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BYAAAAAH

An account of my life. How I feel and what's going on

Stripping
Posted:Jun 1, 2007 6:26 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2008 3:58 am
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I have recently thought that maybe I should try to become a male stripper. Any thoughts on this. I just need to learn to dance and get some confidence and then I'll be shaking it up baby. Anyone know where I can learn this stuff in cape town
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Hmmm
Posted:May 14, 2007 1:04 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2007 1:27 am
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I wrote a whole bunch of stuff last night but my connection died and so it's not here. It was pretty philosophical. I'd lay some down now but I'm feeling a lot different to how I was feeling last night.

I have decided though that I want to meet older woman and transxuals though. Older women because I think they may be able to try and tame me. Or it could be fun having them try. Also I reckon they're a lot more secure with themselves and will be able to express better what they like and what they want from me as opposed to the younguns who are always about pleasing me. Don't get me wrong, that's all nice and stuff but I get off a whole lot better when my lover is having a really good time too.

I got a book from a friend called Taoist secrets of love: cultivating male sexual energy. My buddy was telling me a little about it before he lent me the book. I dunno if it's real stuff but I'm a beginner martial artist so the idea of internal energies and the transmission of these energies is not a foreign concept. I am in fact inclined to lean towards them.

I'm only about 5 pages in and already it's pretty cool. Strange ideas like separating orgasm and ejaculation in men. Theoretically if you can master this, men too could have multiple orgasms. The extension of orgasm from pure genital orgasm to full body orgasms. I'll read more and post more later. Once I understand fully what I read, I'll be able to condense it down. I'd be interested if anyone has any experience with this kind of stuff. I guess it's almost tantric in a way but The author- Mantak Chia stresses that the Taoist sexual vibe is not tantric. they may seem similar he says but they aren't the same.
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BYAAAAAH
Posted:May 12, 2007 11:00 am
Last Updated:Jul 18, 2007 11:35 am
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Recently watched some Chapelle's show. That's where the Byaah's from. Anyway back to stuff. I've decided that now's the time to get my life and stuff on track. I'm looking for a decent job. It's taking time though. That aside, I've decided that it's time to take some initiative and start exploring the sexual thoughts I've been having but haven't really allowed myself to admit that I have. It's all taboo and "What would the people I know think" type vibe.

Now on to the admission. I like cock. I think cocks are reall fucking hot. I'd love to be surrounded by cocks. lick them, suck them, take them in my ass. The issue is I don't really find men attractive. I dunno if that's wierd or what. The desire to be fucked and suck cock but have no desire for men. In fact, the idea of sex with guys feels a little wierd for me. I sometimes think about it but a guys face doesn't turn me on at all. I do fantasise about holding another cock and doing wonderfully pleasurable things with it but I've never done anything. Hmmmm. I guess maybe I'm a little frustrated about it.

If any of you fine people who read this have anything to say please do. I really want to hear what you have to say cos it seems to me that this is the place people can go where they aren't judged or given lip for admitting their true desires to the world
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