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Posted:Nov 7, 2009 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2009 12:58 pm 2979 Views
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read a profile for a dominant person and think, you seem totally unapproachable and verging on scary. You know the ones, "YOU WILL SPEND ALL YOUR DAYS DOING blah blah blah" and "I AM TO BE WORSHIPED AT ALL TIMES..." well you know the rest.
Hold on, please correct me if I'm having a "special moment" but isn't the by line for this : safe, sane and consensual? It's the sane bit I'm questioning. I've taken to believing that these are the people who see this lifestyle as a nice little earner. Perhaps this is unfair, maybe this is supposed to be sexual titillation for prospective subs. But I just don't know, hence, I guess this blog happened.
Every single dominant I've spoken to has been lovely with one exception. That person had one of these odd profiles I don't like which demanded this that and the other from you. I (actually by mistake) hot-listed her, and she emailed me. I though, how nice, and sent a friendly email back which ended with something along the lines of so tell me more about you. Which got some sort of DON'T EVER TELL ME WHAT TO DO one line response. At this point, I actually feel bad! Like I've upset someone so I send a couple of apology emails expecting a normal human being to emerge on the other side. Nope just more of this one line angry crap, as though we were already in some sort of power exchange relationship. I also feel bad as I played along a little, which I should never have done, but hey, you live and learn...
I suspect this subject will return but that's it for now, slow day 3 blogs so far lets see how many by morning.
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Daisy
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I've got it !
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Posted:Nov 7, 2009 9:35 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2009 2:52 pm 2948 Views
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really big boobs would make me feel less self conscious about my shoulders looking a bit broad! Humm let me google really big boobs and see if it helps me figure out how to grow some... 
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Daisy
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Posted:Nov 7, 2009 8:53 am
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2009 12:58 am 3694 Views
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the full body photo I thought was rotten! Well its 10/10 with 3 votes so far but it's made me feel good. I never know what to expect from people on this site. I get some lovely compliments, some slightly stranger than others. For example, they guy who hit me up on the instant messenger with the line "I do websites" which I took to mean, you gorgeous flower, I think you should have your own web site for me to perv on. Unfortunately for him this still didn't make me like men. I've had someone today offer to buy me nylons to wear, sadly for my nylon collection I still don't like men (sexually I mean).
I'm about to try that contacting people thing again, always makes me nervous. I naturally assume that everyone is out for something other than what they say. It takes a lot for me to trust people over the internet. I've done "vanilla" internet dating before, I find that less daunting. I guess this is because I'm not out with my friends and family.
Here are my top 5 paranoias regarding contacting people:
1. Blackmailer - this will fail I have no money and don't really car enough about people finding out, it will however make me harder to fire due to discrimination...
2. International fraudster - I get a million of these emails a day anyway so no, I won't be giving out my bank details.
3. Immigration fraud - not the marrying type and I would insist on a black wedding dress if pushed !
4. Man pretending to be a woman - some would argue I'm a man pretending to be a woman but come on look at my pretty face. Now imagine a fat slob eating something fatty and letting it dribble down a string vest ughhghghghh.
5. Teenagers doing it for a laugh at my expense - why should I care I guess but most of these just piss me off because they would waste my time, which is always annoying.
Ahh well, once more into the breach....
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Daisy
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I kept a
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Posted:Nov 5, 2009 2:39 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2024 6:9 pm 3356 Views
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blog once before it was on my space. I blogged for a year and a half and I rediscovered it just the other day as a word document - I deleted my my space account when I realised I wasn't an annoying pubescent .
When I read it back it was fascinating! I had one hell of a year! It was essentially a coming of age drama, where the protagonist (i.e moi) realised they were deeply unhappy with their life, changed all the things they were unhappy with, reconnected with their first love (and had some hot sex but I didn't blog that) found their true home, friends and moved on in life. They also stupidly threw away a gorgeous black corsellete and some shit hot black 6" stripper heels (which still need replacing) purchased their first real corset and dressed for the first time in front of a girl.
Humm ok, some of that wasn't in the original blog but it was a good year. Maybe I should turn it into a book - what do you think, include the cross dressing or leave it out for mainstream appeal
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Daisy
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Its all very pretty
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Posted:Nov 5, 2009 11:37 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2009 3:21 pm 3605 Views
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in Crouch End apparently! Well I just took an odd bus route home which involved a bus which went to Crouch End. The bus was full of gorgeous women and no men. So it seems that all the pretty girls live in crouch end. Either that or they were visiting people in the 2 prisons on said bus route...
This bus was also good because I got to go to waitrose on the way home (a posh supermarket for those not in the know) and get some exciting soup and nice fresh bread for my dinner. So on bonfire night I'm gonna' sit back eat my soup and listen to the bangs and look for lights in the sky. Wonder who they will burn at Lewes this year...
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Daisy
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I've just seen
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Posted:Nov 4, 2009 3:46 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 4:17 pm 3546 Views
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a girl who looks like a goblin. No I'm not talking about a Halloween costume, she looks like a goblin. Pointy ears and nose, weird little eyes tiny thin arms and legs... A Goblin.
I think she may have had pointy little goblin teeth too.
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Experiencing something from
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Posted:Nov 1, 2009 3:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 1, 2009 4:34 pm 3553 Views
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another point of view is always interesting. I made an account on the book of faces for myself yesterday. I have no friends, boo hoo. I joined a few pertinent groups for people who like a bit of bdsm, pin up girls and cross dressing. Now I keep getting friend requests from random men. I'm feeling quite flattered that away from this environment, in "vanilla world" I'm still attractive. My other fb account doesn't get friend requests from random women after all. So again my feeling that I'm a better looking woman than man is confirmed...
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I've just had
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Posted:Oct 31, 2009 9:25 am
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2009 11:01 am 4596 Views
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a brilliant afternoon! Well, I went for a walk this morning (not wearing anything exciting - meh) poped into the shop along with my lunch decided I would get some nice black tights. Walked home, had the place to myself all afternoon. Had a nice hot bath shaved my legs and then spent the afternoon taking photos (I've uploaded some new ones for you all to see).
I amuse myself sometimes when I buy female things for myself, it makes me a little paranoid. This is only because I know what I'm going to do with it. I used to have a very lazy girl friend I had to buy everything from tampons to make up for her all the time. I didn't think twice about it so why do I worry when I do it now? Well I shouldn't I should have got the new mascara and eye liner I've been wanting - on the plus side I now have a boots voucher for no 7 make up which means maybe I could get some some new lipstick too. Sorry babbling on about make up.
Well yes, a lovely afternoon taking photos only problem is I hate the way I look in full body photos. I think my shoulders are too wide and my arms are too big and I look fat. He he, its always difficult taking pictures of girls...
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Daisy
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I find a lot of
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Posted:Oct 28, 2009 1:15 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2009 2:14 am 3546 Views
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dark humour on these fetish connection sites. Here is another post made in public that doesn't need posting. Todays little gem : "Wanking, its brilliant"
Thank you sweet heart, I'm running to the shop to get some tissues...
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Daisy
p.s. its not just me is it?
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My rant on
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Posted:Oct 28, 2009 11:12 am
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2009 3:07 pm 3982 Views
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profile pictures has bitten me in the ass. Not on this site, but on another nearly identical site, some one has winked at me and their profile picture makes me feel a little bit sick.
I have literally no idea what this is a picture of, but parts of it look wet some of it has white stuff on it buts look like dry skin. I think its a pussy shot but I'm not sure. This description is making me feel nauseous.
People listen please: close ups of genitals are not attractive. Please for the love of fuck show us your face!
Rant over, well guess I won't be back there for 30 days....
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Daisy
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