"the crazy man",
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Posted:Oct 3, 2023 11:43 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2023 1:11 pm 11783 Views
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This crazy man on the job, talked to me, today.
He first asked me: are you crazy?
I told him, ohyeah, i am dangerously crazy.
wait and see!
Him laughing, me laughing.
Then he told me, you are a nice person.
you greet every one, talk with every one.
I was a bit flabbergasted, Huh?
sure, why not, if they behave nicely, i behave nicely...
The other day, he asked me, if i was a woman, so i told him, no, i am elephant.
He laughed his head off...
Very strange conversations going on.....
This guy does not really know the Dutch language very well, so they try to learn him all kind of nasty things to say.
Everyone laughs, and after that, they tell him, you better not say that on the street, to someone!!
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The kitchen,
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Posted:Oct 3, 2023 11:32 am
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2023 2:49 am 11555 Views
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The drain pipe in my kitchen is blocked
For some days now
The water goes down very, very slowly....
So, yesterday i had enough of that and took to work on the pipe
It seems that the drain pipe makes a 90 degree turn somewere,
where i cant see the pipe anymore.... Grrrrr...
because i could not get that tool deeper into the pipe...
I hate it, when i cant fix things like that.
SO, today i called the company and i have to wait the whole day, tomorrow,
for that mechanic to show up, on my door!!
from 8 till 4!
while i should be able to do it myself!
So i will watch very closely, to see what he does to fix this.
and what i did wrong or missed....
just some domestic drama! LOL
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Work,
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Posted:Oct 3, 2023 11:14 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2023 12:45 pm 7256 Views
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I soo much enjoy my little job!
Today was an other day in the bycicle workplace
Things have settlle down with this person.
it is, sort of allright...
i keep on full alert.. though...
Not really relaxing, but well... you know?
I want to learn! i love this too much, to let him fuck things over!
This time, he gave me my own bike to work on.
I am ever soo happy!!
getting down and dirty!! LOL
And, his behaviour has changed too, toward me.
He is full of very old fashioned ideas about what and how "a woman"
jadajada, jada....
tiresome, such folks
Today, i took my hunting knife with me, to peel some vegies, so i could eat them.
It is just a small knife, you know?
When i pulled the knife out of my trouser, it went all quiet on the tables!!
HAHAHAHA.
It is a knife you can open with one hand
I love those knifes!!
It looks very dramatic, when that knife flips open!
I love it!!
This one guy, one of the staff, looked at my knife, looked at me,
and i got it.
I apologies about the knife and put it back in my trouser....
giggless.....
What did i do?
Did i made a statement???
LOL
unintentional......
I always forget how men, in general, react when i take out some serious looking knife, to peel a apple or something like that.
To me, it is totally natural to wear a knife and use it.
It was a fun day!
Happy wiith my little job.
Have to learn how to repair the gear on some bikes...
I know how to repair the brakes ( very important!)
tubes too.
spikes also
and many more!  
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Peeing?
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Posted:Sep 30, 2023 10:47 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2023 1:03 pm 8008 Views
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On one of my bike rides, i did need to relieve myself, in the bush...
I dont mind that, at all
I go and find some quiet spot and do what is needed to do...
Only this time, i could not get into a right position, at all
That was rather nasty, but i managed.
Later on, i thought, there must be a better way, for woman to pee in public,
without getting her sock, trouser etc wet...
I know there is this thing called a pee spout, if that is the correct english word for it.
It has a very fancy design, most of the time also in very fancy colours too..
So, first i bought this paper spout, used it under the shower.
It worked.....
Is there anyone on here, who has any experiences with this pee spout?
I like to use it during my traveling.
Have to practise, alot! LOL
But, you have to stand real wide, with your legs, other wise, you are getting wet (again)
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Great weather,
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Posted:Sep 30, 2023 10:34 am
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2023 2:55 am 7885 Views
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So, instead of going to that big university city, i stayed at home, and did some work in my garden.
It was lovely and very sunny!!
I started late in the morning, digging one plant out, digging somewhere else an other hole and put the plant back in, there.
It is a purple phlox.
It was easy work.
Also cleaning up some dead shrubs and stumps.
It almost looks decent, hahahah
It never does, in my garden!!
I like it that way.
Natural surroundings... as far as that is possible.....
I made a great place for my fire bowl,
I only have to put the elder some place else.....
So maybe, hopefully, tomorrow, i can make a fire!!
I love building fires!!
I have collected a lot of wood in the forest.
I will get me some 0% beer, so i can build a party!!
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It was to be expected.......
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Posted:Sep 26, 2023 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2023 10:25 am 27077 Views
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It is not easy when you/ i freez when attacked, by male person...
SO, this person at the bike repair shop,did not keep his hands to himself.
When i was fully concentrating on what ever it was, i was doing, he
allways found a way to touch me, somewhere on my body...
Out of nowwhere he touched my face, or moved in such a way, he touched my breast with his arm....
Disgusting little shitface!
Me, being totally concentrated, on my job, always was totally suprised/ attacked by his act.
This went on for two days, i totally upset, because of the freez reaction.
( what a lot of women have, when they get physcial attacked by a man)
freez or fight....
After thinking it over, how i would best act on his behaviour.
I know, most of the time, that kind of man dont go well, with being attacked
I, on the other hand, am totally for full force attack!
I knew, if i did that, i would loose anyway.
So, i thought, lets start with asking him, something.
SO, this morning, before we started, i confronted him.
Asked him, if he knew what physical attacking a woman means?
He was startled, he told me, yes, he knew what that means
SO i told him, i know your kind of men, i have met more then enoug of those
i dont want you to touch me in anyway.
Keep your filty claws to yourself
I am here only to learn how to repair bikes!
and nothing else!!
I was rather harse to him.
clear and no mistake about what i was talking about.
He did not enjoy the conversation.
Got pished off.
did not want me around anymore
said i could go work with the other men.
I told him; NO! i was ordered to be working with you!
So, you go teach me and keep your hands to yourself
he was really angry!!
I.dont. give. a. F&ck!
Telling me, he could not have me around, "because he had a headache"... sure!
After that, i went to the office and told the staff what was going on,
and how i handled it..
The woman said; oh, but that is just how he is.....
PARDON!
He touches all women!
Párdon!!
I dont like to be touched by men, i did not give permission to touch my body!!
What is wrong with that!!! 
I am NOT public property!! Just because i am a woman! for any men, to grope!!
For crying out loud!!
later that day, while having lunch, in the cantine, he got real angry, he was sitting on an other table,
was shouting all kind of things, i did not understand one thing about it, and left the building.
I worked on repairing a wheel frame, some tubes, too.
I really like what i am doing, the only thing is, i just dont know enough, yet...
Can not fix all the problems...
Or know the right tools, have to build some muscle power, too.
I will see, what will happen, friday.
He thinks, he knows it all and is not really open to learn or accept that someone else also might know a thing or two....
There is only HIS way,
Being a woman, my way of using my muscle power is different orientated,
so, naturally, i will do things differently. Duh! 
He never put the tools back in their origine place, the whole workplace is a mess!
He cant find anything back and is blaming others for that...
Pfff,
Why? Lord? Why?!!! 
Just one day at the workplace!
Never a dull moment!!  amp;
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some way of looking at.....
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Posted:Sep 25, 2023 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2023 12:47 pm 10703 Views
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In the many conversations i had, over the years on sites like this.
There was alway the difference between ...
I will try to explain.
Wanting to service the Master or playing the role and obey.
There was this one man, who wanted to know, if he ordered me, to dress in a certain way, if i would obey...
Somehow that just did not touch the right cord with me.
It is about, knowing what the master like to see me in, and i want to make him proud and happy, so i will dress the way he likes to see me.
* He does not have to order me, i will dress his way, from within * because i want to surrender to his will.. his wishes.... *
Because i know, what he likes.
and dressing up, because it is an order, ( not from within)
This thing was always a deal breaker for me.
Just like the qeustion; what are you looking for, on here?
( shopping list bdsm) if that is what you want? go for it, it is not what i long for.
When the person is asking this, when this is his orientation point,
there will never be a match.
He just lack the whole core of mé...... the subtleties.....
The strangest thing is, they never understood the difference between the two.
And most of the time got angry with me.
An other sign that there will never be a match
If you dont understand something, you ask, untill you understand,
you dont let your emotions get the worst of you....
The difference...
Does that make sense?
Wanting to surrender to his wishes,
or obey some order......
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Just a story, or some rambling? ;-)
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Posted:Sep 25, 2023 2:43 am
Last Updated:Oct 1, 2023 11:53 am 9654 Views
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Sunday, i did work in my garden, it was a great sunny day,
got this one bush out of the way.
it was a hell of a digging, and i won!! LOL
digged an other bush out, too.
So, now, i have finally a place for my fire bowl.
After i finished the digging, i remembered i needed to do some shopping.
That stray cat of mine, needed food and i needed some other items.
I love the sunday shopping, the supermarkets are alway very empty, very quiet, i like that.
So, i finished shopping, going to two shops, the last shop.. there happened something very small, but for me, significant...
I was looking for some chocolate, and this boy came in the shop, making all kind of strange sounds, he was mentally not really there, so to say.
His guidance person, was a very attactive man, he had something about him....
in controle.... be there.
I totally accepted the way that boy was behaving.
I cursed very softly, because i could not find the chocolate i wanted...
That boy mimicked my sound... very strange... scary to hear....
His guidance person just let the boy walk around and kept him in his eyesight
They stood before me in the queue, the boy sat in the corner, on a small table, his guidance ticked on the table, next to him, and that was all he did.
It did something inside me, the boy just came and sat were the guidance wanted him.
It was silent communication, totall in controle.
It was soo powerfull.
In the shop we talked a bit, about how happy that boy was to be able to buy some sweets.
The energy of that man, was very special.
When i left the shop, they drove by and that man greated me...
It was nothing much, but energy wise, something happened.. between that man and me.
And that was all.......
Sometimes, i have this kind of encounters.
That energy.....i pick up on that special kind of energy of some men.
Those encounters always give me some good energy.....
That is all there is.
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This "job" i seem to have?
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Posted:Sep 22, 2023 10:55 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2023 2:22 am 9552 Views
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Working at the Salvation Army workshop is alright.
I learn a lot, and also remember a lot.
The guy who is suppost to teach me, is very strict in his ways.
That does not make the learning any easier....
I told him, i am not totally cleuless, you know?
i do know a thing or two about repairing bikes...
He is an old guy, so, did not grow, develop with societies changes.... alas
All kind of prejudices about women, among other groups...
tiresome......
Very racistic.... although he himself is from India....
strange, isnt it?
Anyway, he enjoys it when i dont have enough muscle power to do things his way.
So, i told him, i am used to do thing, differently, because that way, it works better for me.
He is flabbergasted by that idea! LOL
Pfff.....
Anyway, although i consider this some sort of volenteerswork
i get paid!
Not much, more like a reimbursement.
I was totally surprised by that.
in the interview to get my info into their system, i asked if it is a problem that i have a criminal record?
No murdering, killing or things like that, more political orientated...
This guy laughed and said; no, we even welcome it!!
LOL
My kind of people!
I work two days a week, because i have other activities going on.
I do like it, there
They also have a thrift shop, in the same building, so it is very handy.
When there is not much to do, because this guy is very slow, i go shopping in the thrift shop
Found a nice skirt, today,
There is this other guy working there, too.
He once offered to take me on a bike ride, if he could after that, get him some pussy!!
Moronic imbecile!
So i told him my mind.
He does not how to behave himself around me, does not know where to look....
I just greet him, in the morning, and ignore him the rest of the day
He acts like he is very uncomfortable around me.LOL
Serves him right.
treu colours. always comes out, any time, all times.
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Hell of a ride!
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Posted:Sep 21, 2023 2:15 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2023 3:44 am 10285 Views
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So, this was a dry day, no rain, only a strong west wind.
I can handle that.
So, i decided to go to this jewelry shop in this big university city.
I placed an order there, to make some very nice collier, with all kind of semi precious stones...
In the colours of the chakras.
There are 8 main chakra colours.
I decided, i want to take an other route.
SO, i did!
My god! i saw almost all little small places between my village and that big city.
At a certain point, the route board all say; 14 kilometers..
it was like i was in some time loop, always 14 kiometer.
I was going through all kind of very small places, and still it was 14 kilometers to that big city!
I did not pay any attention on those board anymore.
They try to mess with my mind!!
It was a lovely ride and at the same time a hell of a ride!
It took forever, or so it felt....
Normally it takes about 1,5 hour to go to that city, now it took me 3 hours!
Or maybe even more!!
I was kaput!!
But did recuperate rather fast...
Got to that shop, there is a woman working there, she and i really do like each other, right from the start.
It is nice to have such a contact.
we tease each other, just fun.
She wanted to make the collier all very lady like, very tender, fragile,
i told her; dont, i will break it,
I am a kind of a rough , rugged person, so make it as sturdy as you can, without letting it weigh like a brick!
After that, we did get along very well.
Did some other shopping to and treat myself on a ride back home in the train!
Headwind on a straight piece or road, till i am home, is no fun.
On the way, i heard and saw a flock of cranes, i love their sound!
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