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Actions into words

Accounts, experiences, some real, some fantasy....

Again....
Posted:Jun 12, 2018 2:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2024 9:25 am
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It had been a while.. a long while... i had wondered if I were finally ‘done’, if the last chapter had been acted out and the book closed.. but the story still curled up in my mind, biding it’s time.. waiting...   then the emails started to arrive...

Each mail with its tiny triggers, sending sparks through my being... some almost igniting, almost.. but I allowed them to fade and enjoyed the glow of a memory...  still they came...  simple, brief, instructions that eventually I had to follow...   You knew what worked with me, seemed to sink straight into my psyche....   as I read each missive my body warmed, desire flickered and slowly that wonderful mindset flooded through me....   

Of course this was never going to be enough.. once tasted the bliss is irresistible, at least the search to feel it once again is....    so... i’d followed the instructions...  days, weeks pasted..  intensity grew....  my hands on my breasts at regular times..  massaging, stimulating, squeezing, milking...  they ached and throbbed.. flesh tightened, I swear they grew, swollen, heavy....  finally the drops appeared...  beading on each nipple...  and I sunk back where I belonged......

It was unbearable.. the want, the need..  any fabric tormented my skin and my breasts strained against it....  and then the time came....  I was terrified, yet resigned...    my limbs trembling as I drove to the location....  breathe... breathe... 

I sat in the car...  i ‘shut down’ the doubts, the fears, the rational and walked in.... 

I couldn’t look at You, I shut my eyes and You knew....  the blindfold was fastened, comforting, focusing....  then my tits were freed.. I sighed at the bliss of their release...  Your fingers burning the flesh as You caressing, nipples taut..  Your mouth soft at first exploring, licking, suckling... suckling.... fuck... i’m Sinking.. deeper, deeper... Your mouth on my nipple tugging an invisible cord through my core to my clit...  my cunt is wet...  my eyes fill with tears...  I whisper ‘ please, please! Please......’

I feel You smile as Your hand cups my cunt and You lead me...  ‘what is it you need?’ You murmur...    ‘ I need to be on You.. I need You in me, I need to belong...’

I stand, feeling You move, hearing You undressing then taking my hand as You lie back on the bed....    ‘you may take what You need’ I hear You say.....

I crawl onto the bed... rubbing my skin over Yours, the heat so intense... breasts pressed to Your thighs, Your groin, Your chest...  my lips hungry, grazing over You, trailing, finding a path...Kissing....  mewling in pleasure.. mind dizzy...  straddling Your hips grinding my wet slit over Your hard cock, rubbing myself frantically onto You, smearing my arousal over Your groin, Coating You in me....

I raise my hips and guide my cunt entrance over Your cockhead...  gaspling loading as I sink down onto Your shaft.. my cunt quivering in delight... arching my back, straining to my nipples to reach Your mouth as I ride shamelessly .....    Your mouth, eager, feasting....  and i’m Cumming....  fuck, I’m cumming..  no stopping it, no control...  sobbing, shivering, breathless hot wet mess........      collapse.....    home....
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A Lesson learnt, Part 2... His good girl....
Posted:Apr 14, 2018 3:01 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 3:13 am
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... i lay on the bed, aware of her writhing next to me, dildo in her cunt, her face smeared with my cumjuice.... she was fidgeting in her loose bindings, I looked over to You nd You smiled... You murmured ‘rest there’ and walked to the bathroom... i heard the taps turned on, heard You moving about then coming to me, taking my hand, leading me to the dark bathroom.... the bath hot, full of bubbles, I laughed in delight as You guided me in... ‘stay here, don’t get out’..... you left the room closing the door behind You and I lay back... no light save for the line under the door...

The water soothing... my limbs relaxing.. skin pinkening... eyes closed, i relaxed and listened.... it was quiet at first.. I could hear slight movements... then a moan, a women’s noise... a slap, hand on flesh, a gasp... a growl ‘deeper’... a gagging, wrenching grunt then a intake of breathe... bodies rearranging... a rhythmic motion... panting, pounding.... she cried out... a primal howl that could of been translated as both pain and pleasure.... then silence....

The water was cooling, my body adjusting to the temperature.... i could hear You speaking low and her laughing a little, movements as if dressing then a door opening and closing... i waited...

You entered the bathroom ... dim light flowing in and lifted a towel, motioning me to stand and wrapping it’s softness around me.... You were naked now and You caressed my skin with towel, following the fabric with kisses from Your lips.... i shivered in pleasure and You lead me to the bed.... covers pulled down We climbed in, lights out... You held me close... arms strong.. whispering ‘you’re a good girl’ and my cunt melts... ‘My good girl’... ‘all for Me’.... Your hands are stroking, exploring and i’m Passive, open, relaxed... Your fingers slipping between my legs. ‘So wet little girl... so wet’... I whimper, head spinning... eggs falling open, hips rising to Your touch.. ‘don’t move’... i groan deep and low and fight to be still..... your mouth finds mine and You takeit in a kiss,, soft tasting of her still... then deepening, demanding.... pinning me down and pushing straight into my needy, dripping, wanting pussy.... i arch and writhe, taking You all... i feel my cunt clenching, gripping holding You tight... You pushing deeper... biting my throat.... groaning ‘Mine’..... and i cum..... my clit aching, cunt quivering, breathless, clinging tight, never wanting to let go.......
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A Lesson learnt.......
Posted:Mar 31, 2018 4:18 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2021 3:13 am
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I’d learnt some lessons, some mistakes I’d made, now I had another chance....    A new women, anonymous for now..  I didn’t really care ‘if she would like me or if I could please her’, this was for my pleasure, my discovery and for Your voyeuristic desire.....  

The scenario... as in a previous post ‘The Red Room’, a room with ideal ambience, warm, rich deep colour and fabrics...  low music... private... discrete...     I arrived last, as arranged...   You sitting in an ‘gentleman’s club’ old leather armchair and table but Your side, wine breathing, red, of course.....  I walk to You and Yout take my hand as I lean down to lightly kiss Your lips.... we smile, no words spoken....    i turn to the bed, she’s lying on her back, naked..  her wrists bound with a slender rope which was fastened to the bedposts...  her only bondage and the ropes had a little slackness to allow her some slight movements...  a blindfold around her eyes..  she was women... shapely, soft, smooth and although there was an air of trepidation surrounding her, I could tell she was happy ‘in her skin’, she had a body that deserved,and maybe even demanded attention.

I stood at the end of the bed and undressed...   my eyes on her, Your eyes on us both.....   slowly I sat down by her feet...   my hands touched and she jumped...  my fingers taking her feet firmly, massaging, my thumbs pressing, finding certain points of pleasure...  no hurry, no rush...  the heat from my fingers drawing heat from her skin...  i hear quiet mewls of pleasure....  feel her legs relax....    my hands feeling the energy we are creating.... 

Stopping, I stretch and slide my palms over her shins, onto her thighs, moving between her passive legs, opening them... i watch as her hips shift from side to side, as she raises her knees and exposes herself completely....

Behind me I hear You lift Your glass and sip Your wine, i feel You there with me.....   my thumb tips gently stroke over her outer labia, over and over, increasingly the pressure and watching as her lips and folds part,,,   dirty pink flesh glistening... fresh pink revealed...   my thumbs sliding between the folds, slick, warm...  her mound lifts...   i’m Entranced by her cunt...  my fingers exploring now...  pushing her mound upwards until her little hood appears then gently easing the delicate cover...  her clit a pink pearl...   slowly Ilean down, my tongue peeking out awaiting its first tase, its first touch.... as the tip sweeps over the nub of nerves she jolts..i smile....   shes wet, hot, her juice mixing with my saliva as i lap.. and nuzzle... and kiss... and taste... 

I can feel, see her arousal yet I remind myself this is for me.... and i stop to hear her groan and lift her hips towards me.....   i sit up...   pressing my palm to her mound, pushing her hips down, my fingers splaying her labia...   middle finger seeking her cunthole...   probing slowly, swirling, curling up side her.. enjoying the spongy, wetness of her clenching walls...  i slip a second finger in..  opening her..  thumb circling her clit...  she’s moaning, breath quickening..  humping onto my hand....  this excites me...  i’m Breathing heavy, my own wetness gathering in my slit....  i feel her response and reach for Your dildo, elegant, smooth, thick.. easing it into her as she gasps and arches.... 

It’s my time i remember and move....  climbing up the bed, straddling her body....  wriggling over her chest, moving her arms in their binding until i’m Kneeling ver her face.. my hands on the wall...  her mouth is eager, breath hot and i ease down on it...  her tongue hungrily lashing, my piercing so neatly exposing my clit, now swollen and hard...  i grind onto her face...  i don’t care for her breath, I’m happy to take her and feel her gasp and splutter int my cunt....  my hips writhing, rubbing my clit to her mouth, my labia spreading over her lips....  hands pressing the wall...... my head thrown back...  and i’m Cumming.. eyes closed...  thigh trembling.. feeling myself gush over her.....  my womb clenching....  as my orgasm subsides i think about what you can see....    her pinned down...  dildo buried into her dripping hole, hips bucking needing....  my back and bottom... arms to the wall, hair down my back......  i shudder and fall to the bed smiling.....
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Candy-floss Clouds in a Purple Bruised Sky...
Posted:Mar 17, 2018 2:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2024 6:02 pm
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I arrived at the seafront with time to spare, time to kill...  it was cold, so I sat in my car, heating on full, steadying my mind.. reminding myself I had choices, then trying to forget what those choices meant...  

This was to be different... I wore no make up, no adornments, my face naked to the elements, nothing hidden, no facade...  this, of course, meaning there was nothing to hide behind...    I shivered, or was it a shudder? A deep breathe, then stepped from the car...

The beach almost deserted... that time between day and night...  a eerie light,  candy-flossed clouds in a purple bruised sky...  it was beautiful...  it walked as directed, clattering over the pebbles and stones towards the Sea, reaching the expanse of smooth sand, divided by the sun bleached bone-like  gronyes stretching down to the water...I was walking towards the setting sun as it melted into the horizon, a darkness following me...    gulls swooping, waves crashing, sucking in stones, dragging my senses with them....    the few remaining people on the seafront were all walking opposite to me, they and their dogs heading back towards the town....   i wondered ‘ is this safe? Am I safe?’, but the sound of the sea, the crashing of waves filled my ears, the wind numbed my face, the melting pool of the sun blinding my eyes... senses taken... I keep walking....

A few beach front houses getting closer, their gardens merged with the beach...  low buildings.. white walls, salate roofing...  almost disguised into the bleak surroundings....  I approach the first, seeing the pile of chalk white boulders, as You had described.....  I turn towards the waves, my back to the house...  and wait......  I want to look round but I’m afraid of what I might see...  so I wait....

I didn’t hear You approach, just felt Your hand sweep my hair from my neck as You leant down and whispered.....  “You came...”.  Your brushed the skin under my ear, so soft, shooting goosebumps down my neck and over my shoulders....  You sat behind me, holding me against Your chest..  Your hair entangled with mine as the wind swirled around us...  Your breasts cushioning my back.. Your arms wrapped around...    “You’re so small” You murmur....  hands slowly roaming under my clothes, tracing my shape, cool fingertips, reassuring.....  “ come, see” You said with purpose and stand pulling me to my feet...  my hand trembling as You Edd me towards the house....  through a low wooden gate in the garden, stopping on a patio, the windows a frame for the room...  the light from inside looked warm as We stood in the dusk outside....

People, three men, one woman....  an opulent room, candles, dim lighting, throws, cushions...  my eyes looking closer, hooks in walls, ropes coiled...  the girl was standing,carrying a wine bottle, filling a Mans glass as He sat, His back to the window as We watched...  she was corseted, breasts free, stocking, heels, the ‘classic’ look..  her hair tied into a high pony tail...  yet she didnt appear submissive, she had fire in her eyes, a wicked grin on her lips as she poured...

The two other Men sat on a sofa facing the window... they were dressed, casual, relaxed.. both drinking, laughing...  their lipsmoving, talking, words not for me to hear...  as she stopped poured and lifted the bottle she threw her head back with a chuckle and walked over to the sofa...  she lowered herself to the floor between the two men, turning around to say something to the Man in the chair.....  the Men on the sofa, rested back as she moved forward, her hands sliding around one thigh of each Man... they looked down at her, watching her movements....  her hand brushed over their groins in unison.. I could see her fingers tracing, feeling for Cock.....  she deftly unbuttoned their trousers then moved to nuzzle into Ones groin as her hand explored the other...  i could imagine what she was feeling...  the power she had, the excitement that was building..  as if on cue the Men shifted their clothes, freed their Cocks...  One Mans hand reaching around her head as she nuzzled, pushing her mouth to His stiffening shaft...  the other man leaning back as she took His harder Cock into her hand, stroking, fingers dancing, thumb caressing His head....  Her head moved by his hand, pressed down until I could see her ribs heave.. pulled off she inhales deeply and swops mouth to other Cock, hand to Him...  they are hard now...  she is working them....  The Man moves her hand from His cock and takes over with His own.. free to focus on the other man she leans closer, head bobbing, her arse high....  the Man form the chair suddenly stands and walks behind her...  He must say something to the Man being sucked because he nods and smiles....  she carries on, mouth eager as the man behind runs his hands over her flanks, pulling her hips up...  He slips one hand between her legs and I see her flinch, her body jolt with what I guess was arousal....  He Man sitting down slapped her face lightly as her lips left His thick Cock while she responded to the hand on her cunt....  she resumes sucking......  The Man behind her caresses her buttocks and begins to smack them....  one after the other....  The Man stroking His own Cock laughs and looks directly out of the window to where we are standing.... 

I’m shaking with want... I can feel my own cunt oozing it’s need, it’s desire to be included.....  She holds me tight, sensing how I’m feeling...  kissing me hard and pulling away.... “this isn’t for you tonight” she says softly, “ this was just for you to see, to decide, to make your choice.’  I groan quietly, knowing that this is what I had asked for.”But.. “ I begin to say and she interrupts, “no, not this time.  You need to walk back, before it’s too dark. I am needed inside.. go.. quietly..  think...  next time...”  she walks away quickly, along the side of the house and disappears...

Standing frozen, my mind unable to comprehend...  My body swiftly overtaken with a fury of frustration....  breathing fast...  I look up and see she enter the room...  She looks directly out towards me and walks to the window.. standing for a moment, then closing the drapes, cutting me off..... 

I gasp.....  shake myself...  turn and begin to walk....  burning tears of disappointment and desire welling in my eyes....  But.. this had been the agreement, this has been what I had asked for..  had I been wrong?

As Iwalkedback along the seafront my mind settled.. my breathing deepened...  I felt a glow from inside... alive again... feeling again....  and I smiled...    the mantra in my head... “until soon’......
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That prickle of anticipation....
Posted:Jan 23, 2018 1:01 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2024 5:22 pm
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The tingling of the thighs..
Brain stalling as instinct takes over.. and you allow it to..
The rush of blood, a racing pulse...
Eyes closed in abandonment..

Deep breaths from a tight chest..
Fingers trembling, body tremoring..
Boundaries willingly erased.. as... One... surrenders
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A lesson....
Posted:Jan 23, 2018 12:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2024 5:23 pm
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A ring of thorns...
Posted:Dec 3, 2017 4:37 am
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2017 12:06 pm
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What was that book?.... ‘forget the roses give me the thorns’. I never read it but so many ‘knowledgeable’ Doms told me i should.... have i missed something... I want the rose and the thorns....

Sometimes One can ‘know’ so much, the feelings become secondary..
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Judged........
Posted:Nov 30, 2017 1:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2024 9:32 am
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and found wanting....... Jack V
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A Friday night....
Posted:Aug 20, 2017 3:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2024 9:48 am
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As I arrived there was another car by the cottage, so I knew We had a visitor.... walking, no-one downstairs but I can hear low music coming from above..... I slowly, quietly move up the stairs and around the corner.... the bedroom door ajar, blind pulled down, candles burning... looking through the door I see a chair at the end of the bed... the girl tied, bound ankles to chair legs, arms behind her back, waist secured to the chair back... she has a ball gag in... eyes wild yet glazed... I noticed her thighs are marked, streaked red... she's naked, except for Your red ropes she wears.... I smile....

Entering the room, standing behind he chair, one hand reaching out to stroke her hair... You lie on the bed, watching.... wine in hand.... I sweep the hair from Her neck and lean forward, lips,soft on her throat... grazing kisses.... hand curling around her neck... kissing harder, biting, sucking... my hand reaching down to her harnessed tit, squeezing, teasing nipple.... her chest heaving... groaning through the ball gag....

I stand, still behind her and undress..... leaning my flesh against her .... then lowering to the floor and crawling round before her.... her thighs bound wide... my mouth nipping at her inner thighs... hands gripping, fingernails digging in.... my face nuzzling into her cunt, lapping at her lips, sucking the puffy flesh.... feeling her twist and pull against the ropes....

Moving, turning to the bed.... taking Your glass at setting in down before sitting astride You.... my cunt pressed to Your groin... mouth finding Yours, hungry, hard.... burying into Your neck, my body writhing and grinding over You.... knowing she is watching.. hearing a low whimpers and increasingly intense grunts....

You suddenly flip me over... lying on my back, Your mouth claiming my pussy... she' s whining.. i' m moaning.... stretched out before You and her... You devour until i' m cumming, thrashing, thighs shaking.... looking up at me, smiling...

As I recover, You untie the girl... she's fired up, angry, jealous, aroused.... You stand at the end of the bed and nod to me... I move, guiding her to her knees, grasping her hair and moving her mouth to Your cock... my hand feeding You to her... as she sucks I move behind You, stroking Your back.. kissing down Your spine.. mouthing Your arse, lapping softly... I can hear her gagging, spluttering over Your hardening cock.... You yank her off You and push her to the bed, turning her over.. bottom up... I follow... hands on Your cock... then on her bottom.. opening her... lube coated fingers splaying her... guiding Your cockhead to her cunt... watching You sink into her.... You fuck hard... she's rammed into the mattress... I move to the side, pinching her tits.. other hand cupping Your balls... You roar. And shudder.... pulling,out and cumming over her .... then falling onto the bed...

I move into Your place... tongue lapping Your cum from her skin... biting and kissing, fingering cunt and arse.... then....
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Ball gag and Cuffs.....
Posted:Aug 9, 2017 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2024 5:25 pm
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Once again lead to Your bedroom.... blindfold soothing my mind.... standing as You intricately bind, harness and tie my torso,,, rope circled tight around each full breast.. lifting them out... squeezing the flesh... skin reddening tight under the coils.... feeling Your hands manipulate body and rope until they merge in one.... chest held tight, breath shallow.. tits getting hard, tight, nipples aching....

Cuffs around my wristS, the felt soft, buckles firm... then my ankles, taking by Your hands and cuffed..... wrists clipped together behind my back, pushing my now swollen tits out further.... Your hands reaching around my head... thumb opening my mouth then replaced by the ball, teeth resting on the rubber as You fastens the straps around me over my head....

I feel my nostrils flaring with each breath, salvia gathering in my mouth around the hateful ball.... swallowing, focusing on breathing.... You push me to my knees, then release my wrists so I can lean forward on the bed?. You lie down.. I writhe my body over Yours.. tits hideously tight, swollen.. the smallest brush of them over Your skin stinging... moving them over Your groin.. teasing Your cock with my hard throbbing nipples.... You reach down and release the gag so my aching mouth can suckle and feast on Your cock, balls, arse... so completely in beastial mode.... You force the gag back on me and turn me on my front.. lying over me.. cock plunging into my wetness.. the gag making me grunt.. the sounds animalistic exciting me further... riding back onto You.. hard fast... howling over the rubber ball.. titmeat crushed on the bed.. stinging, burning pain..... the release.... sweet release.. sleep.....

Awoken... You on me, in me.. on my back. Body fettered by rope or gag, just skin on skin.. rhythm building pounding together..... hot, hard, feral... orgasm...
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