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Everything is connected with everything, everything is a form of energy

Hell of a ride!
Posted:Sep 21, 2023 2:15 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2023 3:44 am
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So, this was a dry day, no rain, only a strong west wind.
I can handle that.
So, i decided to go to this jewelry shop in this big university city.

I placed an order there, to make some very nice collier, with all kind of semi precious stones...
In the colours of the chakras.
There are 8 main chakra colours.

I decided, i want to take an other route.
SO, i did!
My god! i saw almost all little small places between my village and that big city.

At a certain point, the route board all say; 14 kilometers..
it was like i was in some time loop, always 14 kiometer.
I was going through all kind of very small places, and still it was 14 kilometers to that big city!

I did not pay any attention on those board anymore.
They try to mess with my mind!!

It was a lovely ride and at the same time a hell of a ride!
It took forever, or so it felt....

Normally it takes about 1,5 hour to go to that city, now it took me 3 hours!
Or maybe even more!!
I was kaput!!
But did recuperate rather fast...

Got to that shop, there is a woman working there, she and i really do like each other, right from the start.
It is nice to have such a contact.
we tease each other, just fun.

She wanted to make the collier all very lady like, very tender, fragile,
i told her; dont, i will break it,
I am a kind of a rough , rugged person, so make it as sturdy as you can, without letting it weigh like a brick!
After that, we did get along very well.

Did some other shopping to and treat myself on a ride back home in the train!
Headwind on a straight piece or road, till i am home, is no fun.

On the way, i heard and saw a flock of cranes, i love their sound!
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Bike repair,
Posted:Sep 19, 2023 12:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2023 1:53 am
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In my traveling, it is necessary to be able to repair my bike on my own.

So, i asked around by some bike repair shops.
Offering my services, for free, so i can learn to repair the most common little problems.

Nobody wanted me around in their repair shop, maybe they thought it is too much work...?
I dont know.

So, i remembered this Salvation Army bicycle repair shop.
You can buy second hand bikes, real cheap there!

Went to that shop, told my story, explained my plan and they welcomed me, to come learn with them.
Today was my first day, i learned alot allready.

They even serve a meal, at lunch time, i was totally surprised by that.
It is nothing too fancy, just very simple food.

The first time i went there, there was this one man, looking at me, and shouting; i am not crazy!
i looked at him, and told him, everyone is crazy!
He liked my reaction, went away laughing.

They have a homeless shelter, there too.
Helping people get back on their feet, finding their way back into society.
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50 year wedding anniversary
Posted:Sep 17, 2023 10:25 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2023 1:38 pm
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So, my sister and her husband ,hahaha!
Did have their anniversary.
The whole family from his side and me, from her side ;- 0 were there!!

I did see people again, i did not see for forty something years!

It was a very nice anniversary.
We did have a great dinner with each other!!!

I drank some real nice jasmin tea!
It made me sad, to see how óld they became, are, in their behaviour...

My sister did say, that she gave up..... on some topics with her husband.....

I tried to tell them, you dont nééd to get Old in that way.
I even gave them a cook book, about this sour- base way of eating....
There is a list in this book, with all kind of good combinations of vegies.
Some recipies, too.
To make this change easier.
I know, they almost always cook with a recipe.

They both have all kind of ailments... physical discomforts....
It makes me sad, to see, that they cling to "the old ways" of eating, cooking...

We áll are been brainwashed, by the commerce, to eat wheat/dairy/ meat... in way too big amounts.

NOT because that is ever so healthy, but because the commerce wants to make a lot of profit...
They dont give a F&ck about your health, they only care for their profit.

I told them, about what this way of eating and watching for the the right combinations of food, how that made a big difference for me,
already
Things like celliluti go away..
All other kinds of physical limits go away.

In this book, they even claim, that it can stop getting cancer..
I dont know, ofcourse, i found that a rather strong argument of this way of eating....
( you dont have to agree, ofcourse)

You just have to make other kinds of choices, in food combinations.
Maybe try some new, exciting combinations.....
Be creative.
Stay young of heart and mind.

They prefere to eat all kind of 'medication', what does not cure any ailments.
It just suppresses it.
Because Doctors dont know this either!!

Food is just a very small part of the whole medical study.

The holistic way is thé way to go!

Mind, body and soul.

When i talked about this with my favorite niece, she said; yeah, but then you have to change things...... Uuh... Yeah.....?

DId that not bother you?
I told her, only in the beginning, like two days, it was something i gotta get use to.
After that, it was just a new routine.

I eat a dinner as breakfast, or when i dont have the time for that kind of cooking,
i eat porridge, rice porridge, or buckwheat / oatmeal porridge.... withall kind of herbs, and raisins.

That is almost as good, as a real dinner.
As Lunch i eat dinner too, a different kind of combination of vegies
I also almost never eat anything, after 18 hour.
.
and as dinner i eat just some small snacks...
nuts, olives, sometimes a egg....

I tried something new, made cookies of lentils, My God, how disgusting that tasted!! WHhahahahahha!
SO that became food for the birdies.
Made buckwheat pancakes too, that did not taste good either, amp;

so that too, is food for the birdies!
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Just lazy or // blog denied?? WTH!
Posted:Aug 27, 2023 12:04 pm
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2023 12:40 pm
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Down right stupid?

That blog is denied, because of MAIL.... EMAIL...?!
wth,
I did read and re read that blog, cant find anywhere the word
email or mail..
What is going on!!

Are the folks on here, who "monitor" this site,
on speed or other mind altering drugs?!!
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Rain
Posted:Aug 26, 2023 3:48 pm
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2023 1:15 am
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,

The last days have been mad!!
Soo much rain!
We almost did not have any real summer.
and now we are in the midst of this rain season..

Not the way as in Spain, when you have a downpour, and after that, the sun is shining again. 20 + degrees!
Noo!
The whole freaking day it is very, very overcast and then a tsunami of rain is poring down on you!
and again and again!

I did not stay dry, in all those showers!! of rain!!
Although i did wear my rain cape, coat.

Not normall! soo much rain!!
In Germany and parts of France it is going to rain, also, very much.
People did get this warning to stay indoors and dont drive.

We will get some of that water, rain overhere too
So we might get some floods here too.

Well, not in the part i live in, but in the South of Holland, for sure!!
pray it wont be too horrible!!

There is this song; Stop this train, i wanne get off...
That is what i am singing, when i hear an other weather disaster coming up.
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I am crazy bizzy!
Posted:Aug 24, 2023 11:27 am
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2023 11:00 am
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Taking care of kittins or a friend.
Baby sittin two kittens!!
They drive me mad!!
They act like they are on speed!!

Totally out of controle!!

I run around like a madwoman.
Going to her place, three times a day, staying there for some time.
The male kittin i call the wrecker, he attacks all and everything.
is very fast, too! LOL

His little sister did not get all the marbels in one box
she is just a bit slow..... off.....
a bit of a lunatic kind of cat...

Have to take care of two mini rabbits, dwarf bunnies, too.
They are totally not approachable...

But i have to take care of them, too, it is part of the deal.
boring, to care for animals who dont response to your attention...

They just eat.....

Being bussy with those animals, the whole day, is very tiresome.

I always had adult cats, not kittens, because i know they rip the place apart!!

I am glad, i am home again, and tomorrow the show starts all over again!
for an other four days or so....

That is why i will answer your reactions on my blogstorys, later...
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I refuse!
Posted:Aug 23, 2023 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2023 3:50 am
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I refuse to be pressed into believing, that "old age" can only be archieved with all kinds of sickness...
Artretis, reuma, high blood pressure, and gods know what more,,
I just refuse to believe that..

I also know people who did not get sick and are really old, old...

SO, there must be something to do about it.
Aside from genetical mishaps... maybe..?

There must be something you, i, everyone, can do about staying healty and get old, too...

There must be a connection with what ever it is, we put into that body.
I am convinced !!!
There must be some sort connection between our food and our declining health.
For some, that is....

I tried all kind of "healty food", with changing effect.... end results.

Paleo, Vegitarian, Vegan, even, Dont forget that disaster of Aurvedic....
All hold some part of the puzzle, but non have the whole answer.

I, for sure, know, that eating meat, everyday, is not really very good for your bowel.
Like drinking alcoholics is also not really healthy.
There seem to be a connection with drinking and getting cancer....

I think i found a big part of the answer with base - sour way of eating...

I never followed any dieet, i had a crazy mad sister, who being slim, thought she was fat, so she followed almost any dieet, she could get her hands on.
After finishing that dieet, she fall right back into her old patterns.
She is still totally obsessed with anybodys weight, and hers first!

Is very, very critical, toward other folks, who feel good, the way they are and dont want to follow what ever dieet....

I never saw the benefit of that, why would you wanne do that to your body?
I have been fat, i knew why.
When my personal situation changed, so did my weight...

It also seems to be not really very healthy to eat night shade greens, like eggplants, tomatoes, patatoes..peppers....

Is there a taste, flavor without those?
i can promise you, there is!

It all comes down to a change of mind.

Dont keep onto old habits and believes, makes a big difference, ofcourse..

Try to stay, mentally supple

Try to be adventures!! if you feel like.....

In the end, it is all about maintaining a balance.....

i dont use any medication, i have a healthy weight.. But that balance is a thing....
Reading two books about this sour -Base way of eating.

Very happy i found those two books.
The whole metabolism of the body is explained in one of them.

Take your supplements, there is almost no healthy substance in your daily fruits and vegies, anymore.

Just my thought about food and staying healthy.
I wish and want everyone to be and stay healthy. on all levels.
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Strange stuff is going on, worldwide,
Posted:Aug 23, 2023 12:57 pm
Last Updated:Sep 22, 2023 10:33 am
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Has anyone ever heard of 15 minutes cities?

What do you all really know, about how China really function, on a social level?

Has anyone ever thought about the implication of that, on your personal life?

Just asking....

Heard and read some really scary shit..... In my network.. group.....

Wonder how many on here, are really awake?

Stay sane.
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To me,
Posted:Aug 16, 2023 1:27 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2023 12:45 pm
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It is about surrender.

BUT, you, I cant surrender, if you, I dont know that other person totally.
In all his aspects of his character.
And in his wants and needs,too.

I can only surrender, if i really and totally know him, as a person.

It is not about having a wish list.
It is about commitment

Somewhere on fet, i read, friendship before being his slave.

Also, he can only own you, me, when he totally knows all there is to know about me,
my character, my past, my life experiences.. all and everything...

Otherwise he just a-b- use the body...
Nothing there, no connection, not knowing anything,
except maybe the sexual desires...
But they are not static.

But, nothing about any triggers, or anything else.... about what makes that person, who she is.
What her life values are.. moral code,

So without knowing him, as a person first,
i cant surrender..
There is nothing to surrender to.
It all comes down to just an other sexual game.. play....

To me, that has nothing to do with building trust, friendship,
surrender.

Not being submissive, as long as the game takes.
Or only on my terms.
No!
surrender goes much further then being or acting(?) submissive....
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Chestnut soap?
Posted:Aug 15, 2023 1:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2023 3:20 pm
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I talked about making chestnut soap before.
DId not get to making it, before.
Now i have made some of that soap, although this year will be a very bad year for the chestnut.
We had terrible big storms going on, in the wrong time of the year, so all the little baby chestnuts did fall, way too early...

Last week or so, we had an other big storm, and the chestnuts i find are very small.
But i pick some of them anyway...

You chop up the chestnuts, in quarters or such.
You can peel them, too
and then you put the chestnuts in a bottle of water, shake it, let is stand, a few hours.
When you shake the bottle, you can already see some soap.

For a nice smell, you can use essential oils, like lavender.
it is best used on not too dirty wash..... or so they tell me... on this blog....

It is going to be a great new experiment!

I still have to try it in my washing machine.
I wonder if you can use it too, for washing your dishes?

i did read a lot of positive reactions on it.
i wanted to make this because i dont like to use the chemical made soaps, from the factory.

I also dont like it, that i give money to those factories.
it is just a political thing.
And, now, with everything getting more expensive, every day, or, so it seems......

It is also a bit of prepping, maybe?, to not be dependent on those factories...
I have soapwort in my garden, the experiment i did with that, was not really a great one! LOL

Make your own. Take care of your own.
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