Blog Introduction of the Admin
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Posted:Jan 7, 2024 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2024 5:44 am 9348 Views
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Hello, I just wanted to introduce myself to the many people that will see this blog after it is posted.
When referring to me use my username or use any endearing name that you prefer because to be honest I love endearing names. I am the baby of the house and the only girl of two boys who are older than me by more than a decade. I live with my parents but I am pretty much independent and we give each other our fair amount of space. I am also a full time student so that keeps me busy for the most part but when I am not studying then I am gaming, reading, or binge watching movies and series.
I am a big homebody so most of my time is indoors much to my pleasure but when I go out it is usually to the doctors office, for school, groceries, errands, or (rarely) to hangout with my family and friends. My parents are elderly so while I am at home I also take care of them and their needs. Whether it is to make sure they are tucked in at night, to make them food, or make sure they take their medication I am there. As for video gaming it is mostly done with my PC for the last couple of months but I also have an xbox that I game on. For music I enjoy listening to reggaeton because even though I was born and raised in the states my parents are from Colombia and we live in a heavily hispanic populated area in New Jersey. I live on the North side and I am very close to New York so you would think I would visit NY often but I really do not haha!
Due to my hispanic upbringing I am bilingual from a very young age because the language that we spoke the most in the house was Spanish since my parents thought that since I was going to school and would spend half of my day outside I would know enough English and they were right. Thanks to their wisdom I fluently read, speak, and write both languages almost perfectly. It is a true blessing to handle both languages without any trouble for the most part. However, the most common religion amongst hispanics is Catholicism so for the most part of my parents lives until they migrated to the states they were Catholics then switched to christianity and became christians. This means I grew up in a Christian household and was taught Christian morals and values. Over the years I have learned to love, accept, and respect those that I do and do not understand but I am not perfect and have flaws like everyone else. I am still a work in progress people but I am getting there one day at a time.
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FYI: I am not a gold, silver, VIP, or a verified member of the website so unfortunately I cannot message you first. If you wish to talk to me then feel free to message me (mail) on the website and we can converse about almost anything. For the most part I am a sweetheart but do not take advantage of that because my guard is always up. When you message me send me a greeting and a picture of your profile where it includes your information just so that I can see what you are about.
DO NOT send me any of your nudes or ask to see mine. Your needs are NOT mine so do not expect me to satisfy them because I will not do it. DO NOT expect me to give you my personal contact details because that will not happen. I will not hesitate to report and block the individuals that ignore this message especially if they are gold, silver, VIP, or verified members because I will assume since you are a paying member then you have read this.
***Please excuse my grammar and spelling mistakes. I reread it before I posted it but my eyes cannot catch all the mistakes.***
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What Am I Looking For?
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Posted:Jan 7, 2024 2:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2024 5:43 pm 9165 Views
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My ideal person consists of someone that is caring, kind, and compassionate because I am a very caring, kind, and compassionate person myself so I am looking for someone that is similar to me in that sense. It would be really nice if that person was also a good listener, comprehensive, and considerate because I want to be with someone that knows how to listen to their partner, is comprehensive about what their partner is going through or the situation at hand, and is considerate enough to not only think about themselves but their partner as well before making a big decision that might change things for the parties involved. Loyalty, honesty, and fidelity are the three biggest traits for me because in order for me to give myself to that person I need to know first that you are someone that I can trust with my life, that I know will not hurt me purposefully, and will not put me in harms way no matter what, nor will do anything to hurt us either. I really do not like drama or like to deal with anything that can easily be avoided. I do not like that so it would be nice if the person was also conscious of their surroundings and someone that carefully thinks things through before making a decision of any kind which also goes with being considerate as was stated before.
Since I consider myself to be submissive and prefer that role I am actively looking for a domme or dom. If you are a mommy domme or a daddy domme that is even better since I highly enjoy age play and also wish to explore little space. I would like that person or couple to be strict, firm, confident in both their knowledge and skills, and also be patient with me since I am new to this. I also would like that person to be encouraging in their methods and train me to be the type of person they are looking for as well. Someone that is patient enough to give me time to adjust but also strict enough to not let me procrastinate or be distracted with nonsense. I need someone that is bold, straightforward, and will not think twice to let me know I am messing up or that I am doing a great job. I am not into degrading as much as I am into being praised but with the right person that can change. For the most part I am flexible and willing but lets just say if you respect my limits then I will respect yours too. I am willing to test my limits and boundaries but I do not want to be pressured into it either.
I will continue to update this blog with more that I learn and see but for now that is the idea. As of right now I am not looking for something serious like a relationship but I am willing to work towards one in the future. I have just been out of a toxic relationship where I was abused to the point that I dependent on doctor prescribed anxiety medication which had never happened before. I do not wish to go through that again especially since I am off of them and doing so much better than when I started. I want to allow myself the necessary time I need to heal and get over what has happened. I do not want the next person I am with to carry with my traumas because they are mine and mine alone. If after reading all of this you are still interested in me please message me. Also, Keep in mind that I plan to build a future with the person I choose to be with so be conscious of your age.
***Please excuse my grammar and spelling mistakes. I reread it before I posted it but my eyes cannot catch all the mistakes.***
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Broadcast Information/Informacion
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Posted:Jan 10, 2024 9:50 am
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2024 9:19 pm 7839 Views
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Broadcasting is something I have done a few times now and thankfully all have been successful. I find that it is easier for me to broadcast after 7 pm (E S T) so I think that from now on I will start my broadcast towards the night around that time. Lately they have been ongoing for up until 8 hours or so but for the future and because I am a full time college student I will not keep doing it for that many hours and when I start my spring semester which is very soon I will cut down those 8 hours to 3-5 hours.
When will I broadcast? I will try once daily but no promises and I will continuously post about it announcing when I am on cam on my status. When I cannot cam I will post about it in my status as well so if you are wanting to know when or what time feel free to come back to this blog in case it is updated and check my statuses as well. Also, feel free to message me through mail because even though I am online sometimes on IM I cannot always respond unless I use my pts or I am on cam since I am a standard member. Another thing and very important too, my cams are solely for the purpose of interacting with others and to have a good time all together while we listen to music, discuss different types of topics, and entertain ourselves. I will not now or ever show any type of nudity during my cams so if you join expecting to see a body part, toys, etc you are mistaken and will be wasting your time.
FYI: If you chat with me (chat box or IM) while I am live do not send pictures of your body. I am not interested in seeing you naked publicly and privately. You will be banned from joining my cams in the future if you do this (no exceptions will be made). Also, if you want to see me game and see my face at the same time you can find me on twitch so message me to know.
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Traduciré lo que había escrito arriba para los que no entienden o hablan ingles. Hace poco intente el cam y ahora llevo varios días que estoy en cam y fueron todos un éxito gracias a Dios. Pienso que para mi es mas fácil entrar en cam cuando sean las 7 pm (E S T) entonces los empezare por ahí de esa hora o después de esa hora. Cuando estoy en cama dura hasta 8 horas seguidas pero eso prontamente cambiara y lo reduciré hasta que solo este en cam de 3 a 5 horas ya que soy estudiante universitaria y comenzare mis clases pronto.
Cuando volveré entrar en cam? Intentare una vez al día y lo estaré anunciando igual que anunciara cuando no pueda entrar en cam. Si están interesados esa información entonces les recomiendo que estén al tanto de este blog y mis anuncio en mi perfil. También si les gusta pueden escribirme a lo personal para preguntarme sobre cam porque aunque pueda que este disponible en IM no podré contestar ya que la web no me deja o de lo contrario si contesto tendré que gastar mis puntos. También y algo que considero que sea importante para que el publico sepa es que durante el cam en ningún punto habra algo sexual eso significa que no estaré desnuda ni nada así. Entro en cam para pasarla de maravilla asi sea musica, hablando con los demás, o simplemente estando acompañada pero en fin todo es de entretenimiento. Si buscan algo sexual de esa forma no entren porque perderán su tiempo.
FYI: Si se unen y deciden conversar conmigo en el chat o privado por IM no me manden ninguna foto de sus partes privadas. No estoy interesada en eso y si lo hacen los bloqueare para que no se unan mas a mis cams en el futuro y no se hará ninguna excepción por nadie. También si me quieren ver jugar videojuegos a la misma vez que quieren ver mi cara pueden buscarme en Twitch escribanme para saber .
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Confession?
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Posted:Apr 11, 2024 7:29 pm
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2024 10:13 pm 1306 Views
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Every time I get on this site I always think nothing can surprise me anymore or nothing can disappoint me anymore but you know what? Somehow I am always wrong, so very wrong. I do not know what I expect to find by coming on here but I know it is far from what I have seen and who I have met on here. All I see are countless usernames, faces, blogs, comments, videos, and pictures. Do you know what I feel every time? Pity. I feel pity because they are souls looking around just like me. We are all looking for someone we long for and somehow cannot seem to find. I have searched and searched yet I still cannot find it. To be honest I am not looking for someone, no, I am looking for something. Something so raw...so passionate...so desirable...so rare that it almost seems like a dream. When I think about it I cry because I feel overwhelmed with how bright that flame burns. Oh my body fills with this burning warmth that lasts lifetimes from here to the never ending universe. There is this desire...no wait...this longing for such a relationship but not just any kind. A relationship with my master, with my mistress, whomever they shall be but oh how I long for such an intimate connection.
I have been asked many times what do I want from this lifestyle and each time I go into this blank place where there is nothing except longing and an overwhelming feeling that as it grows feels like my chest will collapse on me. I never realize the tears that slide down my cheeks until they blur my vision. Am I crazy? Haha I must be...I mean how could I long for something I have never had, never experienced? All I can ever do is dream about a time where I am wanted by someone and I don't mean just the lustful kind. I mean wanted in a way that if you did not have me then the fire in your soul would burn out. Have you ever wanted someone so badly that you felt so uncomplete no matter what you ever did to fill that missing piece? Everyday I feel that way. There is a big piece of me missing that does not let me live in peace.
Now, what do I want from this lifestyle? I have come to the conclusion that I cannot say it in actions. What I want is to feel from the small nerves on my skin to the deepest parts of my heart. What I want is for someone to come in and show me what it means to be alive. I want to feel your command penetrate my ears and go into my brain then give the signal to the rest of my body and act as you wish. I want to feel your delicate touch and your roughness. I want to hear the authority in your voice when you speak down to me and the softness when you praise me. I want to feel you in me. That is all that I crave and no one seems to understand this.
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My Kinks/Fetishes/Curiosities
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Posted:Jan 23, 2024 7:12 am
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2024 11:39 pm 8870 Views
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KINKS:
24/7 (Total Power Exchange),
Age Play,
Dildos (Handheld & Strap-ons),
Power Exchange,
Role Playing,
Food Play,
Voyeurism,
Mistress/Domme,
Mommy / Daddy play,
DDlg
FETISHES:
Masturbation,
Domination,
Exhibitionism/Sex In Public,
Latex,
Leather,
Nipples,
Lace/Lingerie,
Toys Vibrators,,
Cuckold,
Talking Dirty,
Bareback Rodeos/Raw Sex,
BBW,
Double Penetration,
Squirting,
Big Breasts,
Big Dicks,
Taboos
Erotica Fiction,
young / old,
face fuck,
Moans and Groans,
large areola
CURIOSITIES:
Knife/Needle Play,
Pain,
High Heels,
Ass Play,
Blindfolds,
Blood,
Bondage,
Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.
Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears),
Depilation/Shaving,
Sadism/Masochism,
Fisting,
Gangbangs,
Hair Pulling,
Masochism,
Doctor/Nurse Fetish,
Oral Fixation,
Spanking/Paddling,
Retifism (Shoes or Boots),
Rimming,
Rubber,
Sadism,
Scent,
Master/Slave,
Tongue Fetish,
Whips,
Humiliation,
Lactation,
Making Home "Movies" ,
Pantyhose/Stockings,
Participating in Erotic Photography,
Sensory Deprivation,
Sex During Menstruation,
Mutual Masturbation,
Oral Sex,
Anal Sex,
Flogging,
Slave Training,
Adult Breastfeeding,
abduction play,
breeding, impregnation,
cum filled pussy,
sleep sex ,
cow milking,
Body Writing,
Public Groping,
tit whipping,
light bondage / Torture,
Kidnapped Roleplay,
Public Cock sucking,
Forced Orgasm(s)
I thought I would sort these out the best that I could in the different categories. Feel free to comment anything that is not listed here so that I may consider it, look it up, or try it.
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