pussy has remained safely untouched, which in itself is an insult to my female flesh. The blatant act of having ignored the part of my anatomy intended to allow pleasure to both sexes... and instead violate my tender bottom... is so humiliating. I am to be used... to fulfill his desires... all of them perverted, large, painful, and extremely humiliating...
Oh how I need a long weekend! 
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Perfect timing
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Posted:Oct 24, 2011 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2013 7:54 am 165997 Views
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Yes. Right this very instant would be perfect timing to have captured this horribly hormonal little wench.
It would hardly matter what you did to me at this time in my cycle. My pussy and breasts are in a constant state of tingling.
No matter how hard I were to try I would not be able to refrain from arousal.
A non-consent scene would be pretty hard to pull off when the second I am tied, helpless and left to deal with my predicament my wanton little pussy decides to dribble like a waiting for a bone. *cough*
It would almost be disgusting. Imagine myself having my bottom whipped and with each lash my pussy adds to the puddle below. Force a few fingers up my tight bottom and listen to me whine, whimper and beg, yet my pussy dribbles.
I am so sensitive right now that I can hardly wipe after a pee without trying to hump the toilet paper! And my nipples are driving me to distraction. They are hard, they tingle and rub against my bra. At night they catch the blankets. I wake up rolling my nipples in my fingers in irritation, and it is so distracting!
My clitoris feels constantly swollen, and yet I have been denying it any attention. It is my own little torment, denying orgasm to a clit that is begging to cum. We will see how long. Any bets? Whoever wins gets to choose my self punishment for giving in. I am aiming for a week, this will be night two.
I imagine myself spread for my "Tormentor". Spread in this state, for his perusal and inspection and ultimately for his sadistic desires. A pussy in this condition is ripe for so many torments. The flesh so sensitive, so swollen with desire, so... uncontrolled. I imagine how my pussy will clench and throb and suck at air as he inspects it. I imagine how my clit will dance under his touch, reaching out for any kind of stimulation. And I imagine how my asshole will try to shrink away from his gaze and insistent touch. All "His". Like a puppet as I watch from behind a mask. An observer in my own sexual deviation...
Wow, I am almost ready to give up before I have even started! Any bettors?
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Erotic Stories and tight little bumholes
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Posted:Oct 18, 2011 4:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2014 9:27 pm 165699 Views
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I love to write. I write poems and stories and even just notes to myself.
I have noticed a few people following my blog, and just wanted to be sure those same people knew about my erotic stories in the Magazine section of this site.
Currently there are two ongoing stories that I am working on, but I also have others that will be posted as time goes on.
Two of the stories that I think you would enjoy are Kelly's Undoing and Steve's New Toy. Take a peek and let me know what you think!
Writing allows me some amazing visuals. It helps me express myself and at the same time release some of the built up sexual tension in me. I am always aroused. I am really not sure there is a time in the day that if presented a thought that might be sexual that I don't think about sex, sexuality, and fantasies.
I am trying to expand my fantasies to maybe include some of the things I would have never thought to try. Enemas is one of those things. A couple of years ago I would have had that on my NO list. Now I'm not so sure. I think that is because I tried it on my own. I took my time about it and found that when I thought about being forced to take an enema, forced to hold it, then forced to expel it in front of an audience, it turned me on. Up until then I thought it was disgusting and definitely not for me. Now, with the right person I would be willing to try it.
So it has now been included in a couple of my writings just so I can get myself more used to the idea, and it seems to be working. Of course, anything anal and I seem to be a bit of a sucker for it
I haven't always been this 'anal'. I have always been very sexual, and remember the exact first time I ever had an orgasm when I was just a girl. I was amazed that I could cause myself that much pleasure and I am pretty sure my friends thought I died that summer!! But anal came much much later.
I had anal sex once with a boyfriend when I was 18, and it hurt so bad I was convinced that I never would again. I wouldn't even let him finish back there. As an adult, I did try again, and loved it, but my mate at the time really wasn't that into it, so it only occurred a couple of times. Since then the only time something has actually been in my bottom has been put there by yours truly.
I can't even describe the ache I feel to have my back hole handled and molested by hands other than my own. It truly is the biggest part of my fantasies, feeling that first contact that I can't control. It makes me have butterflies in my belly.
No one has ever cum in my bum. And here I am asking to meet a man who will do much more than that to that sensitive, very tight, almost practically virgin back hole.
Any takers? haha!
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A response to blog post "Quest for an abductor"
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Posted:Oct 16, 2011 3:17 pm
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2012 4:41 pm 163564 Views
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I opted to start this as a new blog post. I think that it is an interesting topic in human nature and our variety of ideas. I do want to suggest that this does not turn into an outlet to criticize anyone's ideas of their own sexuality, but instead might get some insight into the vast differences in what we are looking for. It is easy to get very passionate about our own desires, not just sexually, but in real life. I experienced that quite intensely after reading a post in an earlier blog post I wrote. My initial response was anger and a feeling of being very insulted. Hopefully my common sense and integrity have kicked in enough to not return with something equally insulting, as I am positive the 'poster' did not in any way intend to cause insult. He was just airing his opinion...
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lxforqu, I am not really sure how to respond to your post. My initial response to it was that it was an insult. I actually had to walk away from responding right instantly so I could reflect on what you are saying and give it 'due diligence'. Unfortunately, even then I find it quite, for lack of a better word, cocky.
"You don't want to be led and guided and (taught) to serve". I just want someone to fulfill my fantasies.
OUCH! Not only do I find that insulting to me, but it is insulting to the man who feels he wants to fill the other half of the role. Are YOU not out to fulfill your fantasies? Or are you purely out there to fulfill someone else's ideas of a great sexual time even though they don't come close to matching your own? Of course I am looking for someone who matches what I want. I am not looking to fit in to some preconceived idea of who or what I should be when I play out the role of a victim.
This is where I feel there is a large, cavernous gap between me and many of the people I have met.
I am a confident, successful, and yes, controlled woman in my daily life. I don't aspire to "serve" anyone, and I have never implied that that is something I am looking for. No, I am not looking for a Dom to teach me. I am looking for an EQUALLY strong confident man who wants to take control of a strong confident woman and use her.
So I absolutely do not give your "Top from the Bottom" any credence. In order to give it credence I would have to be interested in the typical BDSM relationship, and I am not. I have not projected that desire, and I have not asked for a Dom to conform in order to meet that desire. I am simply looking for an Alpha male who is excited about the idea of going head to head with an Alpha female and winning the battle.
There are things I would particularly like to experience, and there are particular things I would expect 'Him' to ask of myself. There would have to be some general rules and boundaries laid out ahead of time, but after that, control would be in 'His' hands.
Thor100 make a good point. Speaking about the involuntary aspect of a first meeting. That I could see as being a 'stepping on eggshells' moment, and I think that there definitely needs some relationship building before hand.
And I think that when I wrote my blog post, I failed to clarify the longevity of my fantasy and/or relationship with my role play partner.
Though I state I am not looking for a LTR, I am looking to build a relationship with my role play partner as long term play mates, friends, friends with benefits, etc. I just did not want to suggest that I am looking for a life long partner. When I find the man who I am willing to role play with, I hope that we can play over and over again. I will remain faithful within that relationship so we can build that required trust. I hope that clears the air a little.
The other unfortunate aspect of these sites is that it is truly 'Dominated' by the BDSM community. I find nothing wrong in this, except that the smaller communities are often ridiculed or called out as wrong simply because they don't conform to the 'norm'. I fall into that small category. I don't have a definite term to define who I am in the BDSM community, therefor I must not be given too much credit. Please do not think in any way that I am criticizing the community as a whole, it is just something that the minority has to deal with in any society.
So I suppose the reason my nick is not started with a lower case letter is because I do not consider myself submissive. I am extremely in control of my day to day life, I am confident in myself as a beautiful woman, coworker, lover and friend. I consider myself in the Alpha category. I am NOT looking for a Dom to serve. I am looking for a very strong Alpha male who will be inspired by the thought of controlling a very strong female, stripping her of her defenses and using her. Hopefully, he will be kind enough to incorporate some of the things I fantasize about while he does it.
I am not in any way interested in being a Domme, and get no feelings of arousal at having a 'sub' male trained to please me in that area. That is as foreign to me as asking if I am interested in participating in a scat fantasy. We each have our own fantasies, and we are entitled to those fantasies. We do not have the any right to ridicule or question the fantasies of others, but realize that they may not be for everyone.
I am more than willing to sift through the variety of fantasies and suitors, and flakes, lemons, and gems that are out there until I find the right man for me. What I am discovering is that though these feelings in me are very strong, I must not settle just to satisfy an itch.... it is not a cure, it is a badly manufactured bandaid.
He is out there. I can't wait to meet him in person
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