Storm ciarán,
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Posted:Nov 2, 2023 9:25 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2023 12:00 am 10238 Views
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Because the weather is rather dull, overhere in Holland.
Not like in the US, with all those terrific storms, thunder and all that beauty.....
So, when a storm hits our coast, people all over Holland, go crazy.
every one is falling over each other in claiming how dangerous this one, will be.
Sooo tiresome, hysterical behaviour...
So, we had alarm fase orange today.....
Only on the west coast and Zeeland did get a full blast...
So, some trees died, so far one person too.
Some big trucks (empty) fall over! on their side...
The truckdriver is oke.
There where some places where the light went out....
The drama!
I love stormy weathers, i love to go outside.
On my bike, and see how far i come....
I can always walk, when the windforce is too big....
I did plan to go to the forest and go on my bike.
There were other things to do, first, so no bike ride in the woods, alas.
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Ooh, boy,
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Posted:Nov 1, 2023 4:07 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 12:06 am 10164 Views
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You know?
I really should not do this.
Sometimes i get some writings in my inbox, on Fet, just because i am in some discussion groups.
Not really thát active, and mostly US oriented....
The horror i read there, from subs with socalled d's.....
shudders.
There are sooo many men, on sites like this, it feels like there are more and more dangerous, narcistic? sociophatic, womenhaterd persons,
with such big women issues, real deep wemen hatred.
misogony.
It is a wonder there are not more death from their abuse of women, mentally or physically...
As far as we know, ofcourse.....
Knowing, reading those items, makes me even more anxious to get active, in "the scene", again...
Also,the things i hear from this younger couple, in Holland, makes me wanne puke, so disgusting.
The way socalled ds treat their 'submissives'....
low morals, low ethics.
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I dont know much... Aah, well....
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Posted:Nov 1, 2023 3:38 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 12:12 am 9968 Views
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Still figuring myself out,
Learning, always learning.
BUT,
i know ONE thing for sure,
That i am TOTALLY NOT interested in those bedroom - sex- fetish oriented, "role-play" "dominants"
With 44.0000 hours of sm porn watching as their learning "experience",
The most dangerous ones....
I am not sex, play, roleplay, bedroom orientated.
I am person orientated, want to know whó you are.
To me, it is about trust, surrender, fully, in the long run.
Not parttime, sexual submission only, for a few hours.... till next time... you feel horny again.
It has nothing to do with feeling horny, for me.
Not at all interested in your dick.
Ooh, dont worry, when i get to know you, like the way you think, your walk of life, so to say, find out we are in most ways, compatible.
I will be very interested in your dick
BUT, you know?
SM, or BDSM is, for me, not about the sexual ( fantasie) act, at all.
It is about the Ds part.
It is about building a long lasting deep trust, in such a way, i can let go.
show you my true colours, not the outside rosa, but the deep buried one...
in a safe environment, always.
Not just because that makes you horny.
But, because that trust is the base of our commitment toward each other.
Because you hunger for that deep trust, because you hunger for that level of responsibility, trust, care giving, leading.. the submissive/slave, guiding her.
Idontknowmuch..... 
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Work,
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Posted:Oct 31, 2023 9:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2023 9:07 am 8750 Views
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Well, well,
I heard stories, today...
Unbelivable!! It makes me a bit uneasy...
A bit outside my comfort zone....
Made me wanne laugh also...
I cant give away details...
Ofcourse....
But, my god!
And then i was thinking, that i did a lot of illegal stuff, in my younger years...
Compared to some, i was a little angel! 🤣😂🤣
They gave me my own bike, to work on.
That made me very happy.
And, since the thrift shop is also selling Christmas trees,
They have a lot of those.
But, no one, understands how to put them back together!!
So, today i volentered, to put those back together.
I put three trees back together.
I had an audience....
They could not understand, that i could do that, in a rather high tempo!
The other day, because nobody understood the mechanism of those trees ,they threw some away!!
They are very happy, that i am willing to help.
I like that kind of puzzle, construction work.
I worked on my bike, too.
new tire, inner and out.
Removed some very old parts...
Removed the back wheel.
It was a nice day at the office! 🥳😄
One man is not allowed to come back, B.
He did very, very bad things.... 🤫🤫🤫
You dont bite the hand, that feeds you.....
So, now i am working two jobs, the bikes and the Christmas trees.🤣
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Christmas,
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Posted:Oct 29, 2023 4:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2023 9:10 am 9366 Views
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The thrift shop is also selling all kind of Christmas stuff.
So, they have a lot of fake Christmas trees...
Some men try to assemble those trees.
One guy, had put on such a christmas bonnet.
He is very small, and he sat on the floor among all those half assembled trees
It was such a funny sight, i told him; you look great! with that bonnet among all those trees!
W, one of the staff, was around too, and he too, saw the humor of it!
Christmas are the worst days of the year, for me.
With this SAD thing....
December is the worst time of the year and March/ April
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I become a bit hopefull, for some lighter days, more sunshine...
and BAM, the weather turns again and we are back at square one!   
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They seem to get to trust me, and start talking...
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Posted:Oct 29, 2023 3:58 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2023 1:41 am 8303 Views
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At this social working place, the sour guy left the work floor, to collect some 400 bikes somewhere in Holland.
So i worked with B and an other guy.
B and i finished two bikes!
I am soo proud!
B made a test drive on this one bike, wich was worked on, before by the Sourman.
While he was on the bike, one of the peddal broke off..
He almost fall of the bike!
He came back, terrible mad!!
Cursing and cursing!!
Very impressive!
So, we fixed that, again, and checked the whole bike, because it seems that the Sour man, never really put all the bolds and pieces tighten
That made them, talk, about this Sour man!
I heard storys that made my eyes roll!!
ReallY?
Well, well, well, he is not as clean as he pretend to be.....
cough!
He did not practise shoplifting, let me say that...  
He is even more nasty, then i allready, instinctively 'knew' about him.
I even think, the staff might be a bit afraid of him....
I liked it, that those two men, opened up, about him and their selfs too....
It was a very relaxing day, working with B.
No drama, no nastyness, no negativity, at all
We even thanked each other, for working together.
One of the habbits of the SOur man, is always telling me, what i do wrong.
The whole day long.
The other day, i had enough of that, so i shouted at him.
I dont do anything WRONG.
I am doing things my way!
That does not say, that is wrong!!
He immediatly moved out of the away.
Or, when you tell him he forgot to do, something, he always react with;
I know that already!
Go F yourself! You did not.
It is known, that Indian man, and maybe especially the older generation,(?) really have a very big dislike of women.
So, now, maybe, i have made some friends, overthere.
Planning on working more and more with B.
We worked together, help each other, give each other the tools needed and all that, normal healthy work relation.
Still an apprentice.
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Today,
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Posted:Oct 22, 2023 11:58 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2023 1:10 am 10948 Views
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Was again, such a lovely day.
It started with rain, but i was oke with that, because i had to do a lot of work inside the house, first.
In the afternoon, the sun came out to play and i played a bit in my garden, too
just messing around with giving some small herbs a better spot in the garden,
making more room in the middle of my garden.
Put some soil in the holes i made by digging out the elder and conifer...
feed "my bees and wasps" some of my honey.
There were a lot of bees, wasps too, enjoying the honey
and i enjoyed seeing them eat, collect some food...
As i do, in summertime, when wasps especially, come and take water out of my very little pond... and fly away with it, trying to keep their nests cool...
I am happy to be of 'service' to those animals.
And, tomorrow i will get my stuff from the bushcraft shop!
i am soo excited, !!!
Just an other small step on the way to my traveling.
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Cooking, on the road,
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Posted:Oct 22, 2023 4:10 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2023 4:28 am 11529 Views
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These are the pots and pans ..
Hope this time, alt puts the picture, as i made it, online...?
you never know, with alt...
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dualism,
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Posted:Oct 22, 2023 3:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2023 1:12 am 10881 Views
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Hate/ love,
I am not againST the Isreal people or pro the Palestine people.
I am against the war.
I am againts the manipulation of the peoples!
I am against manipulation of the peoples, by telling what will be accepted as "the truTH"
There is no such a thing as THE TRUTH.
I dont like acting out of the underbelly feelings.
Howling with the majority.... amp;
No ratio.
I have a weekness for the underdog, cant help it.
Always been, always will be...
I know!
it is a weakness...... or not....?
In the mean whille, our ground rights are being undermined...
Without *you* are aware of it....
All in the name of your "SAFETY".....
All ocupied with all this war thing going on....
dualism, is a killer.
Sometimes, you, i them, just dont know, enough...
to be able to make a stand.
And that is very liberating, to say; i just dont know (enough) to build a oppinion about * it*..
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