The manipulation of people...are we really that petty
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Posted:Jan 4, 2020 7:18 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2020 6:48 am 4576 Views
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So you havent seen
Me blogging on
Here much of late
Ive been putting
My energies in starting
A youtube channel.
But
Untilit is up and running...i've been watching videos,studying styles..
And writting killer comments...
which youtube will notify you if the channels creator responded
To or enjoyed your comment.
It's a wonderful feeling
To break through that 4th wall and get some sorta of response..
Its like getta a...atta pat on the ass ( if you remember that classic friends episode of chander at his work place).
So i thought your
Boy was on point and had alot share.
Then i started
To notice how many other responders were getting " loves"/ hearts for their replies..
Like jesus christ i thought i was special...and now i feel like the dumbass at the strip club that thinks the women actual like him.
It's just another technique
To fluff the audience..
Give everyone a " loved your reply " heart emoji and youtube sends a notice to their box.
Your more likely come back
Tothat channel.
Plus you get the feeling that the youtuber is reading the vids comment section.
Now i dont mind this small shit..
but alot of youtubers now beg via patron page or outright have a livestream session and people .
.
If your into all of this... then don't tell
Me you luved my replies when you didnt even read them.
Sure you may crank
Out okay content...but alot of people stay for the comments. They want that interaction with the youtuber or the fans of the blog.
And even the lame assed comments are receiving hearts.
Its like you get a car..and you get a car...and you get a car.
This is where i stand
Out. I enjoy interacting with an audience and providing an arena for honest discussion.
I don't normally do it on
Here due the toxic nature of some of the members. But im tons more engaging on fetlife.
But id never lie and say i liked your shit ( heart emoji)..just to get you hard.
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Holy shit its christmas..my alt points are up to 320
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Posted:Jan 4, 2020 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 6:24 pm 5311 Views
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Wow i guess christmas came when i wasnt looking.
Im up 20 whole fucking points for a years worth of blogging. Yep ill now have just enough for that gold mem?...
Not enough?
Well then the silver membersh....
Huh? Not enough..
Well obviously i still can the points in for actual us ?
Nope...fuck im so alt.com broke that i cant even afford their merch.
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It's not for you..then dont bitch when i don't go to see it
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Posted:Dec 30, 2019 7:02 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2019 7:03 pm 6190 Views
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really surprised when hollywood makes a movie or tv show and says it's not for men...
Then are surprised when half of it's potential audience doesn't show up..
The latest example little women...i have a penis...and i loved the original novel. I never thought the story wasnt for me.
The girls are wonderful
I watched the 2000s movie version and never once did i think that it was not meant for me.
But in 2019 this age old classic must now be filled with x,y or z,.
And apparently i a huge fan am not wanted..cause i am .
How is this feminism/ equality?..
Instead of inclusion i am told by the ny times no less..men are the reason movies like these are bombing the box office.
It is a shame..i actually loved jo,beth,amy etc...
But some producer decided it wasnt meant for me..
And i say...reap the wind..crash and burn
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New years..dont be stupid
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Posted:Dec 30, 2019 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2019 7:20 pm 5961 Views
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Now i know its new years eve
And deep down you probably thinking you could drink your the table..
And probably drive him as well...
But you'd be fuckin wrong
...honestly
You are
Just don't be ...a dui will you over grand in the long run....have a dd, phone a friend, your dad, an uber.. ..fuck i will gladly drive your drunk ass home
Do your ..
a big favor on his birthday...yes the 31st is my actual birthday...happy birthday to
And dont drink and drive....
Its the best present you can give
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How do..we measure a man?
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Posted:Dec 28, 2019 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2019 5:17 pm 5425 Views
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I think it's ironic that we still measure a man by his size or the of muscles he has.
We see this alot in the ..we assume the big guy is alpha.
Have we not heard of the slogan.. it's not the size of the in the fight
But the size of the fight in the ...dog.
I've had bucks threaten . They even called an " old man"..one guy literally said he wanted to .
I looked him in the eye and thought..dude i would put you through the fuckin wall.
But your has that whiskey tango about him. Yes he has anger issues..and doesn't give a...well fuck
You don't wanna threaten what you can't finish.
I've recently thought this is what i need to be..
I am..basically
wolverine..i am the the honeybadger... i feel like i need to be that a hole most guys fear..
But
Im the witcher
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Do men hate strong female characters?
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Posted:Dec 28, 2019 3:02 pm
Last Updated:Dec 28, 2019 3:04 pm 5864 Views
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I never understand those that argue
men..
1.hate strong female chatacters
2. Won't go to see female lead movies
Or
3. Won't go support.." chickflicks"..
I post this after watching barely 10 minutes of the netflix series..the witcher.
Which within those ten minutes the series showed two strong females..a woman and a girl no less..acting against societal codes and the evil patriarchy.
Did i curse out loud?..did i run out of the room screaming?..
Was i secretly scared of a strong woman? Did i cancel netflixs?
Hellls no...i like female characters with spunk and bravado.
Men simply can't tolerate the modern movie where the female is a mary sue and all the males are reduced to bumbling or used for comedy fodder.
Think star wars..meets the simpsons.
Women dont have to be men/ or be better than men in order to be strong.
I can out bench alot of women..but that doesnt mean im stronger or superior.
But it also doesnt mean i wont watch a well written female lead movie/ tv show
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Christmas came without boxes or tags
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Posted:Dec 25, 2019 6:40 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2019 8:18 pm 5326 Views
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Wish i could copy and paste that famous quote from the grinch that stole christmas...stupid android notepad
Christmas cant be bought..nor found on amazon...
I had a suger cookie w icing tonight..been a long time since i had ..
..and that is all it took.
I was " home"
..for a brief nano second..
.perhaps 7yrs old and my mother literally made like a hundred cookies..
We would decorate them with various colors via the food coloring and icing. Hell she even had fancy sprinkles..
We had so many that they filled our round kitcken table..
For someone unfamilure w me or this blog...there is literally
No home..
For me ..
go home .
My parents,my dog,my brother have all passed on..
Someone else lives in my childhood home.. it's like my family for generations never existed
Last time i was home was before my mom died like 4 yrs ago...Nothing changed in 20 years since i left.
I literally walked inside my old home..i stood by the street sign that i grew up on. I was there in my own neighborhood.
It was like i never left..
But i did...and i feel guilty every day.
But..home was..
gone..
i missed being here...for 20 yrs..
And yep i felt quilty as AF...that i couldnt be there physically ..to help my family. My dad died of a heart attack.. my just passed quietly on the living room couch, my brother died of aggressive skin cancer..
And i had to kiss my mom goodbye..then fly back to kc before she passed a month later..
try being a big man and literally telling your 96 yr old mom goodbye..knowing full well you either had the funds see her before she died or at her funeral.
It broke my heart kiss her goodbye..and walk away.
But i shared those blogs with you..i literally cried for hours on end at the airport.
That part of my life is closed Ask around my town and my family that lived there 3 generations..
Are memmories..we are just names on tombstones
That door to... home..is closed. I know i will never get back.
So.. all i got is memmories..of my mom..my brother..my dad..and my dog..
And for a brief momment tonight i got home
...and all was well..
could ask for a better christmas present..
Christmas.
.isnt about material things
..take this from a guy that grew up dirt ass poor..
It's about family..and the memmories you will always have
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Merry christmas
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Posted:Dec 24, 2019 4:43 am
Last Updated:Dec 24, 2019 4:44 am 5438 Views
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Im actually happy christmas is finally in the doorstep..
😁
Just wanted wish everyone and safe and happy season
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