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Sub Fantasy Confessions

Ramblings of a sub wanabe with a runaway imagination and a thirst for exploring.

Instructions
Posted:Apr 14, 2017 11:51 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2017 12:03 am
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I thought about writing them down, but I knew I didn't need to. I had read them so may times that the instructions were burned into the core of my mind ..... mixed emotions of worry, fear and arousal had embedded themselves deep inside my core.

"When you arrive, you will park on the right side of the driveway, 3/4 of the way to the end next to the house. I will not be present to greet or reassure you. The side door to the right of where you parked will be open. Enter the door, close it behind you and strip, folding your clothes and placing them neatly against the door. Take a seat at the head of the table in the room. Place your palms on the table, spread wider than your shoulders, and spread your legs wider than the legs of the chair, soles to the floor. Once your palms touch the table, you will not remove them until I tell you. You will be seated at the table as instructed at 12:00 sharp. Hold this position until I come for you, not moving from it until then. Compliance with all instructions to the finest detail will tell me how ready you are to start your training."

No, I had no need to write down the instructions. The map application giving directions and the time to depart had been set. All that was left was to turn on the key and put the car in drive ........ the sound of the engine starting sent butterflies through my stomach.
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Put Them On Now
Posted:Mar 26, 2017 10:30 am
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2018 8:19 pm
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"Put on the kneepads boi, you are going to need them."

"Are we roofing today Sir?"

Chuckles .... "Oh yes, roofing. That is why the cuffs are going on next ....."
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Karen - So close
Posted:Oct 9, 2016 1:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2017 5:25 pm
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Karen, you were so close. It was decades ago now, but you would control me and order me in bed. Demand I do things and keep doing them as told to service your orgasm. You always were in control, deciding when, where, how. If you would have taken it one step further you would of had me forever. Turned me over and made me take your strapon cock ..... tied and leashed my balls .... so many other things that could have been done to fully turn me into your bitch .... I would have melted into the spot you made for me. I would have fully been yours, all yours.

So close .... before internet, before sites like this and easier ways to talk about it .... So close.
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Stretched Tight
Posted:Aug 24, 2016 7:26 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 12:1 pm
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Tied on my back, arms above my head and feet slightly in the air off the bed and secured so they can't move at all, I'm thinking at first this can't be so bad as at least I'm ass down. But wonder why I had to be stretched out so tight? Soon I find out .......

With a chuckle I'm told that there is a special torture for me today. A finger slowly runs up and down the sole of one foot, making me gasp as my whole body reacts to the tickling. "Yes, you will be nearly mad after I am done this time". I watch as the towel next to me is opened up and look wide eyed as I see feathers, a furry mitt, fresh picked nettles, a gag and a blindfold. I start to mumble and hem a bit and begging that I may be too ticklish for this when before the gag is put in and tightened. "We'll have none of that, you are going to be my maddening torture subject until I bore of it."

The blindfold goes on next so I can no longer see what is coming.. I start to beg through the gag as I hear .... "Now, what do we start with?"
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The Challenge
Posted:May 16, 2016 10:03 am
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2017 8:38 am
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'You will have 5 minutes to make me cum with just your hands. Lotion will be provided."

"Should you not succeed in the 5 minutes, you will get another 5 minutes to get me off using your hands and mouth."

"Should you not succeed after those 5 minutes expire, you will be tied over that bench and then I will get myself off using you in whatever manner I desire."

"Are you ready to take the challenge, boi?"

Looking at the bench with the cuffs already in place brings a shiver from deep inside me. A weak 'yes Sir' escapes from my mouth .....
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Becky
Posted:May 10, 2016 7:10 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 12:1 pm
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Is it wrong to want to be someone's 'Becky with the good hair'?
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Wondering
Posted:May 6, 2016 7:25 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 12:1 pm
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I wonder if all the 'golds' realize that the 'standards' can't read the email they send us.
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Commnication Breakdown - Its always the same
Posted:Jan 18, 2016 6:11 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 12:1 pm
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I can get email, then I can't. Can read some,. then none. Can reply when reached out to, then can't. Can get interrupted in the middle of starting a communication to get to know one another. What is the point?
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As Instructed
Posted:Sep 19, 2015 7:14 pm
Last Updated:Sep 22, 2016 5:39 pm
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Finished shaving my cock and balls for the meet tomorrow as instructed. Did as good of a job as I could, worried what will happen if the results are deemed was less than satisfactory. Think the instruction was given to make me feel slutty, but right now feeling more scared.

Good grief, what have I gotten myself into this time??
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Summer's End
Posted:Sep 3, 2015 8:05 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 12:1 pm
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Another summer coming to an end, another reflection of how fast it went and how much more one hoped it could have entailed. Oh well, perhaps time for a makeup course in the fall to get caught up. Hope springs eternal!
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